Об A.P.H. известно много больше чем о других, отчасти благодаря сотрудничеству данного коллектива с Дельфином, в рамках проекта "Дубовый Гаайъ". Группа была создана в Мoscow, предоположительно в 1989 В коллектив входили: идейный вдохновитель Ганс Холман, Кестер, Михаил Войнов, Иван Черников, Макс Фофан и др. С 1989 по 1992 год они записывают несколько альбомов: Life Is More Than Just Addiction и Liquid Ether Theatre 4. После чего Ганс, танцевавший в то время брейк на Арбате знакомится с Дельфином и вводит его в коллектив, Дельфин добавляет потрясающие по глубине тексты к практически голой музыке коллектива, проект носил название "Дубовый Гаайъ" и выпустил он 2 альбома. Музыкантам прочили бешеную популярность, но Дельфин уходит в проект "Мальчишник", чтобы заработать денег, паралельно продолжая работу с ДГ, но в конце концов покидает проект окончательно, начиная сольную карьеру, причины завершения сотрудничества не ясны, гадать не будем.
В 1994 году Ганс знакомится с Буциком, который входит в команду в качестве гитариста и добавляет эмбиентного звучания к скорее гранжевому звуку раннего APH. Группа становится очень популярной в зарождающихся клубах Москвы (существуют даже видеозаписи концерта в клубе Bunkr 8 августа 1994 года), в музыке появляется ярко выраженная шумовая направленность. После гастролей в Питер музыканты, по легенде, теряют кейс с важным оборудованием, это подталкивает их к поиску новых электронных инструментов, но гитарная эстетика сохраняется.
В 1995 коллективу присоединяются Роман Лебедев (экс-гитарист "Коррозии металла"), добавивший рок-н-рола, и Валерий Васюков - THE:HET, до этого игравший в составе электронной группы Esclavos Del Futuro. Что так же отражается на звучании, но сути группы не меняет.
1996 год стал поворотным в творчестве Alien Pat.Holman: состоялось их творческое знакомство электро-психоделической командой N209 в булгаковском сквоте, которое перерастает в совместные выступления. Музыкантам удалось скрестить гитарную и электронную психоделику, хотя акцент уже явно был сделан на электронику. A.P.H. тем временем постепенно умирает, Ганс и Кестер вроде бы уезжают в США. Хотя позже творчество возобновляется. Ганс позже играл в коллективе 2Avocados, но сиё уже другая история.
А в 1997 г. остатки A.P.H. совеместно с Николаем и Андреем из N209 создают "Министерство психоделики" (Ministry Of Psycho).
Позже, где-то в 2000 г. Ганс продолжает музыкальные изыскания, выпуская такие альбомы, как "Лабиринты Грие" (2001), "Мистика" (2001), Best Dj In The World (2002), Letters To Katya (2003)
GO GO GO
Alien Pat. Holman Lyrics
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In a reality where you walked away
It's truly bringing out the worst in me
Ive been feeling paranoid
'Cause I know you're out with her
The one you said you've never met before
Don't have that kind of control over my emotions
I don't have time to be thinking bout ya
How I want you back
I just can't let you go
It was whatever and I can't even remember why
I had to let you go
But now we're finished and you're leaving and I'm trying to
Delete you from my phone
But it's harder than I ever thought it would be 'cause
I can't let you go
I just can't let you go
The days are going by slow
Everything's harder than I thought
Living like this ain't what I want
I always say what's on my mind
Finding it hard to bite my tongue
When people are asking me about ya
How you make letting go look so easy
If you hadn't heard it's been taking me weeks
Sitting here wondering about your feelings
Did you ever love me
I just can't let you go
It was whatever and I can't even remember why
I had to let you go
But now we're finished and you're leaving and I'm trying to
Delete you from my phone
But it's harder than I ever thought it would be 'cause
I can't let you go
I just can't let you go
You really did a lot of damage
More than I'd like to admit
At the risk of sounding desperate
I hope you know
I just can't let you go
It was whatever and I can't even remember why
I had to let you go
But now we're finished and you're leaving and I'm trying to
Delete you from my phone
But it's harder than I ever thought it would be 'cause
I can't let you go
I just can't let you go
I just can't let you go
It was whatever and I can't even remember why
I had to let you go
But now we're finished and you're leaving and I'm trying to
Delete you from my phone
But it's harder than I ever thought it would be 'cause
I can't let you go
I just can't let you go
I just can't let you go
Oh yeah
The song "Go Go Go" by Alien Pat. Holman portrays a person who's struggling to let go of their past relationship. The lyrics indicate that the singer of the song is in a situation where their ex-partner has moved on with their life and is seeing someone else, which is making it difficult for the singer to forget their ex and move on. At first, the singer is acting like a fool, thinking about the possibilities of what could have happened if their ex-partner had stayed with them, which is leading them to ponder over things that they cannot control. Furthermore, the singer is struggling to ignore their ex and act as if they're not affected by their ex's actions.
However, as the song progresses, the singer becomes more vulnerable, as they confess that they're still in love with their ex, and they cannot simply erase them from their life. Even though the singer acknowledges that they had to let go of their ex in the past, it seems that they still have feelings for them, which they find hard to comprehend. The artist tries to explain how difficult it is for them to delete their ex's number from their phone, which demonstrates their inability to let go of the connection they shared with them.
In other words, the song "Go Go Go" highlights the struggle of letting go when you're still in love with a person who has moved on with their life. It portrays the difficulty of deleting someone from your life, even if they have hurt you in the past.
Line by Line Meaning
I've been thinking like a fool
I have been reflecting on my own irrational behavior
In a reality where you walked away
In a hypothetical world where you left me
It's truly bringing out the worst in me
It is revealing my negative traits
Ive been feeling paranoid
I have been excessively worried
'Cause I know you're out with her
Because I believe you are with another woman
The one you said you've never met before
The woman you claimed to have never met
I can't help that I want you back
I cannot control my desire to reconcile with you
Don't have that kind of control over my emotions
I lack the ability to regulate my emotions
I don't have time to be thinking bout ya
I cannot prioritize thoughts of you right now
How I want you back
How I wish we could be together again
I just can't let you go
I am unable to move on from you
It was whatever and I can't even remember why
I cannot recall why we broke up
I had to let you go
I made the decision to end our relationship
But now we're finished and you're leaving and I'm trying to
Now that we are officially over and you are moving on, I am attempting to
Delete you from my phone
Remove you from my contact list
But it's harder than I ever thought it would be 'cause
It is proving to be more difficult than anticipated because
The days are going by slow
The days are passing by at a slow pace
Everything's harder than I thought
Everything is proving to be more challenging than expected
Living like this ain't what I want
My current way of living is not desirable
I always say what's on my mind
I speak my thoughts freely and openly
Finding it hard to bite my tongue
Struggling to restrain myself from speaking openly
When people are asking me about ya
When others inquire about you
How you make letting go look so easy
How you are able to move on effortlessly
If you hadn't heard it's been taking me weeks
If you are unaware, it has been taking me several weeks
Sitting here wondering about your feelings
Currently contemplating how you feel
Did you ever love me
Did you feel genuine affection towards me
You really did a lot of damage
You caused significant harm
More than I'd like to admit
More damage than I am willing to acknowledge
At the risk of sounding desperate
Despite the possibility of coming across as needy
I hope you know
I want you to understand
Oh yeah
An expression used to indicate agreement or enthusiasm
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Sarah Holman
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Димыч
Супер Гуд 😉👍
Gleb Krichevskiy
Огонь!
Рауль Дьюк
Весьма недооцененный коллектив, впрочем, как и питерские Fizzarum с Zelany Rashoho. Pat, you're my love