Fall Victim
Alkaline Trio Lyrics


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Not sure how this is supposed to feel
Cutting like a red hot knife of surgical steel
We're all fresh from the auto play
She came, she came with sterile warnings
Screaming from her place
Singing "I want to make you bleed"

I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim
To double suicide on your television
We heard our records backwards too many times
I'm wasting my breath, we're wasting our time
Wasting our time

Down on my knees, but not to pray
Hit so hard across the skull, it hurt through my legs
They told me I had hell to pay
I came, I came too close to heaven
Had nothing to say from myself
I had to walk away

I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim
To double suicide on your television
We heard our records backwards too many times
I'm wasting my breath, we're wasting our time
Wasting our time
Time
Wasting our time
Wasting our time

I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim
To double suicide on your television




We heard our records backwards too many times
I'm wasting my breath, we're wasting our

Overall Meaning

time


The lyrics of Alkaline Trio’s Fall Victim seem to deal with the themes of mental illness and suicide. The lines “Not sure how this is supposed to feel/Cutting like a red hot knife of surgical steel” portrays the feeling of being unsure and uncomfortable, cutting deep like a sharp knife. The line “She came, she came with sterile warnings/Screaming from her place/Singing 'I want to make you bleed'” suggests the possibility of a personification of mental illness or a person who is suicidal themselves.


The lyrics depict the struggles of the singer in coming to terms with their own mental illness or suicidal thoughts. The lines “I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim/To double suicide on your television/We heard our records backwards too many times/I’m wasting my breath, we’re wasting our time” portrays the singer feeling like a victim of their own mind and how they are constantly battling their own thoughts. The reference to “double suicide on your television” can also be interpreted as the media sensationalizing the act of suicide and portraying it as something desirable or glamorous.


In addition to this, the song also speaks to the struggle between wanting to live and wanting to die, which is again shown in the line “I came, I came too close to heaven/Had nothing to say from myself/I had to walk away.” This line portrays the battle between the desire to live a good life, represented by heaven, and the desire to give up on life entirely.


Line by Line Meaning

Not sure how this is supposed to feel
Feeling uncertain and lost about the current situation


Cutting like a red hot knife of surgical steel
The pain being felt is intense and sharp like a surgical knife


We're all fresh from the auto play
Feeling like robots, just going through the motions without any control


She came, she came with sterile warnings
The person causing harm or pain came with clear warnings, but ignored them


Screaming from her place
The person causing harm or pain was loud and aggressive


Singing "I want to make you bleed"
The person causing harm or pain expressed a desire to cause physical harm


I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim
Feeling powerless as others follow along and also become victims


To double suicide on your television
Watching others self-destruct on TV and becoming engrossed in it


We heard our records backwards too many times
Feeling like everything is going backwards or not making sense


I'm wasting my breath, we're wasting our time
Feeling like there is no point in trying to communicate or make progress


Down on my knees, but not to pray
Feeling defeated and helpless, but not seeking solace in religion


Hit so hard across the skull, it hurt through my legs
Being physically hurt in a way that felt all-encompassing


They told me I had hell to pay
Being warned of the consequences of one's actions


I came, I came too close to heaven
Having a close call with death or enlightenment


Had nothing to say from myself
Being speechless and unable to express oneself


I had to walk away
Leaving a situation that was harmful or damaging


Time
The passage of time and its impact on the situation


Wasting our time
Feeling like time is being wasted without any progress or improvement


Wasting our time
Repeating the feeling of wasting time to further emphasize its impact


I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim
Repeating the feeling of powerlessness and being dragged into harm's way with others


To double suicide on your television
Repeating the feeling of becoming engrossed in self-destructive behavior seen on TV


We heard our records backwards too many times
Repeating the feeling of confusion and disorientation


I'm wasting my breath, we're wasting our time
Repeating the feeling of hopelessness and futility in communication and progress




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Written by: DANIEL MICHAEL ANDRIANO, DEREK R. GRANT, MATTHEW THOMAS SKIBA

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