Old School Reasons
Alkaline Trio Lyrics


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I got these thoughts in my head
Dirty as fuckin' and never leavin'
And then best left unsaid
All the drinks under breath

Got some shit off my chest
Put on my back next to the monkey nest
That somebody left
With me the day I was born

I got a hole in my head
The size of lake fuckin' Michigan
My pipes lined in lead
Got old school reasons to die

All my money's been spent
On a face lift with via alcohol
This sinner repents
To an empty bathroom reflection

Please take these two words
And do with them what you would like
It's a dream I had, drove me mad
Just your time, just my fucking life

I got a bottle in hand
Straight to the ground with all my memories
It's best left unsaid
When they've all been left behind

All my money's been spent
On a D.I.Y. lobotomy
This sinner repents
To a lake and bathroom mirror

Please take these two words
And do with them what you would like
It's a dream I had, drove me mad
Just your time, just my fucking life

So take these two words
And do with them what you would like
It's a dream you had, drove me mad
Just your time, just my fucking life

And that's my life
Over and over again
It's just my fucking life

It might seem meaningless to you
But it means everything to me
And I'm fucked without you

Please take these words
And do with them what you would like
It's a dream I had, drove me mad
Just your time, just my fucking life

And that's my life




Over and over again
It's just my fucking life

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Old School Reasons" by Alkaline Trio delve into the darker aspects of life, exploring themes of regret and despair. The line "I got these thoughts in my head / Dirty as fuckin' and never leavin'" may refer to the singer's inclination towards negative thoughts that never seem to leave his mind, which may be compounded by his addiction to drinking. He confesses to "Got some shit off my chest / Put on my back next to the monkey nest," indicating that he has a burden that he has been carrying and trying to conceal. The monkey nest may be a metaphor for his addictive tendencies, a persistent presence that he cannot shake.


The singer also contemplates his own mortality, stating "I got a hole in my head / The size of lake fuckin' Michigan / My pipes lined in lead / Got old school reasons to die." These lyrics suggest that his drinking habits have resulted in severe physical and psychological damage that he believes he cannot overcome. He acknowledges that he has "all old school reasons to die," meaning he is aware of the unhealthy lifestyle he is leading, but continues to persist with it anyway.


As the song progresses, the singer repeats the plea "Please take these two words / And do with them what you would like / It's a dream I had, drove me mad / Just your time, just my fucking life." This line may represent a desire to seek forgiveness or a desire to leave a lasting impression, despite accepting the inevitability of his own demise. The song concludes with the singer confessing the significance of the song in his life and his dependency on the listener.


Line by Line Meaning

I got these thoughts in my head
My mind is filled with dirty and unpleasant thoughts that never go away.


Dirty as fuckin' and never leavin'
These thoughts are extremely foul and persistently stay in my head.


And then best left unsaid
These thoughts are too distressing and inappropriate to be talked about.


All the drinks under breath
All of the secrets and unspoken truths that are concealed while being drunk.


Got some shit off my chest
I have disclosed some of my burdensome and tormenting feelings.


Put on my back next to the monkey nest
I have added these feelings to the stack of issues that I already carry with me.


That somebody left
These issues were present from the day I was born and will always be with me.


With me the day I was born
I have lived with these issues since the day I was born, and they will be with me until the end.


I got a hole in my head
I have something troubling that feels like a hole in my head.


The size of lake fuckin' Michigan
The size of this troubling matter is huge and possibly alarming.


My pipes lined in lead
This issue is deeply ingrained and difficult to address.


Got old school reasons to die
I am struggling with deep and long-standing problems that leave me feeling helpless and hopeless.


All my money's been spent
I have squandered all of my resources and support trying to cope with these problems.


On a face lift with via alcohol
I have been trying to numb the pain and lift my spirits through alcohol abuse.


This sinner repents
I have realized the gravity of my actions and seek redemption.


To an empty bathroom reflection
I have been confessing my sins to myself in the privacy of my own bathroom.


Please take these two words
I am offering you these two simple words for you to do with what you please.


And do with them what you would like
You can interpret or use these words however you see fit.


It's a dream I had, drove me mad
This is something that has been plaguing me and driving me to the edge of insanity.


Just your time, just my fucking life
This is just a small request that means everything to me because it is my life at stake.


I got a bottle in hand
I am holding onto a bottle of alcohol as a form of comfort and escape.


Straight to the ground with all my memories
I am relapsing into a state of despair and remembering all of the things that make me feel worse.


When they've all been left behind
When all of the things that matter to me have been lost and are beyond my reach.


On a D.I.Y. lobotomy
I have metaphorically attempted to perform a lobotomy on myself to rid me of my trauma and pain.


To a lake and bathroom mirror
I am confessing my sins and seeking redemption through the calming and reflective environment of a lake and bathroom mirror.


So take these two words
Again, I offer you these two simple words for you to use as you please.


And it's just your time, just my fucking life
This is a plea for your help at any cost because this is not just my struggle, but my whole life on the line.


Over and over again
This struggle has been recurring over a long period of time.


It might seem meaningless to you
This might seem insignificant to you, but it means everything to me.


But it means everything to me
This is the one thing that truly matters to me, and it feels like everything is at stake.


And I'm fucked without you
I am unable to cope with this struggle without your help and understanding.


Please take these words
Once again, I am offering you these words with sincerity and desperation.


And do with them what you would like
Please use these words in any way that will help me overcome these issues.




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Written by: DANIEL MICHAEL ANDRIANO, DEREK R. GRANT, MATTHEW THOMAS SKIBA

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