June Gloom
Allie X Lyrics

One too idle
I have too much free time and it's making me restless.

Oh, I'm in a spiral
I feel like I'm spiraling out of control and I can't stop it.

Take me for a Sunday drive
I want someone to take me away from my current situation and show me something new.

Three or four glasses
I've been drinking a lot to escape my problems.

Hot and heavy ashes
I'm smoking and it's making me feel numb to everything.

Falling like a snow in July (snow in July)
The things happening in my life are unexpected and don't match up with what I'm used to.

Free time for memories (free time)
I have too much time to think about the past and what could have been.

Places I'll never be (I'll be)
I'll never get to experience some of the things I always dreamed of doing.

People I'll never see
There are certain people I'll never meet and connections I'll never make.

I know why
I understand why I'm feeling this way but I can't change it.

June gloom
The feeling of sadness and emptiness that comes with the summer months.

In my room
I'm spending a lot of time alone in my room because it feels safe and familiar.

These days I like to stay inside
I'm avoiding the outside world and all of its problems because it's just too overwhelming.

Watching the kids get high
Seeing other people escape their reality through drugs and alcohol makes me feel like I'm missing out on something.

Oh, doom, doom
I feel like my life is full of despair and there's nothing I can do to change it.

And we're feeling the big decay
The world around us is falling apart and we're powerless to stop it.

So put up your hands and say
We might not be able to do anything to fix it, but we can acknowledge it together.

What a beautiful sadness
There's something beautiful about the melancholy feeling that comes with June gloom.

Season passes
Time keeps moving even when we're stuck in the same place.

Jerseys for the masses
We're all wearing the same uniform and going through the same motions.

Put me in the very front row (in the very front row)
I want to feel like I'm important and at the center of things for once.

Uh, clear blue skying
The sky might be clear and beautiful, but everything else around us is still full of turmoil.

All the stars are dying
The things we hold dear might not last forever, and that's a scary thought.

Like everyone that I'll ever know (I'll ever know)
Eventually, everyone we love and care about will be gone and all that will be left is memories.

What a beautiful day
Even though everything around us seems to be falling apart, there's still beauty in the world.