Disease
Allison Crowe Lyrics


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Stepping on
The thoughts of all pain
Released from this anger
Is some place I would like to be
And when I feel myself defeated
I bleed
And when I see them twist around
Dancing in their own wake
I rage

And I don't want to exist on this plane
Crashing down to the level of
Depth of skin
Flesh and bone
All wrapped up in pages
Flashed in our faces
Laughing and spiteful

Run away

Lost again
Misdirected and folded
Drowned in bones
And thrown away
They told me to disappear
And slowly dive
Into the shallow end
Of the gene pool

Try to hold on to what I believe
Disappeared
No longer here as anything but
Wretched and disfigured
So I slash myself again
And I drown my hopes again
Lose myself in this disease

Lost again
Misdirected and folded
Drowned in bones
And thrown away
They told me to disappear
And slowly dive
Into the shallow end
Of the gene pool

Cut yourself to the mold
Nothing left to rid yourself of
But bile and blood
Torn skin screaming
And silenced as we
Replace marble with plastic

Lost again
Misdirected and folded
Drowned in bones
And thrown away
They told me to disappear
And slowly dive




Into the shallow end
Of the gene pool

Overall Meaning

The song "Disease" by Allison Crowe revolves around a theme of pain, anger, and frustration. The lyrics are a powerful reflection of the singer's inner turmoil and the challenges she is facing in her life. She firmly believes that there is a better place than the one she is in and longs to be released from the agony she feels. The lyrics also express her feelings of defeat when people twist things around and try to deceive her. She is filled with rage and doesn't want to exist in a world where people are laughing and showing spite towards one another.


The singer feels lost and misdirected, drowning in a sea of bones and thrown away by the people around her. She is burdened with the constant pressure to disappear and fit in with the shallow end of the gene pool. She tries to hold on to her beliefs but they become increasingly distant and unreachable as she is consumed by feelings of wretchedness and disfigurement. The song expresses the depths of despair that she feels as she slashes herself and drowns in the hopelessness of her disease. The final lines about replacing marble with plastic indicate the shallow, superficial standards that people are forced to meet in society.


Line by Line Meaning

Stepping on
Ignoring and neglecting the significance of


The thoughts of all pain
The feelings of the pain of others


Released from this anger
Free from the feeling of rage


Is some place I would like to be
A desired state of mind


And when I feel myself defeated
When I experience failure or loss


I bleed
Physical or emotional pain and suffering


And when I see them twist around
Observing others in agony


Dancing in their own wake
Suffering from the consequences of their actions


I rage
Overwhelmed with anger


And I don't want to exist on this plane
Apathetic towards life


Crashing down to the level of
Descending to


Depth of skin
Physical appearance


Flesh and bone
Physical form


All wrapped up in pages
Trapped in societal expectations


Flashed in our faces
Forced upon us by society


Laughing and spiteful
Mocking and filled with malice


Run away
Escaping from it all


Lost again
Facing failure once more


Misdirected and folded
Led astray and crumpled


Drowned in bones
Buried in past experiences


And thrown away
Discarded and forgotten


They told me to disappear
Forced to hide or vanish


And slowly dive
Gradually succumb to


Into the shallow end
Towards the less desirable aspects


Of the gene pool
Of the hereditary characteristics that make up a person


Try to hold on to what I believe
Fight to maintain my beliefs


Disappeared
Lost or erased


No longer here as anything but
Only remaining as


Wretched and disfigured
Miserable and deformed


So I slash myself again
Harming oneself as a coping mechanism


And I drown my hopes again
Losing faith in the future


Lose myself in this disease
Being consumed by negative emotions and experiences


Cut yourself to the mold
Conforming to societal norms


Nothing left to rid yourself of
Having nothing else to remove


But bile and blood
Only toxic and harmful substances remain


Torn skin screaming
Suffering from physical pain


And silenced as we
Muzzled and unable to speak out


Replace marble with plastic
Trading substance and value for superficiality




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Comments from YouTube:

jerome

Best Crowe Song hands down, and one of my favourite songs ...

This version is a bit too fast though. I like the slow version more.

beautifau

Yes Allison! and Yes Tori Amos!

Leah Chri

i dont know, but somehow this reminds me of tori amos..:)

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