A Lotta Nerve
Allister Lyrics

Close the door
I am asking you to leave and not come back.

Turn off the light
I want to be alone and not be reminded of you.

You'll never see the bloodshot eyes
I have been crying over you, but you won't see it.

Cause you never come around
You have abandoned me and our relationship.

The pictures that had lined the halls
The memories we shared are now painful reminders.

I smashed them through against the wall
I am venting my anger and frustration by destroying our past.

Yeah you cut them all down
You have erased our shared history and don't care about our memories.

Because you'll never come around
You are not present in my life anymore and I am trying to move on.

So maybe one day
I am hopeful that I will be able to let go of my feelings for you.

I can get the thought of you
I am struggling to overcome the memories and emotions of our relationship.

Out of my head
I want to be able to move on and not think about you anymore.

You gotta lot of nerve to grab my heart and rip it out
You hurt me deeply by breaking my heart and leaving me.

You gotta lot of nerve to show me what your all about
Your true character has been revealed by how you treated me.

You gotta lot of nerve to hold me then forget me
You used me for your own pleasure and then abandoned me.

Like a bad dream
Our relationship has turned into a nightmare that I can't wake up from.

Traded me in hopes to find
You left me behind in search of something better.

Some happiness in one more lie
You thought that another relationship would bring you happiness, but it was just another deception.

Yeah you had it figured out
You thought you knew what you wanted and didn't care about the consequences.

Was there a hint of honesty
I am questioning your sincerity and wondering if anything you said was truthful.

In anything you said to me
I am struggling to believe anything you told me and feel betrayed.

Yeah I wrote it all down
I am keeping a record of your lies and hurtful actions.

So I could scream it out loud
I am trying to find a way to release my pent-up anger and frustration.

And maybe one day
I am still holding out hope that I can move on from this pain.

I could hold it up above
I want to be able to confront you with the truth and have closure.

Your pretty blonde head
I am addressing you personally and calling out your appearance.

Make me promise that you'll try
I am pleading with you to give our relationship another chance and put in effort.

You told me everything is gonna be fine
You have reassured me that things will work out, but I am still doubtful.

Again the second time
We have already gone through this once, and I am hesitant to trust you again.

I hope its not another lie
I am hoping that you are being truthful and genuine in your promises.

You figured it out
You think that you have a plan for our future, but I am skeptical.

Tore it all down
Our relationship is in ruins and it feels beyond repair.

Lock it all up
I am trying to protect my heart from further damage by closing myself off from you.

So I could scream it out
I am still struggling to express my emotions over what you have done to me.