They released a record as St. Mucus in 1995, which is called "Natural Mutation". With their actual name, Am I Blood has released 4 records and an EP so far, including: "Am I Blood" (1997), "Agitation" (1998), "Gone With You (EP)" (2000), "The Truth Inside the Dying Sun" (2001), "The Truth Inside The Dying Sun" re-edition (2005) and "Existence of Trauma" (2011).
The "The Truth Inside The Dying Sun" record was ready to be released a couple of years before 2005, but the band decided to wait due to some trouble with an American label. Eventually the album was released with the Finnish label Scandinavian A1 Music.
Jenne Kerminan sounds like James Hetfield especially in "Gone With You" (MetallicA).
Line-up:
Janne Kerminen - Vocals, Lead Guitars
Tomi Luoma - Guitars
Ilves - Guitars (R.I.P. 2013)
Toni Grönroos - Bass Guitars
Mika Tanttu - Drums
Lust
Am I Blood Lyrics
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Pulls the teeth out of bone flaked arm
Fucker little beast like boring mother
Small head inside her room-mate
For your love if I do this thing to you
Cold meat eats my liver in raining sun
Science no loyal deeds hide with me
Killing people turning outside from themselves
Mastering eternity I found your bleeding head
Mastering eternity I found your bleeding head
From the room of ecstasy
Crawling deep into the story
Waiting of my awakening
Nothing seems to change the way of dream
You've planned, not to be served
For all feelings that die to unreal limits can't be alone
One of the lives you tried to choose
Was not for sale, again you fail
Send me an evil from long salvation
Black stinking blood runs into my mouth
The cats of pale gray sticking at the bodies
Mouse with turtle's shields
The lyrics of Am I Blood's song Lust paint a disturbing and graphic picture of a perverse encounter between two people. The first line refers to "blood kissing mister" which already hints at a violent and dangerous scenario. The next line juxtaposes this image with an action that seems almost mundane in comparison, "pulls the teeth out of bone flaked arm". The following line about "fucker little beast like boring mother" suggests a twisted dynamic between the two characters involved, with the implication that the mother is also involved in some way. Finally, the "small head inside her room-mate" could be interpreted in a number of ways, but one interpretation could be that the room-mate is somehow complicit or complacent in the encounter.
The next stanza switches focus to the singer's thoughts and feelings about this encounter. The line "For your love if I do this thing to you" implies a sense of desperation and maybe even a belief that this perverse act is a way to express love. The following line "Cold meat eats my liver in raining sun" adds another layer of disturbing imagery, with the implication that the singer is being consumed or destroyed by this act.
The third and final stanza is perhaps the most cryptic and open to interpretation. It includes a reference to "science no loyal deeds hide with me" which could imply that there is some sort of experimentation or calculated action happening in the previous stanza. The line "Mastering eternity I found your bleeding head" could refer to a violent or deadly outcome of the encounter, and the final two lines about cats and mice add yet more disconcerting imagery to the mix.
Overall, Lust is a dark and disturbing song that explores themes of violence, perverse desire, and the destructive power of obsession. The grotesque imagery and cryptic lyrics leave a lot of room for interpretation, but the overall effect is one of unease and discomfort.
Line by Line Meaning
Blood kissing mister in a home-freak story
A graphic depiction of a person engaged in strange, violent behavior involving blood and kissing.
Pulls the teeth out of bone flaked arm
An even more extreme, gruesome act of violence.
Fucker little beast like boring mother
A commentary on someone's disturbed, animalistic nature.
Small head inside her room-mate
A confusing and possibly metaphorical line about someone hiding or being trapped inside another person.
For your love if I do this thing to you
A statement that the artist is willing to engage in violent, possibly self-destructive behavior for the sake of love.
Cold meat eats my liver in raining sun
A bizarre and almost dreamlike image that could represent pain or death.
Science no loyal deeds hide with me
A declaration that the singer is on their own, possibly because they engage in violent or unaccepted behavior.
Killing people turning outside from themselves
A further statement about the artist's violent tendencies, possibly directed at others who are similarly disturbed.
Mastering eternity I found your bleeding head
A strangely poetic line that could symbolize an obsession with death or violence.
From the room of ecstasy
A final flourish to the previous line, suggesting that these violent obsessions come from some sort of spiritual or heightened state.
Crawling deep into the story
Another image of someone exploring their own inner thoughts and violent tendencies.
Waiting of my awakening
A suggestion that the artist is waiting for something to wake them up or free them from their own dangerous thoughts.
Nothing seems to change the way of dream
A statement that the singer's violent obsessions are an unchanging part of their inner life.
You've planned, not to be served
A somewhat cryptic line that could suggest someone refusing help or support from others, either because of shame or because they believe their obsession with violence is part of some greater plan.
For all feelings that die to unreal limits can't be alone
An even more cryptic line that could possibly suggest loneliness or isolation due to one's own thoughts and feelings dying or being suppressed.
One of the lives you tried to choose
A suggestion that the artist has tried to change their life or find a different path, but failed.
Was not for sale, again you fail
A final observation that the things the artist wants or needs are not easily obtained, and that they are doomed to continue on their violent path.
Send me an evil from long salvation
A request or demand for something dangerous or violent to happen.
Black stinking blood runs into my mouth
Another graphic image of violence or danger.
The cats of pale gray sticking at the bodies
A surreal, unsettling image that may not have a clear meaning.
Mouse with turtle's shields
A final, inexplicable image that may be intended to unsettle or confuse the listener.
Contributed by Carson P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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