They released a record as St. Mucus in 1995, which is called "Natural Mutation". With their actual name, Am I Blood has released 4 records and an EP so far, including: "Am I Blood" (1997), "Agitation" (1998), "Gone With You (EP)" (2000), "The Truth Inside the Dying Sun" (2001), "The Truth Inside The Dying Sun" re-edition (2005) and "Existence of Trauma" (2011).
The "The Truth Inside The Dying Sun" record was ready to be released a couple of years before 2005, but the band decided to wait due to some trouble with an American label. Eventually the album was released with the Finnish label Scandinavian A1 Music.
Jenne Kerminan sounds like James Hetfield especially in "Gone With You" (MetallicA).
Line-up:
Janne Kerminen - Vocals, Lead Guitars
Tomi Luoma - Guitars
Ilves - Guitars (R.I.P. 2013)
Toni Grönroos - Bass Guitars
Mika Tanttu - Drums
Suicidal Solution
Am I Blood Lyrics
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Divulge a distrust to you
Plenary overcharges
Killing all which can't be saved
Come like surprise
Trying to scan opposites
Against delusions
The real mystery of my mind
Struggle with aggression
The shadows of freedom
Loaded obsession
My battle of weakness
Lays down dispirited
Excuses of solitude
Hunt of the truth
Entices I need to join
Lost of disarray
A call to sleepless divinity
Struggle with aggression
The shadows of freedom
Loaded obsession
My battle of weakness
Lays down dispirited
Excuses of solitude
Next to necromancers breath
Escape, my victory
Staring above my inner self
Suicidal solution
Making me laugh
Penetrate a hundred of plans
Trip into mystery
Entrance to pregnancy
Struggle with aggression
The shadows of freedom
Loaded obsession
My battle of weakness
Lays down dispirited
Excuses of solitude
Next to necromancers breath
Escape, my victory
Staring above my inner self
Suicidal solution
Next to necromancers breath
Escape, my victory
Staring above my inner self
Suicidal solution
The lyrics of "Suicidal Solution" by Am I Blood speak about the internal struggles of a person who's consumed by hatred and aggression, leading them to contemplate suicide as a way to escape their own mind. The repetition of the lines "struggle with aggression, the shadows of freedom, loaded obsession, my battle of weakness lays down dispirited, excuses of solitude" emphasize the inner turmoil that the person is going through. The persona describes his hate never going away, and the distrust he has for the people around him. He talks of how he is killing all that cannot be saved, suggesting that he sees himself as a lost cause.
The persona speaks of a call to join the hunt for truth, suggesting that perhaps he wishes to find something that gives his life meaning. However, he describes his mental state as a "disarray" and calls it a "suicidal solution". The repetition of the phrase "next to necromancers breath, escape, my victory, staring above my inner self" suggests that this person sees death as the ultimate release, and a way out of his current struggles.
The lyrics of "Suicidal Solution" are bleak and intense, painting a picture of a person who's on the brink of collapse, and sees death as the only way out. The song shows the darker side of the human mind and how it can drive a person to the extremes.
Line by Line Meaning
My hate has never gone
Despite my attempts to rid myself of hatred, it remains a constant part of my being.
Divulge a distrust to you
I reveal my lack of trust in you.
Plenary overcharges
I feel overwhelmed and burdened with excessive demands.
Killing all which can't be saved
I seek to eliminate anything that seems hopeless or beyond redemption.
Come like surprise
My actions and intentions may be unexpected or unpredictable.
Trying to scan opposites
I attempt to reconcile opposing forces or views.
Against delusions
I am opposed to falsehoods or illusions.
The real mystery of my mind
The true nature of my thoughts and feelings is unknown or complex.
Struggle with aggression
I face a difficult battle against my violent tendencies.
The shadows of freedom
The freedom to act and choose brings its own set of challenges and dangers.
Loaded obsession
My obsessions and fixations are a heavy burden to carry.
My battle of weakness
I confront my own shortcomings or vulnerabilities.
Lays down dispirited
I am defeated and discouraged.
Excuses of solitude
I use loneliness as an excuse for my actions or lack thereof.
Hunt of the truth
I search relentlessly for the truth despite the difficulty or danger involved.
Entices I need to join
There is a strong urge or temptation for me to participate in something questionable or dangerous.
Lost of disarray
I am lost and confused, with no clear direction or purpose.
A call to sleepless divinity
I feel compelled to pursue a higher or divine purpose, regardless of the toll it takes on me.
Making me laugh
Despite the gravity of the situation, I find humor or absurdity in it.
Penetrate a hundred of plans
I analyze and dissect numerous plans or scenarios to determine the best course of action.
Trip into mystery
I am drawn into the unknown or the enigmatic.
Entrance to pregnancy
I embark upon a difficult, transformative journey.
Next to necromancers breath
I am in close proximity to death or decay.
Escape, my victory
My escape from a dangerous situation is a triumph.
Staring above my inner self
I contemplate my own thoughts and emotions, seeking deeper understanding.
Suicidal solution
I consider suicide as a possible solution to my problems.
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