They released a record as St. Mucus in 1995, which is called "Natural Mutation". With their actual name, Am I Blood has released 4 records and an EP so far, including: "Am I Blood" (1997), "Agitation" (1998), "Gone With You (EP)" (2000), "The Truth Inside the Dying Sun" (2001), "The Truth Inside The Dying Sun" re-edition (2005) and "Existence of Trauma" (2011).
The "The Truth Inside The Dying Sun" record was ready to be released a couple of years before 2005, but the band decided to wait due to some trouble with an American label. Eventually the album was released with the Finnish label Scandinavian A1 Music.
Jenne Kerminan sounds like James Hetfield especially in "Gone With You" (MetallicA).
Line-up:
Janne Kerminen - Vocals, Lead Guitars
Tomi Luoma - Guitars
Ilves - Guitars (R.I.P. 2013)
Toni Grönroos - Bass Guitars
Mika Tanttu - Drums
The Saddest Grief
Am I Blood Lyrics
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Pain was an abetor from cradle through secluded life
All can't be seen
Just the shattered dreams
Inside of me-Exciting me
Light of the dawn is as dark as I
Deluding
I don't know what color is blackness
Mistress of the agony refers it
I don't hate you
Want you to feed me
Gist of guilt has pacified my innocence
Incendiary of immaculate
Overdose is near
Bending over limits 'till a dead end
Wounding eruption encites me
I'm not waiting for it to leave me
You feel the life only hates
And the frozen stares you take
Like an open sight for THE SADDEST GRIEF
Set a lust of living drown
Depression waiting your arrive
You must pray the Lord to forgive
Unlike purity imbibes my charm mirror's serving me
Resemblance of illusion and actuality
Lasting delusion..
You feel the life...
The lyrics of the song "The Saddest Grief" by Am I Blood explore feelings of pain, guilt, and delusion. The first stanza talks about how immorality has led to a scene of malignancy, and how pain has been a constant presence in the singer's life since birth. The shattered dreams inside them are exciting them, implying that they are using their pain as a source of inspiration. The line "Light of the dawn is as dark as I" suggests a deep sense of hopelessness and despair. The singer is deluded and cannot differentiate between truth and illusion.
The second stanza talks about a lasting delusion of embrace, indicating a sense of attachment to pain and suffering. The singer doesn't hate the mistress of agony but instead wants them to feed them. The gist of guilt has pacified their innocence, implying that they feel guilty even for things they haven't done. The overdose is near, suggesting that the singer is on the brink of self-destruction.
The third stanza talks about bending over limits till a dead end, implying that the singer is pushing themselves to the brink of madness. The wounding eruption excites them, and they are not waiting for it to leave them. The chorus talks about how the singer feels that life hates them, and they feel frozen in despair. The saddest grief is like an open sight for them, and they must pray to the Lord to forgive them. The last stanza talks about how the singer's charm mirrors serve them, and how they cannot differentiate between illusion and actuality.
Line by Line Meaning
Immorality's undoing the scene of malignity
The bad deeds of immoral people have led to a world of evil
Pain was an abetor from cradle through secluded life
From birth to a life of loneliness, pain has always been present
All can't be seen
Not everything that's important can be seen
Just the shattered dreams
Only broken and unfulfilled dreams remain
Inside of me-Exciting me
Despite the pain and broken dreams, there is still excitement inside
Light of the dawn is as dark as I
Even new beginnings and hope can't seem to brighten the darkness inside
Deluding
Feeling deceived and confused
Lasting delusion of embrace
Holding onto false hope and love for too long
I don't know what color is blackness
Not understanding the depths of darkness and despair
Mistress of the agony refers it
The cause of the pain and suffering knows what it is
I don't hate you
Despite everything, there is no hatred towards the cause of pain
Want you to feed me
There is still a need for the source of pain and suffering
Gist of guilt has pacified my innocence
Feeling guilty has made innocence seem pointless
Incendiary of immaculate
The pure has been destroyed by something powerful and destructive
Overdose is near
The end is almost here
Bending over limits 'till a dead end
Pushing boundaries until there's nowhere else to go
Wounding eruption encites me
The pain and suffering only makes things worse
I'm not waiting for it to leave me
Not hoping for change or relief, but rather accepting the situation
You feel the life only hates
Feeling like life is against you
And the frozen stares you take
Feeling ignored and unseen
Like an open sight for THE SADDEST GRIEF
Feeling like sadness is always present, just waiting to take over
Set a lust of living drown
Feeling overwhelmed and drowning in the desire to live
Depression waiting your arrive
Depression is always waiting, ready to take over
You must pray the Lord to forgive
Seeking forgiveness and mercy from a higher power
Unlike purity imbibes my charm mirror's serving me
The opposite of purity brings out my own unique qualities
Resemblance of illusion and actuality
Unclear distinction between what's real and what's not
Lasting delusion..
Holding onto false hope and love for too long
You feel the life...
Feeling overwhelmed with pain and suffering in life
Contributed by Anna B. Suggest a correction in the comments below.