Shame On Me
Amanda Blank Lyrics

Now I ain't marching anymore
I'm no longer going along with this, I'm done.

Got my head up to the wall
I'm frustrated and stuck, I don't know what to do.

'Cause I can't hear you whine
I can't handle your complaining anymore.

Fingers and my feet are selling cheap
I'm sacrificing everything to keep you happy.

Just to keep you mine
I'm doing whatever it takes to stay in this relationship.

You're so big, one step ahead
You have all the power in this relationship.

Said less than zero
You don't care about anything or anyone.

No one's hero better left for dead
You're not a hero, you're not even worth saving.

No one to blame but me for this mess
I'm the only one responsible for this mess of a relationship.

I made is what you said
You're blaming me for everything that's gone wrong.

Shame on me, shame on me
I'm feeling guilty for believing this was going to work out.

I believed this was so easy
I was naive, thinking a relationship could be easy.

No one sees you're so pleased
You're secretly happy that I'm struggling.

To put the blame on me, it's all on me
You're making me feel like everything is my fault.

I can't stay on the tracks
I can't stay on this path, this relationship isn't working.

Discipline is what we lack
We need to work harder to make this relationship work.

But you ain't stopping me again
You won't have control over me anymore.

Don't know if you understand
I don't know if you're aware of the damage you're doing.

You made me drop, I have to end it
You've pushed me to my breaking point, I have to walk away.

Hollywood, don't know where to go
I'm lost, I don't know what direction to take.

Little girl abandoned, left me stranded
You've left me alone and vulnerable.

And now I'm on my own
I have to figure this out by myself.

It feels so fake but looks so real
Our relationship seemed real, but it wasn't.

Feed the devil, make a deal
You made a sacrifice to achieve your own goals.

Brought us in, how does it feel
You got us into this mess, are you happy now?

To know you sold your soul?
Did you realize what you were giving up to get what you wanted?

Lost my way, I've come unhinged
I'm lost and losing control.

Low on strength, I'm on the fringe
I'm weak and close to breaking.

I'm on the edge and tipping it
I'm at my breaking point and about to walk away.

You tell me not to meddle
You're trying to control me, telling me what to do.

If there is no end to settle it
If there's no resolution, what's the point?

Take my heart to heaven
I want to be in a better place, a better relationship.

You got the Hollywood flow
You have power and control over me.

Shame on me, shame on me
I'm feeling guilty for believing in this relationship.

I believed it was so easy
I was naive, thinking relationships could be easy.

No one sees you're so pleased
You're secretly happy that I'm struggling.

To put the blame on me, it's all on me
You're making me feel like everything is my fault.