In the 2005, WNFX/Boston Phoenix Best Music Poll Amanda Palmer won Best Female Vocalist.
Amanda has performed as a living statue called “The Eight Foot Bride” in Harvard Square as well as in many other locations.
Her solo album entitled “Who Killed Amanda Palmer” was released in September 2008, and was produced by Ben Folds, who also appears on the album. Zoë Keating also appears on several tracks.
In 2009, she pleaded with her label, Roadrunner Records, to drop her from their roster. She has been vocal about this in interviews and in concert, even dedicating a song called "Please Drop Me" that is sung to the tune of "Moon River."
On January 15, 2010, writer Neil Gaiman announced on his official blog that he and Palmer were engaged to be married.
On March 30, 2010, the album "Evelyn Evelyn" was released, as a collaborative work with Jason Webley.
On July 20, 2010, Palmer released a solo EP of Radiohead covers, entitled "Amanda Palmer Performs The Popular Hits of Radiohead On Her Magical Ukulele".
In January of 2011, Palmer and Gaiman announced that they were now legally married. Palmer also released a new studio album, Amanda Palmer Goes Down Under.
On January 21, 2011, Palmer released "Amanda Palmer Goes Down Under, an album with an Antipodean theme featuring songs that Palmer wrote about, or while in, Australia and New Zealand. Artists the album features include The Young Punx, Brian Viglione of The Dresden Dolls, The Jane Austen Argument, Mikelangelo and the Black Sea Gentlemen, and Lance Horne.
In March of 2012, Palmer announced a formation of a new band called "Amanda Palmer and the Grand Theft Orchestra." They first released a cover of Nirvana's song "Polly." In May 2012, she raised over 1 million dollars to fund the release of the band's new album, "Theatre is Evil," via Kickstarter. The album was released in September of 2012.
The Killing Type
Amanda Palmer Lyrics
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I don't get what they do it for
It's all so terribly vague
I see the pictures from a thousand years of battle
And I think it's such a bore
I walk New Orleans with a knife
Like Mackie hidden out of sight
I'm really not the killing type
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm not the killing type
I'm not the killing type
I'm not, I'm not
I'm not the killing type, I'm not
I've got a picture of your mum
Before the war when she was young
She's got an etching to her right
I think it's funny that she's looking to the left
And it's her son
I wouldn't kill to get you back
And I've officially been asked
I couldn't kill to save a life
I'd rather a die a peaceful piece of shit-bait
Shame-filled coward
Thanks
I'm not the killing type
I'm not the killing type
I'm not, I'm not
I'm not the killing type, I'm not
But I would kill to make you feel
I don't mean kill someone for real
I couldn't do that, it is wrong
But I can say it in a song, a song, a song
And I'm saying it now
I'm saying it so
Even if you never hear this song
Somebody else would know
I'm saying it now
I'm saying it so
Even if you never hear this song
Somebody else will know, know, know, know
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't describe
I once stepped on a dying bird
It was a mercy killing
I couldn't sleep for a week
I kept feeling its breaking bones
I heard that if you see a star at night
And the conditions are just right
And you are standing on a cliff
Then you can close your eyes
And make a wish and take a step
And change somebody's life
I'm not the killing type
I'm not the killing type
I'm not, I'm not
I'm not the killing type, I'm not
But I would kill to make you feel
I'd kill to move your face an inch
I see you staring into space
I wanna stick my fist into your mouth
And twist your Arctic heart
Yes, I would kill to make you feel
I don't mean kill someone for real
I couldn't do that, it is wrong
But I can say it in a song, a song, a song
And I'm saying it now
I'm saying it so
Even if you never hear this song
Somebody else would know
I'm saying it now
I'm saying it so
Even if you never hear this song
Somebody else will know, know, know, know
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't describe-ibe-ibe-ibe
Die, die, die, die, die, die, die, die
I'm not the killing type
"The Killing Type" by Amanda Palmer is an introspective and self-aware confession about the singer's inability to physically harm others, while also recognizing her deep-seated desire to make an impact or connection with others, even if it means resorting to violent language or imagery. The singer proclaims that she is not one suited for war, and does not understand the motivations of those who choose to fight. She admits to carrying a knife, but knows deep down that she wouldn't have the capacity to use it, despite her surroundings in the rougher neighborhoods of New Orleans.
The middle section of the song brings up a nostalgic moment with a picture of the mother of an acquaintance. Rather than use this as an opportunity to exploit or gain leverage, the singer emphasizes that she wouldn't kill to obtain revenge or retrieve a person- even if asked. She describes herself in unflattering terms but also admits to the power of words and the cathartic effect of expressing oneself, even through violent means. By the end of the song, the singer admits to not being able to describe her feelings towards violence or the desire to connect with others, but knows that simply acknowledging and expressing these feelings helps her to feel more understood and in control of her thoughts.
Line by Line Meaning
I wouldn't kill to win a war
The singer does not believe in killing to achieve victory in war.
I don't get what they do it for
The singer doesn't understand why war is such a prevalent part of human history.
It's all so terribly vague
The singer doesn't understand the justification for conflict.
I see the pictures from a thousand years of battle
The artist has seen images from wars of the past, stretching back thousands of years.
And I think it's such a bore
The artist finds the idea of war to be tedious and uninteresting.
I walk New Orleans with a knife
The singer carries a weapon while walking around the city of New Orleans.
Like Mackie hidden out of sight
The singer is referencing a character from a Kurt Weill and Bertolt Brecht musical who carries a knife.
But I'd be useless if they jumped
The artist doesn't think they would be effective in a fight if they were attacked.
I'm really not the killing type
The artist is not someone who would be willing to take another person's life.
I've got a picture of your mum
The artist has a photograph of someone else's mother.
Before the war when she was young
The picture was taken before some kind of conflict took place.
She's got an etching to her right
There is some kind of design or artwork to the right of the woman in the picture.
I think it's funny that she's looking to the left
The singer finds it amusing that the woman in the picture is looking in a different direction than the etching.
And it's her son
The person who gave the picture to the singer is related to the woman in the photograph.
I wouldn't kill to get you back
The singer would not resort to violence to get someone they care about back in their life.
And I've officially been asked
Someone we don't know has asked the artist to kill for them.
I couldn't kill to save a life
The artist would not be able to end another person's life, even if it meant saving someone else's.
I'd rather a die a peaceful piece of shit-bait
The singer would prefer to die than take someone else's life.
Shame-filled coward
The singer perceives themselves as being weak for not being able to take someone else's life.
Thanks
This is said sarcastically, as if someone else has accused the artist of being a coward.
But I would kill to make you feel
The artist is indicating that they would do anything to make someone they care about feel better.
I don't mean kill someone for real
The artist is clarifying that they would not actually harm someone to achieve this goal.
But I can say it in a song, a song, a song
The singer is using music as a way to convey their feelings of devotion and love.
Even if you never hear this song
The artist believes that their feelings will still be expressed, even if the person they care about never listens to the song.
Somebody else would know
Even if the person the singer is singing about never finds out how the singer feels, the fact that someone else knows is enough for the singer.
I once stepped on a dying bird
The singer is describing an incident in which they unintentionally killed a bird that was already hurt or dying.
It was a mercy killing
The singer perceived their action as a way to put the bird out of its misery.
I couldn't sleep for a week
The artist was deeply affected by the experience and felt guilty for what they had done.
I kept feeling its breaking bones
The artist had trouble sleeping because they kept thinking about the physical sensation of the bird's bones breaking underfoot.
I heard that if you see a star at night
The singer is referencing a piece of folklore or superstition involving stars at nighttime.
And the conditions are just right
There seem to be specific circumstances required for this superstition to come to fruition.
And you are standing on a cliff
The artist is using a metaphor involving a cliff as a way to illustrate the power of wishing upon a star.
Then you can close your eyes
The artist is describing a ritual you can perform to make the star-wish come true.
And make a wish and take a step
This is the specific ritual the artist is describing.
And change somebody's life
The singer believes that wishes have the power to make a significant impact on people.
But I'd be useless if they jumped
The artist is reiterating their perceived lack of usefulness in a physical fight.
I'm really not the killing type
This line is repeated from earlier in the song to emphasize the singer's aversion to violence.
I'd kill to move your face an inch
The singer is willing to do whatever it takes to change the expression on someone's face.
I see you staring into space
The person the singer is singing about seems to be lost in thought or distracted from the present moment.
I wanna stick my fist into your mouth
This is a violent and aggressive phrase meant to convey the artist's frustration with the person's lack of emotional response.
And twist your Arctic heart
The artist is describing the person's emotional state as cold and distant, and wants to change it.
Die, die, die, die, die, die, die, die
This line is somewhat ambiguous, but seems to be a repetition of an earlier line about wanting to kill to make someone feel something. The use of the word 'die' is meant to be shocking and attention-grabbing.
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Amanda Palmer
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@adambartlett114
+John
Yes, but she turns around & uses the money to produce more art we all can enjoy...
That's why so many willing participate even knowing how much she gets through patron or other finding sources.
You do realize that it's not cheap to make music or art, especially when most everyone expects full union wages.
Even then she gives other unknown artists a chance to be seen & appreciated...
You also understand that if she was on a private label, she probably be making even more money?
Adam
@FenrizDK
AMANDA PALMER
"The Killing Type" Lyrics
I wouldn't kill to win a war
I don't get what they do it for
It's all so terribly vague
I see the pictures from a thousand years of battle
And I think it's such a bore
I walk New Orleans with a knife
Like Mackie hidden out of sight
But I'd be useless if they jumped
I'm really not the killing type
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm not the killing type
I'm not the killing type
I'm not, I'm not
I'm not the killing type, I'm not
I've got a picture of your mum
Before the war when she was young
She's got an etching to her right
I think it's funny that she's looking to the left
And it's her son
I wouldn't kill to get you back
And I've officially been asked
I couldn't kill to save a life
I'd rather a die a peaceful piece of shit-bait
Shame-filled coward
Thanks
I'm not the killing type
I'm not the killing type
I'm not, I'm not
I'm not the killing type, I'm not
But I would kill to make you feel
I don't mean kill someone for real
I couldn't do that, it is wrong
But I can say it in a song, a song, a song
And I'm saying it now
I'm saying it so
Even if you never hear this song
Somebody else would know
I'm saying it now
I'm saying it so
Even if you never hear this song
Somebody else will know, know, know, know
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't describe
I once stepped on a dying bird
It was a mercy killing
I couldn't sleep for a week
I kept feeling its breaking bones
I heard that if you see a star at night
And the conditions are just right
And you are standing on a cliff
Then you can close your eyes
And make a wish and take a step
And change somebody's life
I'm not the killing type
I'm not the killing type
I'm not, I'm not
I'm not the killing type, I'm not
But I would kill to make you feel
I'd kill to move your face an inch
I see you staring into space
I wanna stick my fist into your mouth
And twist your Arctic heart
Yes, I would kill to make you feel
I don't mean kill someone for real
I couldn't do that, it is wrong
But I can say it in a song, a song, a song
And I'm saying it now
I'm saying it so
Even if you never hear this song
Somebody else would know
I'm saying it now
I'm saying it so
Even if you never hear this song
Somebody else will know, know, know, know
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't explain how good it feels
I just can't describe-ibe-ibe-ibe
Die, die, die, die, die, die, die, die
I'm not the killing type
@adambartlett114
+Iky Scars
Meh, I have seen far, far crazier fans in pretty much every major artists...
Besides, I mean, she clearly is not famous enough; afterall, she has not even gotten 1 crazy stalker fan trying to marry & kill her yet...
I will give you that frankly, everyone that obsesses over celebrities is at least a little strange to me...
Celebrities are really not that different from you & I.
No one should be put on a pedestal, no one is perfect, & elevating people by putting them on a pedestal is just 1 of many steps people use to tear down others.
Adam
@ValenteFV
After so many years, its still such a great song, it needs a comeback
@talithabyrne1295
I'd like to add that "I'd kill to move your face an inch" Is also a lyric that grips me by the heart.
@shylathiel
Talitha Byrne lol
@lovereadingsnyc
You poor soul God have mercy on you!
@saml1939
Makes me cry
@vampiregumball
"I am saying it NOW/I am saying it SO/even if you don't hear it somebody else will know."
The cathartic nature of this song is contagious; it makes me want to cry and scream and make something. Love always, from one Amanda to another.
@BexxBott
Add this Amanda to the list
@dpbennett
That verse rescues me about every two weeks when I am coming unglued and trying yet again to not feel alone in a crowded room.
@Br0kenSmilez96
Makes you feel it in your soul
@joycewambui824
omae wa mou shindeiru naniiii