Monsoon
Amber Mark Lyrics

Look at you in bed, you're hardly breathin'
Observing the listener who is on their bed, gasping for breath

I knew it was gonna end this way
The singer had predicted this outcome

I said it all the time, but you said that you were fine
The singer had warned about the negative consequences, but the listener pretended everything was alright

And now you wonder why, and why you
The listener is now surprised with the situation and asks why it happened

I tried my best to make you check it out, huh?
The singer did their best to encourage the listener to pay attention to their health condition

I cried so much it burnt my eyes, I begged every day
The singer cried and pleaded repeatedly for the listener to take action

But all the stubborn things you do
Despite the warnings, the listener was stubborn and refused to take care of themselves

I must've gotten that from you
The singer acknowledges that their own stubbornness might have been a learned behavior from the listener

Now there's nothing they can do, and why you?
Nothing can be done to save the listener's life now

I wished that there was somethin' I'd done more
The singer regrets not doing more to help the listener

Knocked you out and dragged you there myself
The singer wishes they could have forcibly taken the listener to seek medical help

Maybe then you'd be here, you'd be here
The singer believes that if they had intervened, the listener might still be alive

Tuck my things we've grown up to
The singer is packing their belongings

And how much I love you every way
The singer expresses their love for the listener

But you're not here, and with all my tears
Despite their efforts, the listener has passed away and the singer is grieving

It feels like Monsoon every day
The loss is so profound that the grief is constant and overwhelming, just like a monsoon

Look into your eyes, do you see me?
The singer is looking into the listener's eyes in their mind, wondering if they know how much they're missed

Staring into space, you've lost yourself
The listener is no longer present and has lost themselves to death

The rain has fallen through, and there's nothing I can do
The singer is powerless to change the past and bring back the listener

But just cry all over you, and why you?
All the singer can do is cry over the memory of the listener and question why this had to happen

Play our favorite songs, do you hear them?
The singer is listening to their favorite songs and imagining the listener hearing them too

Take us back to times so happy, with good health
The singer remembers times of happiness from when the listener was healthy

Traveling galore, just the two of us in store
The singer reminisces about the adventures they had planned for the future

And the plans we had for more, and why you?
The future plans they had envisioned for themselves now have no meaning without the listener

Never thought that there would be an ending
The singer was not prepared for the listener's sudden death

Father loved strong enough to make you stay
The listener's father loved them enough to make them stay alive, if only it was possible

If it was, if it was
The singer questions if saving the listener's life was possible

You'd be here, you'd be here
The singer believes that if the listener could have been saved, they would still be here today

Monsoon
The song repeats the word that describes the depth of the singer's grief

Halo Amber, I love you
An out-of-context message expressing love to the singer who performed the song