De Evenmens
Amenra Lyrics


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met hart en ziel
ik hier nu kniel
en geef aan jou
mijn hart mijn ziel
ik zie ik zoek
een god van vlees en bloed
al die mij ontviel
een gevallen doek
met hart en ziel
en voor jou viel
met hart en ziel
zo voor jou viel en
ik mijn dank aan jou
in tranen giet
zie hoe ik de asse
de urne aan je gaf
ik zie ik zoek
in stilte.
mijn eigen graf
ik ben de kilte,
de keizer van grote spijt
en zie hoe mijn kroon
van ijzer
mijn huid aan flarden snijdt
ik voelde
hoe niemand ons begrijpt
en volgde.
mijn wil. mijn wonder
door bliksem en donder.
door liefde en leed.
verbonden
in evenwicht.
en doelgericht.
in èèn oogopslag gekroond
heers jij. net als ik
over het verloren woord
verkoren door
de hoeder. de moeder
die van ons elk beviel
en heers ik
in dit vrije huis
en heers ik
op dit open erf
tot ik sterf
ik neem afscheid van
dit stervend lichaam.
dit stervend hart.
de dagen. zwart.
ik verlies me in het vuur.
elk uur. het grote lijden
tegemoet
te voet. met jou erbij.
en ik hou moed.
verrezen. de hemel
ingeprezen.
onze tijd. samen.
de eenzaamheid.
al mijn liefde gegeven.
ik loop het onzichtbaar licht
tegemoet. en ik hou moed.
verbrandt
de stilte
verbrandt
die eenzaamheid
en op de as van wat toen was
is nu gebouwd ons aller huis
ons aller huis
ik vond het in de ogen
van mn medemens
klimmend klauwend uit de
dieptes reikte het de hand
het maanlicht voor altijd nu in
mn huid gebrand
verbonden. schuilend in het
huis die eeuwig warmte gaf
nu hier in deze nacht
ik had het niet verwacht
ook hier in deze nacht
ik had het niet verwacht
ik zie je in de ogen
van mn medemens
en laat daar zo mn hart mn huis
nu even onbemand
zoals de ziener zoekend tracht
en zo zijn pijn verzacht
ik had het niet verwacht
ons aller huis
het houten kruis
de verkoolde kelk
de moedermelk
met hart en ziel
de god van vlees en bloed
ik hier nu kniel
het gevallen doek




en jouw grote pijn
laat niemand zijn

Overall Meaning

The song De Evenmens by Amenra is a solemn, introspective piece that reflects on the human experience of pain and loss, as well as the search for meaning and connection in the face of mortality. The lyrics express a deep sense of longing for a higher power that can provide comfort and guidance in times of darkness and despair. The phrase "met hart en ziel" (with heart and soul) recurs throughout the song, emphasizing the depth of emotion and commitment to finding a sense of purpose in life.


The first verse speaks of offering one's heart and soul to a god of flesh and blood, a tangible presence that can be felt and seen, rather than a distant, abstract concept. The loss of loved ones is acknowledged, with the metaphor of a fallen cloth implying a sense of finality and irrevocability. The second verse continues this theme of searching and seeking, with a reference to the singer's own grave. The singer describes themselves as "de kilte" (the coldness) and the "keizer van grote spijt" (emperor of great regret), struggling to come to terms with their own mortality and the inevitability of loss.


Line by Line Meaning

met hart en ziel
With all my heart and soul


ik hier nu kniel
I am kneeling here now


en geef aan jou
And give to you


mijn hart mijn ziel
My heart, my soul


ik zie ik zoek
I see, I search


een god van vlees en bloed
A god of flesh and blood


al die mij ontviel
All those who escaped me


een gevallen doek
A fallen cloth


met hart en ziel
With all my heart and soul


en voor jou viel
And fell for you


met hart en ziel
With all my heart and soul


zo voor jou viel en
So fell for you and


ik mijn dank aan jou
I pour out my gratitude to you


in tranen giet
Pouring out in tears


zie hoe ik de asse
See how I give the ashes


de urne aan je gaf
The urn I gave to you


ik zie ik zoek
I see, I search


in stilte.
In silence.


mijn eigen graf
My own grave


ik ben de kilte,
I am the coldness,


de keizer van grote spijt
The emperor of great regret


en zie hoe mijn kroon
And see how my crown


van ijzer
Of iron


mijn huid aan flarden snijdt
Cuts my skin to pieces


ik voelde
I felt


hoe niemand ons begrijpt
How nobody understands us


en volgde.
And followed.


mijn wil. mijn wonder
My will. My wonder


door bliksem en donder.
Through lightning and thunder.


door liefde en leed.
Through love and pain.


verbonden
Connected


in evenwicht.
In balance.


en doelgericht.
And purposeful.


in èèn oogopslag gekroond
Crowned in one glance


heers jij. net als ik
You rule. Just like me


over het verloren woord
Over the lost word


verkoren door
Chosen by


de hoeder. de moeder
The guardian. The mother


die van ons elk beviel
Who gave birth to each of us


en heers ik
And I reign


in dit vrije huis
In this free house


en heers ik
And I reign


op dit open erf
On this open field


tot ik sterf
Until I die


ik neem afscheid van
I say goodbye to


dit stervend lichaam.
This dying body.


dit stervend hart.
This dying heart.


de dagen. zwart.
The days. Black.


ik verlies me in het vuur.
I lose myself in the fire.


elk uur. het grote lijden
Every hour. The great suffering


tegemoet
Towards


te voet. met jou erbij.
On foot. With you by my side.


en ik hou moed.
And I keep my courage.


verrezen. de hemel
Risen. The heaven


ingeprezen.
Praised.


onze tijd. samen.
Our time. Together.


de eenzaamheid.
The loneliness.


al mijn liefde gegeven.
All my love given.


ik loop het onzichtbaar licht
I walk the invisible light


tegemoet. en ik hou moed.
Towards. And I keep my courage.


verbrandt
Burns


de stilte
The silence


verbrandt
Burns


die eenzaamheid
That loneliness


en op de as van wat toen was
And on the ashes of what once was


is nu gebouwd ons aller huis
Now our common house is built


ons aller huis
Our common house


ik vond het in de ogen
I found it in the eyes


van mn medemens
Of my fellow human


klimmend klauwend uit de
Climbing clawing out of the


dieptes reikte het de hand
Depths, it reached out its hand


het maanlicht voor altijd nu in
The moonlight forever now in


mn huid gebrand
Branded on my skin


verbonden. schuilend in het
Connected. Hiding in the


huis die eeuwig warmte gaf
House that gave eternal warmth


nu hier in deze nacht
Now here in this night


ik had het niet verwacht
I did not expect it


ook hier in deze nacht
Also here in this night


ik had het niet verwacht
I did not expect it


ik zie je in de ogen
I see you in the eyes


van mn medemens
Of my fellow human


en laat daar zo mn hart mn huis
And let my heart, my house stay there


nu even onbemand
Now momentarily unmanned


zoals de ziener zoekend tracht
Like the visionary seeking


en zo zijn pijn verzacht
And so his pain is eased


ik had het niet verwacht
I did not expect it


ons aller huis
Our common house


het houten kruis
The wooden cross


de verkoolde kelk
The charred chalice


de moedermelk
The mother's milk


met hart en ziel
With all my heart and soul


de god van vlees en bloed
The god of flesh and blood


ik hier nu kniel
I am kneeling here now


het gevallen doek
The fallen cloth


en jouw grote pijn
And your great pain


laat niemand zijn
Let no one ignore it




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Bjorn Lebon, Colin H. van Eeckhout, Lennart Bossu, Mathieu Vandekerckhove, Tim De Gieter

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@chvaneeckhout7016

De Evenmens
(We zijn even mens)

Hoe ik met hart en ziel
hier nu kniel
En me geef aan jou
mijn hart mijn ziel

Ik zie ik zoek
een god van vlees en bloed
Al die mij ontviel
zoals een gevallen doek
met hart en ziel
voor jou viel

Hoe ik met hart en ziel
voor jou viel en
mijn dank aan jou
in tranen giet

Zie hoe ik de asse,
de urne aan je gaf
Ik zie ik zoek
in stilte
mijn eigen graf

Ik ben de kilte,
de keizer van grote spijt
En zie hoe mijn kroon van ijzer
mijn huid aan flarden snijdt

Ik voelde
hoe niemand ons begrijpt
en volgde
mijn wil, mijn wonder
door bliksem en donder
door liefde en leed verbonden
In evenwicht.
En doelgericht.

In een oogopslag gekroond
heers jij, net als ik,
over het verloren woord
Verkoren door de Hoeder
De moeder,
die van ons elk beviel
En heers ik
in dit vrije huis
En heers ik
op dit open erf
tot ik sterf

Ik neem afscheid
van dit stervend lichaam,
dit stervend hart
De dagen zwart

Ik verlies me in het vuur
elk uur
het grote Lijden tegemoet
te voet.
met jou erbij
en ik hou moed

Verrezen. De hemel in geprezen.
Onze tijd. Samen. De eenzaamheid.
Al mijn liefde gegeven.

Ik loop het onzichtbaar licht tegemoet.
En ik hou moed.

Verbrandt
die stilte
Verbrandt
die eenzaamheid

En op de as van wat toen was
is nu gebouwd
ons aller huis

Ik vond het in de ogen van mn medemens
Klimmend klauwend uit de dieptes reikte het de hand
Het maanlicht voor altijd nu in mn huid gebrand
Verbonden, schuilend in het huis die eeuwig warmte gaf

Nu hier in deze nacht
Ik had het niet verwacht
Ook hier in deze nacht
Ik had het niet verwacht

Ik zie je in de ogen van mn medemens
en laat daar zo mn hart mn huis nu even onbemand
Zoals de ziener zoekend tracht en zo zijn pijn verzacht

Ik had je niet verwacht

Ons aller huis
Het houten kruis
De verkoolde kelk
De moedermelk

Zie hoe
met hart en ziel
ik hier nu kniel
en jouw grote Pijn
laat niemand zijn



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@relapserecords

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Amenra have always been profoundly bound to their hometowns around Flanders, the weight of that area’s war-torn history. The sacrifice and sense of a larger purpose that bridges the fragility of humanity and the pull of an immaculate ideal is carried as an ever-present resonance. No more is this apparent than in the spectacular, commemorative events the band have performed in recent years – to mark ending of the First World War; the band’s 20th anniversary; and the departure of long-time band member Levy Seynaeve. At the SMAK Museum Of Contemporary Art in Ghent’s 19th-century, monument-strewn Citadelpark in May 2019, they offered a communal recognition of loss and letting go. Here, audience members were invited to make their own offerings, placing personal notes of acknowledgment in wooden structures created by Indonesian artist Toni Kanwa Adikusumah, before they were brought out into the park and set alight as an act of recognition and release – a forging of hope from the flames.

Written for the purpose of that rite, De Doorn (‘The Thorn’) occupies a place between Amenra’s recorded and live work, less a testimony to the band’s individual bereavements, more an invitation for others to come forward, and to pass through darkness into light. Where the Mass albums have taken the form of solitary struggles whose fearless honesty has aligned itself to the most intrinsically human of chords, the dynamics of De Doorn are as stricken by destiny as ever, but sonically looser. Guided to a lesser extent by the band’s characteristically immense, behind-the-beat traction, it’s more lush, immersive, steeped in sonorous, cathedral-echo ambiences amplified to the point of static-infected instability and carrying passages of deeply intimate spoken-word that feel like being drawn in to the most hallowed of confidences. Its themes of dialogue and the passing of knowledge are echoed in the combined vocals of Colin and Oathbreaker’s Caro Tanghe. Her spectral presence on the opening Ogentroost acts as both counterpoint and complement to Colin’s stricken howl as the song cycles between enervation and helplessly compelled momentum. Their whispered devotions in the following, vast, hallowed atmospheres of De Dood In Bloei leave you feeling as though you’re bearing witness to the most private of conversations.

The first Amenra album to be sung entirely in Flemish, De Doorn imparts a universal power by digging deep into local customs. Not just allowing for a greater range of expression through the intimacy, allowances and layers of meaning granted by your native tongue, it takes inspiration from Flemish forms such as Kleinkunst, a folk-based musical wave driven by storytelling, and the passing of wisdom through generations. Yet as with every Amenra release, De Doorn is an act of observance that recognises the path travelled by fully experiencing the moment, as a rite of consummation, reckoning and deliverance. That state of transition is exemplified in the closing Vor Immer, a hushed, plaintively wracked coda that bursts into newborn, world-in-your eyes transfiguration where sheer, sense flooding experience becomes a blazing threshold where rupture and rapture become one.

The thorn is the most potent of symbols – in religious terms, a reclamation and an agony as a mark of transformation. It’s the nagging reminder of vulnerability and it’s the violent protector, without which beauty cannot thrive. For the cover of De Doorn, it’s been cast in bronze – a thing of value and a memorial, each band member given their own piece to symbolise their own pain and their belonging to the greater whole. In bronze, it is both nature and something else – a mark of singularity and a portal to a continuity that we all share. As Amenra have acknowledged once more, it’s one that hears our call, even when we feel we are at our most alone.

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I saw them in November 22 in Doornroosje Nijmegen, Netherlands. It was very impressive . Normaly in the Netherlands there is talking in the crowd all concert long, now, no one was talking and in full attendance to the band. Very, very cool and intense band!

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