Letters and Packages
American Football Lyrics


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maybe everything is tragic and temporary. remember esme at age thirteen. already blase and broken hearted, so elegant, so considerate. if only she were older.

as a result of my history i'm afraid i'll let you down. if only we were older.




Overall Meaning

The lyrics in American Football's song Letters and Packages explore the idea that everything in life is tragic and temporary. The singer reminiscences about a young girl named Esme who, at the age of thirteen, was already emotionally detached and heartbroken. Despite her young age, she exuded elegance and thoughtfulness, qualities that make the singer wish she were older to deal with the harsh realities of life. The singer then admits that his past experiences make him fearful that he will disappoint the person he is addressing in the song. The lines "if only she were older" and "if only we were older" suggest a sentiment of wishing for maturity and wisdom to handle life's challenges better.


Overall, these lyrics convey a sense of nostalgia and regret while acknowledging the fleeting nature of time and the uncertainties of life. They also touch upon the themes of disillusionment, growing up, and the struggle to connect with others.


Line by Line Meaning

maybe everything is tragic and temporary.
Perhaps, everything that we encounter in life carries a hint of tragedy and has a finite duration.


remember esme at age thirteen.
Recall the memory of Esme when she was just thirteen years old.


already blase and broken hearted, so elegant, so considerate.
Even at such a young age, Esme displayed a sense of indifference and tender consideration towards others, while simultaneously carrying the weight of heartbreak.


if only she were older.
Perhaps, if Esme were older, she could have avoided the heartbreak of youth and grown more maturely.


as a result of my history i'm afraid i'll let you down.
Due to my past experiences, I am apprehensive that I may disappoint you in some way.


if only we were older.
Perhaps, if we were older, we could be more experienced and better equipped to deal with life's challenges.




Lyrics © ROUGH TRADE PUBLISHING, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Michael Thomas Kinsella, Stephen Michael Holmes, Steven Joseph Lamos

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