Pusher
Amoral Lyrics


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"Never been here before
And it's darker than what I was told
From the depths I can feel
A grip that might hold

It's called 'excuse', 'lies'
And 'one more time'
On the surface it's burning but
I'm holding my breath just fine"

And the walls are waiting to be climbed

Half the steps leading nowhere
Half the steps going spare

(chorus)
No wonder you've been found
Walking away with broken legs
To find out the siege has been laid
Walking away with broken legs
To witness the directions fade

Walking away with broken legs
The one who started now begs

Moving on disguised is being
Wrapped up in lies
Too far to retreat
And avoid the wages

Between two sides to
End up despised
Repeat until satisfied
Or bear the stages





Half the steps leading nowhere
Half the steps going spare

(chorus)
No wonder you've been found
Walking away with broken legs
To find out the siege has been laid
Walking away with broken legs
To witness the directions fade

Walking away with broken legs
The one who started now begs

And the walls are waiting to be climbed

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Amoral's song "Pusher" depict the struggle of being trapped in a situation that is difficult to escape from. The singer confesses that they have never been in this place before, and it's much darker than they were initially warned. They feel that they are being held back by something that is defined as "excuse," "lies," and "one more time." This atmosphere turns up the heat on the surface, but the singer holds their breath enough to survive. At the same time, the walls close in while half of the steps leading to a clear exit and direction, as well as our choices, lead us towards desperation, with no one to blame but ourselves. The chorus underscores the challenges the singer faces to escape this situation, where they seem to have already suffered from broken legs. The situation is described as being under siege, and the directions for leaving and finding a way forward have faded away, leaving the singer unable to continue.


"Pusher" conveys the feelings of being stuck in a situation from which we cannot find escape. Excuse, lies, and the illusion of "one more time" generation engage the singer's dilemma. The song's theme is universal, and it is not clear whether the singer is talking about addiction, love, or any other type of poisonous attachment that one is overwhelmed by.


Line by Line Meaning

Never been here before
I'm in a new and unfamiliar situation.


And it's darker than what I was told
It's a more difficult and dangerous situation than I was warned about.


From the depths I can feel A grip that might hold
I sense a powerful force that could trap me and keep me from escaping.


It's called 'excuse', 'lies' And 'one more time'
The force holding me back is made up of rationalizations, falsehoods, and a desire for repetition despite the harm it may cause.


On the surface it's burning but I'm holding my breath just fine
Externally, things may appear to be intense and urgent, but I am able to remain calm and composed.


And the walls are waiting to be climbed
In addition to the danger and difficulty of the situation, there are also barriers that need to be overcome in order to make progress.


Half the steps leading nowhere Half the steps going spare
Many of the actions I could take will not lead to any meaningful progress, while others are meaningless or irrelevant.


No wonder you've been found Walking away with broken legs To find out the siege has been laid Walking away with broken legs To witness the directions fade Walking away with broken legs The one who started now begs
Others who have faced similar situations have been deeply hurt and defeated, only to realize that the situation was even worse than they thought, leaving them feeling hopeless and desperate for mercy.


Moving on disguised is being Wrapped up in lies
Trying to move forward while covering up the truth is essentially lying to oneself, and will likely lead to further problems down the road.


Too far to retreat And avoid the wages
It's impossible to simply back out and avoid the consequences of my actions thus far.


Between two sides to End up despised
No matter which path I choose, I risk ending up disliked or rejected by some group or another.


Repeat until satisfied Or bear the stages
I can either keep repeating the same mistakes and hoping for a better outcome, or endure the difficult process of learning and growing from my experiences.




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