In 2001, she released her first solo album, Stag. That year, she toured solo with the Butchies as her band. Then in 2005, her second solo project, Prom was released. In December of 2006, Amy released Live From Knoxville, a live recording from a show at Blue Cats in October of 2005. In August 2008 she released her latest album Didn't It Feel Kinder, this is the first album she made with the help of a producer, Greg Griffith.
All three albums were released on Amy's independent record label, Daemon Records.
Fans of the Indigo Girls can expect a rawer, punkier, and rockier sound.
Stand and Deliver
Amy Ray Lyrics
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Enough to cry a thousand years
Enough to cry a thousand seas
Enough to break a boy like me
I want to stand and deliver
And be the one that makes it better
All I've got's this little heart
All I've got's this little cup
I pour it out she fills it up
It tastes so sweet and so bitter
Why can't I just be with her?
In the time that we're apart
I figured out what makes it hard
All the words they go away
I can't face another day
Without the one who breaks my heart
And gets to touch the tender parts
Baby's got a lot of love
Enough to fill the sky above
Enough to make the sunlight shine
Enough to leave it all behind
I want to shine I want to shimmer
Receive the love that makes it better
But all I've got's this little chalice
Born of fear and forged with malice
All I've got's this coat of mail, in
It's time it served me well
It's useless now as I wither
Why can't I just deliver?
In the time that we're apart
I figured out what makes it hard
All the words they go away
I can't face another day
Without the one who breaks my heart
And gets to touch the tender parts
In "Stand and Deliver," Amy Ray sings about the desire to be with someone who has been through a lot of pain and heartache. From the opening lines, "Baby's got a lot of tears/Enough to cry a thousand years," we get a sense of the emotional weight her partner carries. Ray wants to be the one to stand by this person's side and help them heal, hence the refrain "I want to stand and deliver/And be the one that makes it better."
Throughout the song, Ray juxtaposes her own insecurities ("All I've got's this little heart/With growing pains and leaky parts") with her partner's immense capacity for love ("Baby's got a lot of love/Enough to fill the sky above"). The singer understands that her partner's love can help mend her own emotional wounds, yet she feels inadequate and unable to fully receive it ("Why can't I just be with her?"). She recognizes that the armor she's built up to protect herself from being hurt in the past is no longer serving her, and she longs to shed it and be vulnerable once again ("It's useless now as I wither/Why can't I just deliver?").
Line by Line Meaning
Baby's got a lot of tears
She has shed so many tears, enough to cry endlessly for a thousand years
Enough to cry a thousand years
Her tears are so plentiful that they could last for a very long time
Enough to cry a thousand seas
Her tears are like the vastness of the seas, so abundant and never-ending
Enough to break a boy like me
Her tears are so powerful that it could hurt and affect someone as fragile as the artist
I want to stand and deliver
The artist wants to confront and face his problems head-on
And be the one that makes it better
He desires to be the one who can improve the situation for the better
All I've got's this little heart
Despite his lack of resources, all that he has is his heart
With growing pains and leaky parts
His heart is not perfect, but is growing and learning from past experiences
All I've got's this little cup
The artist has a small amount to offer
I pour it out she fills it up
But when he gives what little he has to offer, she gives back enough to satisfy him
It tastes so sweet and so bitter
The love he receives is both enjoyable and painful at the same time
Why can't I just be with her?
The artist wishes to be close to the person he loves
In the time that we're apart
While they are separated
I figured out what makes it hard
The singer has realized why his situation is challenging
All the words they go away
He struggles to find the right words to express his feelings
I can't face another day
He feels overwhelmed and unable to cope with the separation
Without the one who breaks my heart
The person he loves is the one who causes him pain
And gets to touch the tender parts
But they also know how to bring him joy and ease his vulnerabilities
Baby's got a lot of love
The person he loves has so much love to give
Enough to fill the sky above
Her love is vast and overflowing
Enough to make the sunlight shine
Her love lights up and brightens everything around her
Enough to leave it all behind
Her love makes everything else seem insignificant in comparison
I want to shine I want to shimmer
The singer desires to radiate happiness and positive energy
Receive the love that makes it better
He wishes to be able to accept and appreciate the love that makes everything better
But all I've got's this little chalice
Although he desires to receive love, all he has to offer is a small, imperfect container
Born of fear and forged with malice
His ability to love has been shaped by past fears and negative experiences
All I've got's this coat of mail
He has put up defenses to protect himself from pain
In its time it served me well
His defenses had protected him in the past
It's useless now as I wither
But now his defenses have become meaningless and ineffective as he grows weaker
Why can't I just deliver?
The singer wishes he could just be honest and open up to those he loves
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: AMY ELIZABETH RAY
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Anamaria __
Lyrics:
Baby's got a lot of tears
Enough to cry a thousand years
Enough to cry a thousand seas
Enough to break a boy like me
I want to stand and deliver
And be the one that makes it better
All I've got's this little heart
With growing pains and leaky parts
All I've got's this little cup
I pour it out she fills it up
It tastes so sweet and so bitter
Why can't I just be with her?
In the time that we're apart
I figured out what makes it hard
All the words they go away
I can't face another day
Without the one who breaks my heart
And gets to touch the tender parts
Baby's got a lot of love
Enough to fill the sky above
Enough to make the sunlight shine
Enough to leave it all behind
I want to shine I want to shimmer
Receive the love that makes it better
But all I've got's this little chalice
Born of fear and forged with malice
All I've got's this coat of mail, in
It's time it served me well
It's useless now as I wither
Why can't I just deliver?
In the time that we're apart
I figured out what makes it hard
All the words they go away
I can't face another day
Without the one who breaks my heart
And gets to touch the tender parts
NothingHereMoveOn
This live version is just gorgeous! I've been listening to this song at least 3 times a week for almost a year and it still sends chills up my spine. thank you !!!
Anamaria __
Lyrics:
Baby's got a lot of tears
Enough to cry a thousand years
Enough to cry a thousand seas
Enough to break a boy like me
I want to stand and deliver
And be the one that makes it better
All I've got's this little heart
With growing pains and leaky parts
All I've got's this little cup
I pour it out she fills it up
It tastes so sweet and so bitter
Why can't I just be with her?
In the time that we're apart
I figured out what makes it hard
All the words they go away
I can't face another day
Without the one who breaks my heart
And gets to touch the tender parts
Baby's got a lot of love
Enough to fill the sky above
Enough to make the sunlight shine
Enough to leave it all behind
I want to shine I want to shimmer
Receive the love that makes it better
But all I've got's this little chalice
Born of fear and forged with malice
All I've got's this coat of mail, in
It's time it served me well
It's useless now as I wither
Why can't I just deliver?
In the time that we're apart
I figured out what makes it hard
All the words they go away
I can't face another day
Without the one who breaks my heart
And gets to touch the tender parts
stargazer1960
Oh, this is a wonderful version of this song. The three voices together are remarkable, and I always liked this song.
fortunateone sf
Wow, two incredible voices, an amazing song, and a powerful, inspiration message. Awesome!!!!
You Know Where You Went Wrong
The show in Atlanta supporting the "Didn't It Feel Kinder" album is in my Top Five concerts EVER. That album takes me to a place and time when my life was heading toward absolute turmoil, and these songs still bring me peace. I listen to it from front to back (there's not a dud track on the entire album) at least once every week or so. It is, IMHO Amy's best album.
Naomi Silverberg
This is to good for words. Great video! I love Amy and Brandi, both incredibly talented musicians whos music touches my soul.
b1ackroses
I didn't think this song could get any better... but with Brandi? Omg, wow.
Erin P
Everything about this is great.....I love it.
Matt Marcie
Amy Ray is such an excellent songwriter and Brandi Carlile can probably curse someone out and be thanked for it bc every note she murmurs sounds better than it did before. I would like The Butchies with Julie Wolf to be her permanent band.
Laura Jue
OMFJ (oh my fruit juice) LOVE YOU, AMY!!!! This is such a beautiful song. You're so talented. And the quality of this video is so good.