Across This Life
Ancient Bards Lyrics


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Ego fero densum malum
primae noctis leti mei

Look down don't raise your head,
just stay there where you are.
What is the quickest way
to take away that sneer?
Don't fight, don't mess with me,
don't tell me you despise me
cause I don't care at all,
my heart knows no regret.

You will perish
in the attempt to
try and stop me
just like your father

You took all the blame,
you grew up in pain,
all of this time you never knew
it wasn't your fault,
the whole thing was staged.

How about now?
Where is your rage
that kept you alive,
throughout these lands, across this life
when I'm the one that made him go home,
pick up a rope and hang himself?

You will perish
in the attempt to
try and stop me
just like your father

You took all the blame,
you grew up in pain,
all of this time you never knew
it wasn't your fault,
the whole thing was staged.
How about now?
Where is your rage
that kept you alive,
throughout these lands, across this life
when I'm the one that made him go home,
pick up a rope and hang himself?

You took all the blame,
you grew up in pain,
all of this time you never knew
it wasn't your fault,
the whole thing was staged.
How about now?
Where is your rage
that kept you alive,
throughout these lands, across this life
possessed by me
he stepped on the chair and put
the rope around his neck?





Ego fero densum malum
atri leti mei

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Ancient Bards's song "Across This Life" depict a character who is unremorseful and detached from the pain and suffering he has caused. The first verse describes him as asking how to wipe off the "sneer" of his victim without any emotional investment in the situation. He then goes on to taunt his victim, telling him that he will meet the same fate as his father who committed suicide upon being pushed by this character. The second verse reveals an important twist that while the victim believed himself to be guilty all along, the whole scheme was staged, and he was not responsible for the tragedy. The character now challenges the victim to confront him and express the rage that once kept him alive. The song closes with the words "Ego fero densum malum, atrai leti mei," which translates to "I bear the dark evil of my black death."


The lyrics of "Across This Life" explore the theme of guilt, manipulation, and emotional detachment. The song portrays a complex character who revels in the control he has over others and does not seem to care about the consequences of his actions. Some potential interpretations of the song could be that it is a commentary on the abuse of power or a critique of the lack of empathy in contemporary society.


Line by Line Meaning

Ego fero densum malum
I carry a heavy burden


primae noctis leti mei
from the first night of my death


Look down don't raise your head,
Submit to me


just stay there where you are.
Don't resist


What is the quickest way
How can I defeat you quickly?


to take away that sneer?
How can I wipe that smile off your face?


Don't fight, don't mess with me,
Don't even try to fight me


don't tell me you despise me
Don't insult me


cause I don't care at all,
I am indifferent


my heart knows no regret.
I have no remorse


You will perish
You will die


in the attempt to
trying to


try and stop me
stop me


just like your father
like your father before you


You took all the blame,
You were blamed for everything


you grew up in pain,
you suffered


all of this time you never knew
you were unaware


it wasn't your fault,
you were not at fault


the whole thing was staged.
it was all planned


How about now?
What do you have to say now?


Where is your rage
Why aren't you angry?


that kept you alive,
that sustained you


throughout these lands, across this life
throughout your whole existence


when I'm the one that made him go home,
I am the one who sent him home


pick up a rope and hang himself?
to hang himself?


possessed by me
controlled by me


he stepped on the chair and put
he stood on a chair and placed


the rope around his neck?
a rope around his neck?


Ego fero densum malum
I carry a heavy burden


atri leti mei
from the blackness of my death




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