Back to Life
Andrea Lewis Lyrics


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Swear I gave my all
But he never could recall
All the love I gave without a price
So what I've got to show
Is this broken down ego
I'm moving past these sleepless nights
Back to life
Back to the present time
Back from a fantasy
Tell me now
Take the initiative
I'll leave it in your hands
Until you're ready

How ever do you want me
How ever do you need me
How ever do you want me

How ever do you need me
How ever do you want me
How ever do you need me
How ever do you want me
How ever do you need me

I live at the top of the bar
No more room for trouble or farce
Need a change
A positive change
Look its me writing on the wall





How ever do you want me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Andrea Lewis's song "Back To Life" speak of moving on from a failed relationship where she gave her all but her partner was unable to reciprocate her love. The singer acknowledges that she tried her best and gave love selflessly, but her efforts went unnoticed which left her with a broken ego. She is now trying to move on from those sleepless nights and reclaim her life, moving back into the present time and away from the fantasy of what could have been.


The song seems to suggest that she is now reliant on her partner to take the initiative, to show that he wants and needs her, and when he is ready, she will be waiting. She acknowledges that she is willing to give him another chance, but he has to be willing to put in the effort. She seems to be in a place where she is affirming her own worth and knows that she deserves better, but she is struggling to let go of the person she loves.


Line by Line Meaning

Swear I gave my all
I swear that I gave everything I had


But he never could recall
But he couldn't remember or acknowledge what I did for him


All the love I gave without a price
I gave all my love freely without expecting anything in return


So what I've got to show
But now, what do I have to show for it?


Is this broken down ego
Only a broken ego that's been hurt and damaged


I'm moving past these sleepless nights
I'm finally moving past the nights of being kept awake by thoughts and worries


Back to life
I'm returning to my normal life and reality


Back to the present time
Back to the current moment and reality


Back from a fantasy
Back from a place of unrealistic hope or wishful thinking


Tell me now
Say it clearly and honestly right now


Take the initiative
Take the lead and make something happen


I'll leave it in your hands
I trust you and will let you handle it


Until you're ready
Until you feel like you're able to take action or make a change


How ever do you want me
In what way do you want me?


How ever do you need me
In what way do you need me?


I live at the top of the bar
I am living my best life and don't need any more drama or trouble


No more room for trouble or farce
I don't have any more space for problems or lies


Need a change
I need something different and better


A positive change
I need a change that is good and uplifting


Look its me writing on the wall
I am taking control and making my own destiny




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Mehrunissah93

I love how she made it her own.

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