Angry
Andrea Martin | www.Marvin-Vibez.in Lyrics

Sitting on an angry chair
I am sitting on a chair, feeling angry.

Angry walls that steal the air
The walls around me feel angry too, and I feel like they are suffocating me.

Stomach hurts and I don't care
My stomach hurts from the tension, but I don't even care anymore.

What do I see across the way, hey?
I see something across from me, and I am trying to figure out what it is.

See myself molded in clay, oh
I see myself in the form of a sculpture that someone has made.

Stares at me, yeah, I'm afraid
The sculpture is staring back at me, and I feel fearful.

Changing the shape of his face, oh yeah
The sculpture's face is changing and shifting, which scares me even more.

Candles red, I have a pair
I have two red candles with me.

Shadows dancing everywhere
There are shadows moving and dancing all around me.

Burning on the angry chair
The chair I am sitting on is burning, adding to my discomfort.

Little boy made a mistake, yeah
I made a mistake when I was younger.

Pink cloud has now turned to gray, oh
Something that gave me joy in the past has now lost its magic and turned negative.

All that I want is to play, hey
All I want is to have some fun and let off some steam.

Get on your knees, time to pray, oh
I am feeling so overwhelmed that I feel like I need to pray and ask for help.

I don't mind, yeah
Despite everything that's happening, I am still okay with the way things are.

I don't mind, I-I-I
I am repeating that I really don't mind.

Lost my mind, yeah
I feel like I've completely lost my mind.

But I don't mind, I-I-I
But again, I am okay with it.

Can't find it anywhere
I can't seem to find my mind.

Corporate prison, we stay, yeah
I feel like I am stuck in a corporate job that is like a prison.

I'm a dull boy, work all day
My job is draining and makes me feel like a dull and uninteresting person.

So I'm strung out anyway, hey
I am exhausted and emotional from my job, but I keep going anyway.

Loneliness is not a phase
Feeling lonely is not just a temporary thing for me, it is a constant state.

Field of pain is where I graze
I am constantly surrounded by pain and it's impossible to avoid.

Serenity is far away
I feel like peace and calmness are so far out of reach for me.

Saw my reflection and cried
When I looked in the mirror, I started crying.

So little hope that I died, oh
I feel so hopeless that it's like a part of me has already died.

Feed me your lies, open wide, hey
I feel like someone is trying to deceive or manipulate me.

Weight of my heart, not the size, oh
What matters to me is the meaning and impact of the things that make my heart heavy, not just how heavy they are.