Age Of Silence
Reversed Psychological Patterns
Andy Winter Lyrics
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The sensation of insanity knocks on the door
I want to clean my madness from my brain
Get rid of the filth from my system
The shutdown process is almost complete
The ship is sinking into the sea, or what have you
It's like I'm controlled by forces I do not know
Letting go seems only a step away
To regain control by giving up restraint
The definitive move in crossing over
An outlook of question marks
Letting go seems only a step away
Tired but can't sleep, worn but not tired
Walking around in a constant state of flux
Numeric patterns between the lines
Strikingly fascinating
The feeling of satisfaction is in the air
The clichés prove true once again
When given the means
To chose my own direction
I want only what's mine to have
For my senses tell me I'm right
They give me insight into this
Oh, and by the way
It was never all it was cranked up to be
Once more, let me explain
But wait, there's nothing to explain
In the end the feeling's always there
Staying around for the grand finale
When time comes around
Today, tomorrow, or another day
Living for the moment
Then going out with a bang
In the opening lines of the song, Andy Winter reflects on the brink of mental collapse. He has reached a point where he feels like his sanity is slowly draining away and he's unable to control his thoughts and feelings. He longs to get rid of the negativity and madness that occupies his brain and to purge himself of the filth that he feels is clogging up his system.
The second verse reveals that the singer has given up control and surrendered to some unseen force that is controlling his actions. He feels like he's losing himself and his true identity is weak and powerless. Yet, ironically, this surrender seems to be his only salvation as letting go feels like the only way to regain control over his life.
The third verse talks about the singer's search for direction and meaning in his life. He's tired but unable to sleep, and he feels like he's walking around in a state of constant flux, uncertain of what the future holds. He longs for a sense of satisfaction and contentment, but he knows that this can only be achieved by finding his own true path and embracing it fully.
Overall, the song touches on themes of mental collapse, self-discovery, and surrendering oneself in order to regain control. It's a poignant and introspective piece of work that speaks to anyone who has ever struggled with their own inner demons.
Line by Line Meaning
On the verge of tipping over
I am reaching the brink of losing control over my life
The sensation of insanity knocks on the door
I feel like I am losing my mind
I want to clean my madness from my brain
I wish to eliminate the chaos from my thoughts
Get rid of the filth from my system
I want to purge myself of the negativity that is clouding my mind
The shutdown process is almost complete
I am close to giving up control over my thoughts and actions
The ship is sinking into the sea, or what have you
I feel like my life is collapsing around me
It's like I'm controlled by forces I do not know
I feel like external factors are guiding my life
I am no longer me and the self is weak
I feel like I have lost my sense of self and identity
Letting go seems only a step away
I am close to giving up control over my life and embracing the unknown
To regain control by giving up restraint
I believe that by releasing control, I can regain it
The definitive move in crossing over
Embracing the unknown is the only way to move forward
An outlook of question marks
The future is uncertain and unknown
Tired but can't sleep, worn but not tired
I am exhausted both mentally and physically but I can't rest
Walking around in a constant state of flux
I feel lost and aimless, unsure of where to go next
Numeric patterns between the lines
There are hidden meanings and messages in my thoughts and actions
Strikingly fascinating
It is intriguing and captivating
The feeling of satisfaction is in the air
I feel a sense of accomplishment and contentment
The clichés prove true once again
The common sayings and beliefs hold some truth and validity
When given the means
If I have the resources and ability
To choose my own direction
I want to make decisions for myself
I want only what's mine to have
I deserve only what I have worked for and earned
For my senses tell me I'm right
My intuition and perception guide me towards the correct choices
They give me insight into this
My senses offer me valuable knowledge and understanding
Oh, and by the way
Let me add
It was never all it was cranked up to be
The expectations were grander than the reality
Once more, let me explain
Allow me to clarify further
But wait, there's nothing to explain
I realize there is no explanation or justification for my thoughts or actions
In the end the feeling's always there
Ultimately, the emotion persists
Staying around for the grand finale
It will endure until the conclusion
When time comes around
At the appropriate moment
Today, tomorrow, or another day
It could happen any day
Living for the moment
Embracing and enjoying the present moment
Then going out with a bang
Leaving with an impactful and memorable final act
Contributed by Carson V. Suggest a correction in the comments below.