Deep Sea Diver
Angel Haze Lyrics

Rage colored lilies
The flowers of anger have bloomed inside me, and I can't ignore them.

Brave covered in pity
Despite my courage, I'm crippled by self-pity and can't move forward.

Lights smother this city
The bright lights of the city are overwhelming, and I feel lost in the chaos.

I pray he doesn't forget me
I'm terrified that the person I care about will forget about me.

I pray he doesn't forget me that lonely night in november
I'm hoping that the person I'm thinking of won't forget the connection we made on that lonely night in November.

When we fell into the hands of the coldest day in december
Our relationship was tested on the coldest day of December, and we struggled to stay connected.

Then became the product of the trust that we had lost and found
Our trust was broken, but we were able to rebuild it and create something new.

Got you deep in the emotion just to watch you drown
I pushed you to your emotional breaking point and watched as you struggled to stay above water.

And I had never left the land’s sand
I never took any risks and played it safe instead.

'Cause I was busy building castles for a dead man
I was wasting my time on something that would never materialize.

Shouldn't have taken my eyes of you
I should have paid more attention to you instead of being distracted by other things.

I shouldn't have straddled the lines crossed too
I shouldn't have crossed lines and boundaries that I knew I shouldn't have.

And now I've been searching but can't find you
I'm looking for you, but I can't seem to locate you.

Hence me being lost since you're the one I'm entwined to
I feel lost without you because we are connected to each other.

So; is love the picture that we’ve tainted now?
I'm wondering if our love has been ruined by our struggles and challenges.

No; Am I still with you when I ain't around?
I'm questioning if our love can still survive when we are apart.

Am I the subject you tip-toe or walk around?
I'm wondering if you still see me as an important part of your life or if you avoid me.

And if this love is on the ledge I’m trying to talk it down
If our relationship is in danger, I'm trying my best to save it.

(Bring me your love)
I'm longing for your love and affection.

We were deep sea divers
Our love was an adventure that took us deep into unknown territory.

On another man's planet
Our love was unconventional and didn't fit into the norms of society.

(I need your love)
I'm craving your love and longing for your affection.

And I fell for you hard babe
I fell in love with you quickly and with great intensity, babe.

But I never quite landed
Our love was always just out of reach, and I could never fully grasp it.

Now I can't be with you
We can't be together right now, and it's hard for me.

And I can't be with you
We are still unable to be together.

And I screamed for your name and I call for you babe but I can't be with you
I've cried out for you and longed for you, but we still can't be together.

Still can't forget you
I can't seem to forget about you and move on.

So, instead of sailing I live like a human parachute
Rather than taking risks and following my dreams, I play it safe and avoid danger.

The more I'm falling the further I am compared to you
I'm drifting further and further away from you as I struggle with my emotions.

It's like I'm stuck in the air while you're pale and blue
I feel like I'm suspended in mid-air while you're struggling and in pain.

Chasing clouds and hoping they lead a trail to you
I'm searching for a sign that will lead me to you, even if it's just in my mind.

And death does you part when you're focused on its rival
If you focus too much on your fear of death, it can tear your relationship apart.

Defibrillator love, I'm just focused on revival
Our love is struggling, but I'm doing everything I can to bring it back to life.

You could, you could put your hands in mine
We can help each other and work together to make things better.

And we'll walk through the sand, in the sands of time
We'll take our time and enjoy our journey together.

Until we paint the end of this love scene
We'll keep going until our love story reaches its conclusion.

Until I'm laid to rest in your blood stream
I want to be a part of you forever and feel like I'm a part of your essence.

Until I hear the strings of your heart playing
I want to feel connected to you, even if it's just through the rhythm of your heartbeat.

Until I hear the things you are not saying
I want us to communicate even without words and to understand each other on a deeper level.

Until I find out what it really means
I want to know the true meaning of our love and what it represents.

And hopefully it's everything it really seems
I hope that our love is everything that I believe it to be.

Breaking me open again
My emotions are overwhelming me and I feel like I'm breaking apart.

Oh darling
I'm addressing the person I love and care about.

Chasing what's gone with the wind
I'm trying to find something that's disappeared without a trace and may never return.

Oh no
I'm expressing my fear and anxiety over my situation with the person I love.

I can't be with you
We are still unable to be together, despite my wishes.

Oh no no
I'm emphasizing my distress and sadness over my inability to be with the person I love.