僕じゃない
Angela Lyrics


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Boku ja nai boku ja nai boku ja nai
Itsuka ( ayamachi ) wo yuruseru nara

( Aishi kata ) wo shiru mae ni ( tatakai kata ) wo oboeta
Bukiyou na boku no buki wa nani?
Tada shinu dake no jinsei na no ni naze tsuyoku naritai no?
( Omoi no take ) wa chiisana hako ni shimatta mama
Daiji ni daiji ni shiteta no ni
Kantan ni fumikowasarete shimatta

Boku ja nai boku ja nai boku ja nai
Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa
ZERO ja nai ZERO ja nai ZERO ja nai
Itsuka ( ayamachi ) wo yuruseru nara
Itsuka ( kawareru ) to omoeru nara

Yaranakya ikenai koto bakari tsugi kara tsugi he to oshiyoseru
Yaritai koto wa nannimo dekitenai
Soredemo ( ikanakya ikenai ) to anmoku no RUURU dake de
( Sekinin ) to ( boku ) wo ganjigarame ni shitai nara

( Nigetai ) sore mo oshikoroshite
( Kokoro ) wa tozashite shimau hou ga kantan da

Boku ja nai boku ja nai boku ja nai
Itsu ikanaru toki ni otona ni nare to iu no?
Shiritakunai shiritakunai hontou wa shiritai
Boku no karada na no ni kaji wo torenai
Boku no kokoro na no ni seigyo dekinai

Mou sukoshi dake jibun wo shiretara
( Aishiteru ) no tsukaikata wo oboetai…

Boku ja nai boku ja nai boku ja nai
Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa
ZERO ja nai ZERO ja nai ZERO ja nai




Itsuka itsuka itsuka ( ayamachi ) wo yuruseru nara
Itsuka ( kawareru ) to omoeru nara

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Angela's song "Boku ja nai" talks about the struggles of the singer to find their true identity and belonging in society. The opening lines of the song repeat the phrase "Boku ja nai," meaning "I'm not myself," showing the singer's personal turmoil. The singer then goes on to wonder what their purpose is and what they should fight for. The line "Tada shinu dake no jinsei na no ni naze tsuyoku naritai no?" translates to "Why do I want to become stronger even if I am only living to die?" The song then mentions the difficulties of life and feeling overwhelmed by responsibilities, despite wanting to be free.


The chorus of the song repeats "Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa ZERO ja nai," which translates to "There is no chance of finding an excuse without getting hurt." This emphasizes the need to face difficulties and responsibilities with courage and strength. The song also touches on the desire to love and be loved, but feeling like they are incapable or unworthy of it.


Overall, the song "Boku ja nai" reflects on the struggles of self-identity, societal expectations, and personal desires. It encourages listeners to face challenges with courage and honesty, even if it means getting hurt.


Line by Line Meaning

Boku ja nai boku ja nai boku ja nai
I am not me, I am not me, I am not me


Itsuka (ayamachi) wo yuruseru nara
If I can forgive (my mistakes) someday


(Aishi kata) wo shiru mae ni (tatakai kata) wo oboeta
Before I learned (how to love), I learned (how to fight)


Bukiyou na boku no buki wa nani?
What is the weapon of a clumsy me?


Tada shinu dake no jinsei na no ni naze tsuyoku naritai no?
Why do I want to become strong in a life where I only die?


(Omoi no take) wa chiisana hako ni shimatta mama
My pile of (feelings) is still in a small box


Daiji ni daiji ni shiteta no ni
Even though I thought it was important


Kantan ni fumikowasarete shimatta
I was easily pushed down


Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa
The probability of finding excuses and getting hurt is not zero


ZERO ja nai ZERO ja nai ZERO ja nai
It's not zero, it's not zero, it's not zero


Itsuka (kawareru) to omoeru nara
If I can think someday (I can change)


Yaranakya ikenai koto bakari tsugi kara tsugi he to oshiyoseru
Pushed from one task to another, there's nothing I can avoid doing


Yaritai koto wa nannimo dekitenai
I can't do anything about what I want to do


Soredemo (ikanakya ikenai) to anmoku no RUURU dake de
Still, just silently following the rules of what needs to be done


(Sekinin) to (boku) wo ganjigarame ni shitai nara
If you want to trap (responsibility) and (me) together


(Nigetai) sore mo oshikoroshite
I want to escape but even that will kill me


(Kokoro) wa tozashite shimau hou ga kantan da
It's easier to just shut (my heart) down


Itsu ikanaru toki ni otona ni nare to iu no?
When do I become an adult?


Shiritakunai shiritakunai hontou wa shiritai
I don't want to know, but I really want to know


Boku no karada na no ni kaji wo torenai
Even though it's my body, I can't handle the pain


Boku no kokoro na no ni seigyo dekinai
Even though it's my heart, I can't control it


Mou sukoshi dake jibun wo shiretara
If I can just know myself a little bit more


(Aishiteru) no tsukaikata wo oboetai...
I want to learn how to use the phrase 'I love you'...


Itsuka itsuka itsuka (ayamachi) wo yuruseru nara
Someday, someday, someday if I can forgive (my mistakes)


Itsuka (kawareru) to omoeru nara
If I can think someday (I can change)




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Comments from YouTube:

@user-hj9eo8dq1f

カッコいい曲😊リピートで聴いても全然飽きない😊

@cyouyannpei1221

大人なあっちゃんがぁ⤴️😍 この楽曲も大好きです。
それにしても、もう何人のあっちゃんに惚れてしまったんだろう。
こんな美人がこの世に存在する事が奇跡‼️😅

@user-bu2sp4wl3r

革命機ヴァルヴレイヴにはangelaのこの曲ですよね✨️
いつ聴いても良い曲です!

@kenzo5636

脚本家が逃げたぞ、追え!

@dramajpn

每年都期待angela來台灣開演唱會!

@TanTakaMen

知っていた曲なのにこんなに知名度ないのか…??

@starvinmcmarvin

Luv this song, 🥰

@KK-jz9ld

革命機ヴァルヴレイヴ

@haussdes

好きなきょくだな

@iannorr648

And because this song I remember Rukino Saki's moment when the sword pierce her heart.

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