So What
Angry Hill Lyrics


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I'll take the bottle
It's something I trust
I clear my mind of
Things I need to erase

The fear is blatant
So afraid to taste it
Don't try, just hate it
Will I be alone?
If so, so what

Will I face it?
If courageous
Play it safe, pure sexual
No one will dominate me

The fear is blatant
So afraid to taste it
Don't try, just hate it
Will I die alone?
If so, so what

These walls they barricade my soul
This isolation's kept me cold
No stomping ground
There's no parade
These cuts don't bleed, need no Band-Aids
To heal if betrayal

The fear is blatant
So afraid to taste it
Don't try, just hate it




Will I die alone?
If so, so what

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Angry Hill's song "So What" delve into themes of fear, isolation, and trust issues. The first two lines, "I'll take the bottle / It's something I trust," suggests that the singer of the song finds solace in alcohol and may even use it to numb their thoughts and feelings. The next few lines, "I clear my mind of / Things I need to erase / The fear is blatant / So afraid to taste it" reveal that there are certain thoughts and emotions that the singer wants to escape from, but they are also hesitant to confront them. The fear of these thoughts and emotions is made clear in the repetition of the line "The fear is blatant / So afraid to taste it / Don't try, just hate it."


The second verse delves deeper into the themes of fear and trust, as well as issues around sex and power. The line "No one will dominate me" suggests a fear of taking on a subservient role, but the singer is also wary of being vulnerable, as indicated by the line "Will I be alone? / If so, so what / Will I die alone? / If so, so what." The chorus is repeated once again, driving home the anxiety around confronting one's inner thoughts and emotions.


In the final verse, there is a sense of being trapped and alone, "These walls they barricade my soul / This isolation's kept me cold." The singer is struggling to heal from betrayal, as indicated by the line "To heal if betrayal," but the fear and isolation they feel continue to hold them back. The song ultimately ends on the same note of fear and uncertainty as it began.


Line by Line Meaning

I'll take the bottle
I rely on alcohol to get through tough times


It's something I trust
I believe alcohol is my comfort zone


I clear my mind of
I try to forget about


Things I need to erase
My painful memories and problems


The fear is blatant
I am scared


So afraid to taste it
I am too scared to face my fears


Don't try, just hate it
I avoid dealing with my fears and instead hold onto my anger


Will I be alone?
Am I destined to be alone?


If so, so what
If I end up alone, I do not care


Will I face it?
Can I confront my fears?


If courageous
If I manage to find the courage to face my fears


Play it safe, pure sexual
I choose to engage in safe, emotionless sex


No one will dominate me
I refuse to let anyone control me


These walls they barricade my soul
I have built emotional walls around myself


This isolation's kept me cold
I feel emotionally detached and isolated


No stomping ground
I do not feel like I fit in anywhere


There's no parade
I have nothing to celebrate or be proud of


These cuts don't bleed, need no Band-Aids
I have numbed myself to pain and hurt, avoiding any healing process


To heal if betrayal
I struggle to recover from being hurt by those I trusted


Will I die alone?
Am I doomed to die alone?


If so, so what
If I die alone, I do not care




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