Grey
Ani DiFranco Lyrics


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The sky is gray
The sand is gray
And the ocean is gray

And I feel right at home
In this stunning monochrome
Alone in my way
I smoke and I drink
And every time I blink
I have a tiny dream

But as bad as I am
I'm proud of the fact
That I'm worse than I seem

What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want and still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore

You walk through my walls
Like a ghost on TV
You penetrate me

And my little pink heart
Is on its little brown raft
Floating out to sea

And what can I say
But I'm wired this way
And you're wired to me

And what can I do
But wallow in you
Unintentionally
What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want and still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore

Regretfully
I guess I've only got three
Simple things to say:
Why me?
Why this now?
Why this way?
With overtones ringing
And undertows pulling away
Under a sky that is grey
On sand that is grey
By an ocean that's grey

What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want
And still I want more




Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore

Overall Meaning

The song Grey by Ani DiFranco presents a melancholic mood with lines about the gray sky, sand, and ocean that give an impression of dullness and sameness. The singer declares that she is comfortable being alone but also mentions her undesirable tendencies of smoking and drinking. The character recognizes her faults but is especially happy that she is worse than she seems because she holds herself to a higher standard. The singer then shifts focus to an unspecified person who penetrates the singer as if through walls and penetrates her heart. Finally, the song conveys a sense of hopelessness and confusion by ending with a set of rhetorical questions, asking why this is happening and continuing to search for an ideal paradise.


DiFranco's lyrics describe a feeling of isolation and malaise that pervades the singer throughout the entire song, with examples of despair and melancholy. The singer seeks out something more in life, yet even when she has everything she desires, she is unable to find the fulfillment she craves. Moreover, the singer acknowledges her failings and concedes that she is worse than she appears.


Line by Line Meaning

The sky is gray
The singer is observing that the sky is an overcast gray colour.


The sand is gray
The sand on the beach is gray in colour, possibly due to the weather.


And the ocean is gray
The ocean, too, appears to have taken on the same gray colour.


'And I feel right at home
Despite the gloomy surroundings, the artist feels comfortable and at ease.


In this stunning monochrome
The artist finds beauty in the uniformity of the colours around them.


Alone in my way
The singer is on their own and content with that fact.


I smoke and I drink
The singer indulges in vice and escapism.


And every time I blink
The artist's moments of insecurity and escapism are brief.


I have a tiny dream
The artist has small hopes and aspirations.


But as bad as I am
Despite her vices and feelings of inadequacy, the artist acknowledges her flaws.


I'm proud of the fact
She finds pride in her ability to persevere and accept herself.


That I'm worse than I seem
The artist recognizes that there is more to her personality than meets the eye.


What kind of paradise am I looking for?
Despite having what she needs, the singer feels a lack of fulfillment.


I've got everything I want and still I want more
The singer acknowledges that her feelings are paradoxical.


Maybe some tiny shiny key
The singer hopes something small, like a metaphorical key, can unlock her happiness.


Will wash up on the shore
She sees the key as something that could magically appear out of nowhere.


You walk through my walls
The artist feels vulnerable towards someone who is close to her.


Like a ghost on TV
This person enters her life dramatically, like a ghost in a horror story.


You penetrate me
The singer feels exposed and understood by this individual.


And my little pink heart
The artist is referring to her emotions or feelings; the colour pink may imply that they are gentle or sensitive.


Is on its little brown raft
The artist's heart appears to me metaphorically adrift, possibly without direction or purpose.


Floating out to sea
The artist's feelings seem to be pulling away from her, getting lost amongst the vastness of the ocean.


And what can I say
The singer is at a loss for words or meaning.


But I'm wired this way
The artist recognizes that her personality traits and feelings are part of her natural make-up.


And you're wired to me
The individual in question who is close to her feels predestined to be by her side.


And what can I do
The singer is asking for guidance or help from an unseen force.


But wallow in you
She finds comfort in this person, even if it's just temporary.


Unintentionally
The artist feels as though this familiarity with the person was not her intention, but something that just happened.


Regretfully
This moment of introspection has brought up feelings of remorse in the artist.


I guess I've only got three
The singer is listing the most important questions she has for herself.


Simple things to say
These questions may not have straightforward answers.


Why me?
The artist is questioning why she has to deal with these emotions.


Why this now?
The artist is questioning the timing or relevance of these feelings.


Why this way?
The artist is questioning the methods by which her feelings are manifesting.


With overtones ringing
The singer adds that there is a sense of ambient sound around her while she reflects on her feelings.


And undertows pulling away
This may refer to her emotions that are ebbing and flowing in a threatening manner.


Under a sky that is gray
This recalls the setting at the beginning of the song; it also suggests a feeling of melancholy, which ties in with the singer's emotions.


On sand that is gray
The gray sand may represent time passing and the monotonous nature of the singer's life.


By an ocean that's gray
The expansive, featureless ocean may induce feelings of insignificance in the singer, which may tie in with her questioning of why she feels this way.


What kind of paradise am I looking for?
The artist is once again posing the main question: what does she really want?


I've got everything I want
The artist acknowledges that she has everything that the world tells her should make her happy.


And still I want more
Despite this, she still has a deep feeling of emptiness.


Maybe some tiny shiny key
The singer is holding onto the hope that something will come and solve all her problems.


Will wash up on the shore
She sees this solution metaphorically as washing up, just like how the gray sand might be brought in by the tides.




Lyrics © Peermusic Publishing
Written by: ANI DIFRANCO

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

BlueAngela

Grey

The sky is grey
The sand is grey
And the ocean is grey

And I feel right at home
In this stunning monochrome
Alone in my way

I smoke and I drink
And every time I blink
I have a tiny dream

But as bad as I am
I'm proud of the fact
That I'm worse than I seem

What kind of paradise
Am I looking for?
I've got everything I want

And still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore

You walk through my walls
Like a ghost on TV
You penetrate me

And my little pink heart
Is on its little brown raft
Floating out to sea

And what can I say
But I'm wired this way
And you're wired to me

And what can I do
But wallow in you
Unintentionally

What kind of paradise
Am I looking for?
I've got everything I want

And still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore

Regretfully
I guess I've only got three
Simple things to say

Why me?
Why this now?
Why this way?

With overtones ringing
And undertows
Pulling away

Under a sky that is grey
On sand that is grey
By an ocean that's grey

What kind of paradise
Am I looking for?
I've got everything I want

And still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore



Angie Amponsem

Ani DiFranco

The sky is gray
The sand is gray
And the ocean is gray

And I feel right at home
In this stunning monochrome
Alone in my way

I smoke and I drink
And every time I blink
I have a tiny dream

But as bad as I am
I'm proud of the fact
That I'm worse than I seem

What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want and still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore

You walk through my walls
Like a ghost on TV
You penetrate me

And my little pink heart
Is on its little brown raft
Floating out to sea

And what can I say
But I'm wired this way
And you're wired to me

And what can I do
But wallow in you
Unintentionally
What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want and still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash…



Blair McClure

The sky is gray
The sand is gray
And the ocean is gray
And I feel right at home
In this stunning monochrome
Alone in my way
I smoke and I drink
And every time I blink
I have a tiny dream
But as bad as I am
I'm proud of the fact
That I'm worse than I seem
What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want and still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore
You walk through my walls
Like a ghost on TV
You penetrate me
And my little pink heart
Is on its little brown raft
Floating out to sea
And what can I say
But I'm wired this way
And you're wired to me
And what can I do
But wallow in you
Unintentionally
What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want and still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore
Regretfully
I guess I've only got three
Simple things to say:
Why me?
Why this now?
Why this way?
With overtones ringing
And undertows pulling away
Under a sky that is grey
On sand that is grey
By an ocean that's grey
What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want
And still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore



Angie Amponsem

The sky is gray
The sand is gray
And the ocean is gray

And I feel right at home
In this stunning monochrome
Alone in my way

I smoke and I drink
And every time I blink
I have a tiny dream

But as bad as I am
I'm proud of the fact
That I'm worse than I seem

What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want and still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore

You walk through my walls
Like a ghost on TV
You penetrate me

And my little pink heart
Is on its little brown raft
Floating out to sea

And what can I say
But I'm wired this way
And you're wired to me

And what can I do
But wallow in you
Unintentionally
What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want and still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash…

Übersetzen in: Deutsch

The sky is gray
The sand is gray
And the ocean is gray

And I feel right at home
In this stunning monochrome
Alone in my way

I smoke and I drink
And every time I blink
I have a tiny dream

But as bad as I am
I'm proud of the fact
That I'm worse than I seem

What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want and still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash up on the shore

You walk through my walls
Like a ghost on TV
You penetrate me

And my little pink heart
Is on its little brown raft
Floating out to sea

And what can I say
But I'm wired this way
And you're wired to me

And what can I do
But wallow in you
Unintentionally
What kind of paradise am I looking for?
I've got everything I want and still I want more
Maybe some tiny shiny key
Will wash…

Übersetzen in: Deutsch



All comments from YouTube:

Moxniks

When I first heard this song, it felt like a love song to someone I had yet to fall in love with. Turns out that is exactly what it was. Thank you, Ani. Not for the first time has your music been the dialogue of my life, my heart. Bless you, for the gifts you've given to so many you have never met.

Tara's Tarot

❤ same

agram

Someone here wrote that this gets to her, and she's only 17. Well I'm 71, and this song has been getting me all emotional since I first heard it in 2002. Incidentally if you haven't heard it, try the version on "So Much Shouting...". This woman is an ace poet, songwriter, and the best female singer ever from the States (imo).

Elyssia LinkWade

I lost my entire future Friday February 22, 2002 when my fiance, James was shot in the back {by a coward} during a fistfight in which James was outnumbered 4-1 {he was shot because he was manhandling all of them}. I saw the last moment of his earthly existence. I watched him look at himself, look at me, then turn around and fade as he walked away. This song is what i feel about that experience and the resulting changes the years since haven't changed that even one tiny bit. Love is eternal. And I'm thankful to Ani the Empathic Artist for the catharsis & validation all of her songs have always given.

Musjes Pesten

So, I wrote a huge ramble from my soul on my perspective as I listened and read your comments. I dient understanding that I was only speakning to onze woman privately. Please read my comment if you are into that soort of ting, because iT did a lot of Restorative Justice training when studying criminaliteit LAW. I Will feel like a real asshole if I was saying really intense stuff to only onze stranger on the internet, and iT looks like Im Some weirdo. Her story really triggered my sense of a talking circuleren where widowers(x), cops, people who ave admitted to murwer and voluntaristische choose to expres guilt, and community members living in feta come together to grieve years later. Be clear that NO ONE who understands offender rehabiltation Will EVER demand you to testify against your OWN victimhood, but Will also respect your absolute right to speak the truth of your trauma’s with maximum personal and State protection. Autocorrect in Dutch and iPad too old to fix iT bc screen cracked. . . ,love to all. Especially to John. Have horrible trauma and shame from formerly being an attorney and legale mandated to keep silent in the face of injustice. Thanks.

HumanLiberty

Totally agree Agram. First saw her in college in our small cafe, 1991, just after her 3rd album was released. She blew me away then and has been ever since. Saw her probably 5 times since.... she's an all-time great.

Clementine 💀

Most underrated singer in the world but I think she is the best singer

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Amanda Van Winkle

This song used to haunt me, the words, the guitar strings, everything about it. I painted a piece being inspired by this and I look at it every day and remember it's intensity and sadness. Listening to this song when you're happy and when you're sad give it two different intensities. My absolute favorite Ani song hands down. 

Invisible_Difference

One of the best lyricists of all time.

Byrdie Prey

I love that I can always tell its Ani from those first few opening chords. I have loved this woman for close to 25 years and dont see myself stopping anytime soon.

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