Lonely Lover
Anita Lipnicka Lyrics


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One day
One pay
I couldn't stay
Nothing to say

I couldn't see
To scared to be
Trapped in a spell
In history

You're the one that I'll love
the one that I'll keep
like a secret dove
hidden in my sleeve
hidden in my past
more than memory
without you my heart
wouldn't beat in me

One night
One fight
Just you and me
And I was to be

My own enemy
My heart like a fist
Couldn've been a gun
Only to resist

Only to resist
Until the new sun
Of another day
Until I could run

My lonely lover
I just left you here
And went to the lake
To wash my hands

You're the one that I'll love
the one that I'll keep
like a secret dove
hidden in my sleeve
hidden in my past
more than memory




without you my heart
wouldn't beat in me

Overall Meaning

The song "Lonely Lover" by Anita Lipnicka is about a relationship that has ended due to the singer feeling trapped and scared. In the first verse, the singer describes a day when she couldn't bring herself to stay with her lover because she had nothing left to say. She feels trapped in a spell, a part of history that she cannot escape from.


The second verse describes a night where the couple had a fight, and the singer feels as if she is her own enemy. She cannot bring herself to be with her lover, and describes her heart as being like a fist, ready to resist any attempts at reconciliation. But she knows that she cannot resist forever, and so she waits for the dawn of a new day when she can run away.


Despite her fears and doubts, the singer acknowledges that her lover is the one that she loves and will keep hidden like a secret dove in her sleeve. Her lover is a part of her past and more than just a memory - without them, her heart wouldn't beat in her.


Overall, "Lonely Lover" is a poignant and emotional look at a relationship that has come to an end due to fear and a sense of being trapped. It speaks to the often-complicated nature of love and the struggles we face when it comes to opening ourselves up to another person.


Line by Line Meaning

One day
One particular day in time


One pay
One price to be paid


I couldn't stay
I was unable to remain in the same place or situation


Nothing to say
No words to express


I couldn't see
I lacked the ability to see


Too scared to be
I was afraid to exist in the current situation


Trapped in a spell
Caught in a magical or hypnotic state


In history
A part of the past


You're the one that I'll love
A declaration of affection towards the subject


The one that I'll keep
The only one I will hold onto


Like a secret dove
Protected and kept private, like a bird


Hidden in my sleeve
Concealed and kept close to me


Hidden in my past
A part of my personal history


More than memory
Something that is significant and impactful beyond just a recollection


Without you my heart
Acknowledgement of what the subject means to the singer


Wouldn't beat in me
The artist's heart would cease to function without the subject's presence


One night
A singular evening


One fight
A disagreement or argument


Just you and me
Only the singer and the subject were present


And I was to be
The artist was responsible for something


My own enemy
The artist was battling against themselves


My heart like a fist
The artist's emotions were clenched and tight


Couldn't've been a gun
The singer's emotions were too intense to be expressed physically


Only to resist
The artist was fighting against something


Until the new sun
When a new day dawned


Of another day
In the future


Until I could run
Until the singer could escape or move on


My lonely lover
The subject of the song, who is alone


I just left you here
The artist abandoned the subject


And went to the lake
The singer went to a body of water


To wash my hands
To cleanse or absolve themselves of something




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