The Optimist
Anna von Hausswolff Lyrics


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Gold quivers upon the road
And I am going to find it
On a mission, I′m not a joke
I am going to find it

And they laugh
They laugh behind my back
I reflect on the meaning of time
Later it will come catch me
Attend our lessons and recognized
Oh, man, I'm trying to learn it

But I run
I run here alone

Why can′t I just be like them?
Why can't this be like them tonight?

People speak [?]
As fast escape and I'm feeling as a fool

People glare and my hair looks fine
Apparently I got it
Measure and man a self taught divined
But here I′m occupied, crawling

In the dust
The dust got in my heart

But gold quivers upon the road
And I am going to find it
But there was no mission, I am now a joke
And still I′m trying to find it

And they laugh
They laugh behind my back

Why can't I just be like them?
Why can′t this be like them tonight?





But hope's a pearl and I am meaning well
To make the later the beginning of my life

Overall Meaning

Anna von Hausswolff's song "The Optimist" is about the pursuit of something precious, symbolized by gold on a road. The singer is determined to find it, but is mocked and laughed at by others for her quest. She reflects on the meaning of time and feels like a fool for not being able to grasp it as others do. She wants to fit in but can't seem to, and feels like she's crawling in the dirt. Despite this, she persists in pursuing her goal, even though it seems like a futile effort. The song ends on a hopeful note, with the character realizing that hope is meaningful and that she wants to make a new beginning.


The song's lyrics demonstrate a powerful sense of determination, despite the singer's feeling of being an outsider. The pursuit of something precious is a universal theme, and the idea of hope being a pearl is an evocative and poetic one. The idea that the later can become the beginning is a hopeful one, and the character's earnest desire to start anew is inspiring.


Line by Line Meaning

Gold quivers upon the road
I see opportunities for wealth and success


And I am going to find it
I am determined and driven to seize those opportunities


On a mission, I'm not a joke
I am serious and focused on achieving my goals


I am going to find it
I am confident that I will succeed


And they laugh
Others doubt my abilities and ridicule me


They laugh behind my back
They do not support or believe in me


I reflect on the meaning of time
I contemplate the passage of time and its impact on my life


Later it will come catch me
The consequences of my actions will catch up with me eventually


Attend our lessons and recognized
I try to learn from my experiences and mistakes


Oh, man, I'm trying to learn it
I am aware of my shortcomings and strive to improve myself


But I run
I am overwhelmed and trying to escape my problems


I run here alone
I feel isolated and unsupported


Why can't I just be like them?
I envy those who seem to have an easier life than me


Why can't this be like them tonight?
I wish things could be different for me right now


People speak [?]
I struggle to understand the opinions and ideas of others


As fast escape and I'm feeling as a fool
I make hasty decisions and regret them later


People glare and my hair looks fine
Others judge me based on superficial qualities rather than my true worth


Apparently I got it
I may appear to have it all together, but inwardly I am struggling


Measure and man a self taught divined
I try to define my own standards and values


But here I'm occupied, crawling
I feel stuck and unable to progress


In the dust
I am trapped in the mundane and unremarkable


The dust got in my heart
My circumstances have demoralized and discouraged me


But there was no mission, I am now a joke
My expectations were unrealistic and I failed to achieve them


And still I'm trying to find it
I refuse to give up and continue to seek success


Hope's a pearl and I am meaning well
I hold onto hope and strive to do good


To make the later the beginning of my life
I aim to turn my past failures and mistakes into opportunities for growth and improvement




Writer(s): Anna Von Hausswolff

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Comments from YouTube:

@jesusdontcry.

I think that this is one of the most beautiful songs ever written. Anna is such an artist. I wish she was more recognized.

@enzogalli5506

Excellent!!! This song is sublime...amazing!!!!!

@AllTheGoodNamesGoneReally

Amazing!!! Goosebumps through the whole song!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@tuituia

this one is my favorite, love it.

@OlaCson

Fantastisk video! Fantastisk sång!

@franciscorosas7983

ERES MARAVILLOSA Y CRECERAS MAS TIENES EL CARISMA, DESDE NEZA TIERRA DE STATUS QUO TE AMAMOS ANITA

@johnsjukebox8638

Just great.

@UuOwOuU

so beautiful

@Shawn-vw2sd

fucking love this song

@UuOwOuU

is this on one of her albums?

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