Anouk has released twelve studio albums to date, the most recent one being Wen d'r maar aan, released on 12 October 2018. She represented the Netherlands at the Eurovision Song Contest 2013 in Malmö, Sweden, with the song "Birds". Her song made it to the final – the first since 2004 for the Netherlands; and finished 9th with 114 points.
Musical style
Anouk's musical style has been described as a combination of Joan Osborne, Melissa Etheridge and Alanis Morissette. She is known for explosive rock songs like "Nobody's Wife" and "R U Kiddin' Me", but has also made small and fragile songs like "Lost" and "Michel". In addition to her pop/rock sound she also experiments with soul, funk and hip hop.
Personal life
Anouk was married to her manager Edwin Jansen until 1998. She married Remon Stotijn (aka The Anonymous Mis), frontman of the reggae/rap band Postmen, on 16 March 2004. Stotijn is the father of three of her children; son Benjahmin Kingsley (b. 18 April 2002), son Elijah Jeramiah (b. 5 December 2003) and daughter Phoenix Ray (b. 3 June 2005). In May 2008, Anouk and Remon announced a "harmonious" mutual separation. In 2010 Anouk gave birth to her fourth child, a son named Jesiah Dox. Her son Sion Jethro was born in June 2014. In June 2016, she gave birth to her sixth child, a baby girl, Jelizah Rose, with her current partner, mixed martial artist and former basketball player Dominique Schemmekes.
My Best Wasn't Good Enough
Anouk Lyrics
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Let's say I'm feeling fine
Let's say I gave you all I had
And now I'm out of time
And my best wasn't good enough
And now this time to wonder
Now this time to heal
But I don't know what I feel
But it aches and it hurts and it burns
Oh it kills me
Tick, tock, you don't stop
You don't fade
You just stay
But I'll do it all again
Now don't you call me baby
Just don't pretend you care
Save your sorry for yourself
When Judas takes you there, yes
Once I really believed
There was nothing out there for the lost and lonely
But a voice in my head kept banging on my heart
Says you're not the only one
But it kills me
Tick, tock, you don't stop
You don't fade
You just stay
But I'll do it all again
Tick, tock, you don't stop
You don't fade
You just stay
But I'll do it all again
The song "My Best Wasn't Good Enough" by Anouk is a reflection on a failed relationship. The lyrics express the singer's frustration and regret over not being able to give enough to the relationship, and the pain that comes with the end of it. The opening lines repeat the phrase "Let's say" three times, as if the singer is trying to convince themselves that everything is alright, but then they admit that their best wasn't good enough. The chorus emphasizes this sentiment and the frustration the singer feels at not being able to change the outcome.
As the song continues, the singer expresses the need to take time to heal and figure out their emotions. The lines "But I don't know what I feel" and "But it aches and it hurts and it burns, oh it kills me" express the confusion and pain the singer is going through. However, the ending lines seem to express a sense of determination and resilience, with the singer stating that they'll do it all again.
Overall, the song is a powerful statement about the difficulties of relationships and the pain that comes with their end. The lyrics are raw and emotional, making it a powerful track that many listeners can relate to.
Line by Line Meaning
Let's say I'm feeling better
Even if I try to convince myself that I'm doing fine, it doesn't change the fact that I'm not okay.
Let's say I'm feeling fine
I'm putting on a brave face, but inside I'm struggling and hurting.
Let's say I gave you all I had
I tried my best to make things work and give my all, but it still wasn't enough.
And now I'm out of time
Even though I wish I had more time, I know I have to let go and move on.
And my best wasn't good enough
Despite my efforts, I couldn't meet the expectations or needs of others and it hurts me deeply.
Now this time to wonder
I need to take some time to reflect and ponder on what went wrong and how to move forward.
Now this time to heal
I need time to recover and mend my broken heart after giving it my all but still falling short.
Time to let it all come down
I have to let go of everything that was and embrace the uncertainty of what lies ahead.
But I don't know what I feel
I'm confused and unsure about my emotions and how to cope with the pain and disappointment.
But it aches and it hurts and it burns
The pain is unbearable and overwhelming and it feels like it will never go away.
Oh it kills me
The emotional pain is so intense that it feels like it's slowly destroying me from within.
Tick, tock, you don't stop
Time keeps moving forward and doesn't wait for anyone, even if we wish it would.
You don't fade
The memories and emotions don't disappear or lessen over time.
You just stay
The pain and heartache are constant and persistent, never truly leaving me.
But I'll do it all again
Despite knowing the pain and heartache that comes with it, I'll still try my best and give my all in the future.
Now don't you call me baby
I refuse to be treated as a child or be fooled by false affection or empty promises.
Just don't pretend you care
I don't want to be deceived into thinking I matter when it's clear I don't.
Save your sorry for yourself
Don't bother apologizing to me, you should be apologizing to yourself for what you've done.
When Judas takes you there, yes
When the consequences of your actions catch up to you, don't say I didn't warn you or that you weren't expecting it.
Once I really believed
There was a time when I had hope and faith in people and the world around me.
There was nothing out there for the lost and lonely
I used to think I was alone in my struggles and that there was no hope for me.
But a voice in my head kept banging on my heart
Despite all the doubts and fears, there was a small voice inside me that believed in me and wouldn't give up.
Says you're not the only one
I'm not alone in my struggles and there are others out there who understand and support me.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: DINAND WOESTHOFF
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@jeannet2248
Wauw Altijd Kippenvel bij het luisteren van dit nummer Kane & Anouk Prachtig ❤️
Staat ook op mijn Top 2000 Lijst 🔥.
@DarkMadamX83
The drum drop...! Iconic shit for us old people
@faytje100
Wauw, wat hebben we toch geweldige duetten in Nederland! Anouk en Kane, Sarah Bettens en Racoon, Ilse de Lange en Rosemary´s Sons. Super, kan ernaar blijven luisteren!
@luccasantos04
gee! this is such a powerful song. Anouk's voice is stunning!
@walvis22
WAT EEN NUMMER !!! hij blijft goed en hij is gewoon geweldig... het is ook een verschrikkelijk goede combinatie! Kane en Anouk
@bamacathycs
I still absolutely adore this song. Awesome! U.S.A
@timojissink4715
+Cathy Scarvey What do you mean by U.S.A? you are aware that both singers come from The Netherlands?
@bamacathycs
+Timo jissink Yes lol I am very aware. I was saying where I was from.
@oldnickus
intredesting
@Eline6936
Once I really believed There was nothing out there for the lost and lonely But a voice in my head kept banging on my heart Says you're not the only one..