Here Is Punishment
Antaeus Lyrics


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I'll fade your self away
You're just souvenirs after all
I just can't make you hang in there
I just can't peel you off my skin
You won't remember
All the pain you caused well
Anyway
You were claiming to say
Here is justice, here is punishment, here in me
That never fooled those who listened
Until that day when you prooved us wrong
The wrong matter, the wrong tools
It doesn't matter anymore
It never left our heads, not a word, not a whisper
All kept secret & self deny




We made it sick, we made it wrong
To make it beautiful to go through & so painful for you to breath

Overall Meaning

The song "Here Is Punishment" by Antaeus is a complex exploration of the aftermath of a failed relationship. The lyrics suggest that the singer is trying to move on from a lover who has caused them a great deal of pain. The opening lines, "I'll fade your self away / You're just souvenirs after all," suggest that the singer is trying to forget about their former partner, to erase them from their memories. However, the following lines reveal that this is not something that can be easily accomplished: "I just can't make you hang in there / I just can't peel you off my skin." Here, the lyrics suggest that the pain caused by the relationship is not something that can be easily forgotten or ignored.


Despite this, the singer is aware that they cannot continue to hold onto the pain and anger caused by their former lover: "You won't remember / All the pain you caused well / Anyway." The lyrics suggest that the singer recognizes that holding onto the pain caused by the relationship is not productive and will ultimately only hurt themselves. However, the lyrics also suggest that the singer is struggling to let go of their hurt and anger: "We made it sick, we made it wrong / To make it beautiful to go through & so painful for you to breath." Here, the lyrics suggest that the singer is struggling to let go of their anger and pain, and that they may be intentionally making the memory of the relationship more painful in order to punish their former lover.


In summary, "Here Is Punishment" explores the aftermath of a failed relationship and the struggle to let go of the pain and anger caused by it. The lyrics suggest that while the singer recognizes the need to move on and forget about their former partner, they are also struggling to let go of their pain and may be intentionally making the memory of the relationship more painful in order to punish their former lover.


Line by Line Meaning

I'll fade your self away
I'll erase your existence


You're just souvenirs after all
You are only memories that I no longer cherish


I just can't make you hang in there
I cannot hold onto you anymore


I just can't peel you off my skin
I cannot forget you completely


You won't remember
You won't recall or feel the pain you caused


All the pain you caused well
You inflicted a significant amount of pain


Anyway
Regardless of everything


You were claiming to say
You pretended to believe


Here is justice, here is punishment, here in me
I am the one who will determine what is just and deserved punishment


That never fooled those who listened
No one ever believed your claim


Until that day when you prooved us wrong
Until the day when you actually delivered justice and punishment


The wrong matter, the wrong tools
The unjust actions that were taken, and the unjust methods that were used


It doesn't matter anymore
They are irrelevant and insignificant now


It never left our heads, not a word, not a whisper
It always stayed with us, without a single mention or hint


All kept secret & self deny
We kept the memory to ourselves and denied its existence


We made it sick, we made it wrong
We distorted the memory to make it less painful


To make it beautiful to go through & so painful for you to breath
To make the memory less painful for us to revisit, but causing you more agony to remember




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