Crush
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Go before I am the goat
You get away with murder
Kill me when you're through
Do I have to give up me to be loved by you?
From the smallest taste I use
From the smallest taste I lose
Pile your dead on top of me
Tape my eyes so I can't see
The lyrics to Anthrax's song "Crush" appear to explore themes of power dynamics and the pressure to conform in relationships. The first two lines suggest a sense of vulnerability or even fear on the part of the singer, who may be afraid of being blamed or punished for something they didn't do. The line "You get away with murder" suggests a similar dynamic of someone with more power being able to act with impunity. The question "Do I have to give up me to be loved by you?" raises an important issue about the sacrifices people may feel pressured to make in order to maintain unhealthy relationships.
The chorus of the song, with its repeated plea to "crush on me," seems to reflect a desire for acceptance and validation from the other person, perhaps despite a sense that this validation is ultimately hollow or conditional. The lines "From the smallest taste I use / From the smallest taste I lose" suggest that the singer is aware of the costs of this dynamic, perhaps in terms of their own autonomy or self-respect.
Finally, the lines "Pile your dead on top of me / Tape my eyes so I can't see" suggest a sense of resignation or even despair on the part of the singer. The use of violent imagery to describe a relationship underscores the sense of danger that may be present in such dynamics.
Line by Line Meaning
Now you see me, now you don't
You are uncertain about my existence as if I'm here and vanished at the same time
Go before I am the goat
Please leave before I become the scapegoat for something you did
You get away with murder
You escape all culpability despite committing a heinous act
Kill me when you're through
End my life once you're done using me for your own purposes
Do I have to give up me to be loved by you?
Should I give up my identity to earn your affection?
From the smallest taste I use
I survive on the barest minimum like a taste of sustenance
From the smallest taste I lose
I'm losing even that small amount of sustenance that keeps me alive
Won't you crush on me?
Wouldn't you fall madly in love with me?
Pile your dead on top of me
Add all your failed relationships and mistakes onto mine
Tape my eyes so I can't see
Blindfold me to shield me from the harsh realities that surround me
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: DAVID JOHN MATTHEWS
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