FAREWELL
Anti Lyrics


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I wanted to live on top of a mountain
but it's cold and forsaken there without you now

I wanted to dive into the ocean of love
but I got shipwrecked on the shores of broken dreams

For you I sang songs of the nightswan
and each line I wrote was a beat of my heart

Forever burning on love's funeral pyre:
Stop beating now, my bleeding heart!
For this knife did cut too deep
so for the last time I'm trying not to breathe

Once there was a fire in the lighthouse of my heart:
I gave you so much more than just my love
and you broke so much more than just a promise

Our planet vanished so devastatingly
amongst the mists of time
There was no treasure to be found at Rainbow's End
somewhere behind Andromeda

I've been waiting till the end of december
but no more will I ride
for the winter solstice's child
will pass away silently on a midsummer's night

So may you come now, my Dead Romantic Angel
serenade Kyrahnean Hymns to me
Hold me in your arms
cover me with elder flowers
and take me down to my beloved sea

I'm so tired, so tremendously tired
Please wait for me under the midgnight sun
where I will sing and dance again
and my laughter will be heard
echoing down the hillside again...

Oh, how I tried to believe how I loved,
How I tried to hold on to my dream;
How I wanted to live - but now I'm going home
to a place where love is more
than just a four-letter word




and as I kiss the memory of your goodnight
I'm beginning to see the light...

Overall Meaning

The song Farewell by Anti is a poignant and emotional exploration of lost love and heartbreak. It begins with the portrayal of the singer’s desire to live on top of a mountain and dive into an ocean of love, but both these desires remain unfulfilled as the persona realizes the emptiness of these experiences without their lover. The lines "For you I sang songs of the nightswan and each line I wrote was a beat of my heart" indicate how deeply the persona is in love with their partner and how their pain is deep and heartfelt.


The lyrics take a darker turn when the persona talks about being burned alive with love, and how the pain is too much to bear. The knife that cut too deep serves as a metaphor for the end of their relationship, which has caused unbearable pain. The imagery of the lighthouse burning and the planet vanishing depicts how the persona’s world has come crashing down after the loss of their love.


However, there is a sense of hope at the end of the song, as the persona realizes that they do not need the love of another to live a fulfilling life. They are looking forward to a place where love is not just a four-letter word and realizing that they need to move on, even if it is tough. The final lines suggest that while the pain of the break-up may always be present, it will eventually fade, and life will continue.


Line by Line Meaning

I wanted to live on top of a mountain
I dreamed of a life above everything else


but it's cold and forsaken there without you now
But without you, it doesn't matter


I wanted to dive into the ocean of love
I hoped to experience pure love


but I got shipwrecked on the shores of broken dreams
Instead, I found my hopes shattered


For you I sang songs of the nightswan
I expressed my love for you through music


and each line I wrote was a beat of my heart
I poured my heart into every note and word


Forever burning on love's funeral pyre:
My love has turned into pain and heartache


Stop beating now, my bleeding heart!
I can't bear the pain anymore


For this knife did cut too deep
The hurt I feel is too much to bear


so for the last time I'm trying not to breathe
I am giving up on life


Once there was a fire in the lighthouse of my heart:
Once, my heart was full of love and light


I gave you so much more than just my love
I gave you everything I had


and you broke so much more than just a promise
But you destroyed everything I held dear


Our planet vanished so devastatingly
Our world was destroyed


amongst the mists of time
In the passage of time


There was no treasure to be found at Rainbow's End
There was nothing left to hope for


somewhere behind Andromeda
In another place, unreachable


I've been waiting till the end of december
I've been waiting for a long time


but no more will I ride
But I am giving up


for the winter solstice's child
For the end of my life


will pass away silently on a midsummer's night
Will fade away quietly


So may you come now, my Dead Romantic Angel
I welcome death


serenade Kyrahnean Hymns to me
Take me away with your music


Hold me in your arms
Comfort me in my final moments


cover me with elder flowers
Let me be surrounded by beauty


and take me down to my beloved sea
Let me return to where I came from


I'm so tired, so tremendously tired
I am exhausted, emotionally and physically


Please wait for me under the midnight sun
But let me rest before I go


where I will sing and dance again
Where I can finally be free


and my laughter will be heard
And I can be happy again


echoing down the hillside again...
Like it used to be


Oh, how I tried to believe how I loved,
I tried so hard to love and believe


How I tried to hold on to my dream;
To hold onto my hope


How I wanted to live - but now I'm going home
How I wanted to live, but now I am returning to where I came from


to a place where love is more
To a place where love is not painful


than just a four-letter word
To a place where love is pure


and as I kiss the memory of your goodnight
And as I say goodbye to you


I'm beginning to see the light...
I am finally finding peace




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