During the mid 90s Anohni started solo; after originally producing songs with Blacklips Performance Cult and other late-night cabarets she had a number of songs to work with. In 1995 she assembled a backing group—the self-styled Antony and the Johnsons—and began to focus on the musical side of her performances. The group built up a cult following at hip New York clubs such as the Kitchen and Knitting Factory. Anohni then received a NYFA for “performance art/emergent forms” which she used to record the Johnsons' debut album “Blue Angel”, that remained unreleased until Current 93 leader David Tibet signed Antony and the Johnsons to his Durtro label. The cast list of musicians on the album, released under the title "Antony and the Johnsons" in 1998, included Baby Dee (harp), Francois Gehin (bass), Todd Cohen (drums), Charles Neilson (guitar), and a number of string and woodwind players. This album later were reissued in 2000 and in 2004 by Secretly Canadian.
This collection of modern torch songs highlighted Anohni's soulful, multi-octave vocals and the Johnsons' graceful chamber pop arrangements, reaching a peak on "Cripple And The Starfish" and "Divine", the latter a tribute to the late transvestite movie star. Further recordings by Antony and the Johnsons emerged in the early years of the new millennium, including "I Fell in Love with a Dead Boy" and a shared EP “Live at St. Olave's” with Current 93, recorded live at Saint Olave's Church in London, England.
In early 2001 released 3 song EP "I Fell in Love with a Dead Boy", included covers of Mysteries of Love (Appeared originally on the film Blue Velvet) and Soft Black Stars.
Split EP included two new songs from the Johnsons, the first being You Stand Above Me, only one minute and thirty-six seconds long but containing all the melancholy and drama one would expect from the Johnsons. The other new track was The Lake which was an 1827 poem written by Edgar Allan Poe beautifully adapted to song. The Johnsons appear with Current 93 again on a 7”, with side B including the song Virgin Mary. This was limited to 500 copies, both released May 12th, 2003. By now the line-up of the Johnsons featured Todd Cohen, Jeff Langston (bass), Jason Hart (piano), Julia Kent (cello), Joan Wasser (violin), and Maxim Moston (violin).
It was around this time that Lou Reed heard the “I Fell in Love with a Dead Boy” EP. Reed then recruited Anohni for her album The Raven for guest vocals and took her on tour in 2003 which meant that Anohni appeared on Lou’s live album Animal Serenade. With the band now attracting wider attention, Anohni and the Johnsons signed to US based label Secretly Canadian. Secretly Canadian then reissued the band's debut to a wider audience in the USA.
The Lake was released the following year through the new label. It’s another 3 song EP including "The Lake" - Lou Reed appeared on Fistful of Love with guest vocals and guitar. The Horror Has Gone seems to be Anohni expressing the end of a depressing phase in her life, a positive lyrical change from her debut style.
In February 2005 Antony and the Johnsons released their second full length, I Am A Bird Now. It has guest appearances from Rufus Wainwright, Devendra Banhart, Lou Reed and Boy George. It went on to receive great critical acclaim in the UK and won Anohni the Technics Mercury Music Prize for 2005.
In 2006 Anohni appeared in the Leonard Cohen tribute concert and subsequent film "I'm Your Man." Her performance of "If It Be Your Will" is perhaps the highlight of the film.
The 5-song Another World EP was released on October 7, 2008. As promised, it shows a mixture of continuation of earlier songs' atmosphere as well as more experimental work. Antony and the Johnsons' third album, "The Crying Light", was released on January 19, 2009. This was followed by "Swanlights" in October, 2010. Both of these latter albums are less melodic and more experimental in nature the Anohni's earlier work and have met with critical acclaim yet little commercial success.
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Twilight
Antony and the Johnsons Lyrics
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I fall in the Harbor
Twilight
I fall in the hills
But here in the city
That never sleeps
I can fall
Through one's fingers
When the swan
Flies to heaven
Soaring through
The utmost fear
There's a feeling
That lingers in the afterwards
Will you ever return
Will you ever return
Will you ever return
Twilight
Twilight
Twilight
Twilight
I sit at all tables
With my candles
And angels besides
And I shall wait forever
As the day turns to night
Swallowed in the shadows that glow
Swallowed in the shadows that glow
Swallowed in the shadows that glow
When I sought out a light
And I knew darkness swallowed
I beseech, come to me
All alone, come to me
Twilight
The lyrics of Antony and the Johnsons's song "Twilight" convey a sense of displacement and longing for something that is just out of reach. The use of imagery such as falling in the harbor and the hills, as well as being swallowed in the shadows that glow, highlight the feeling of being lost and uncertain. The city, which is referred to as the one that never sleeps, serves as a contrast to the singer's inner world of restlessness and eternal waiting.
The second half of the song takes on a more spiritual tone, with references to angels and the swan flying to heaven. This can be interpreted as a metaphor for death and the afterlife, with the singer questioning whether they will ever return to the world of the living. The repetition of the word "Twilight" throughout the song enhances the dreamy and introspective mood of the piece, and serves as a reminder of the fleetingness of life.
Line by Line Meaning
Twilight
The time between day and nightfall when the sky is dim and the sun has just set or is about to rise.
I fall in the Harbor
I descend into the waters of the Harbor, which perhaps symbolize trouble, difficulty or chaos, signifying a state of depression or hopelessness.
Twilight
The same time of day, which may represent a state of uncertainty and transition.
I fall in the hills
I fall from the heights or perhaps into the valleys, injuring or harming myself, like encountering an obstacle in life.
But here in the city
Despite the struggles and challenges faced in the city, there is a sense of safety and reassurance that is not present in nature.
That never sleeps
The city is a place of constant movement and activity, with something happening all the time.
I can fall
Despite feeling safe in the city, one can still experience setbacks or failure.
Through one's fingers
Metaphorically slipping away, falling out of grasp, or losing control of a situation.
When the swan
The swan may symbolize beauty, grace, or freedom.
Flies to heaven
The swan rises into the sky, granting the observer a sense of peace and hope, perhaps signifying a spiritual ascension.
Soaring through
The swan flies through the air, gliding effortlessly and gracefully, emphasizing its beauty and poise.
The utmost fear
The greatest, most extreme manifestations of fear, confronting one's deepest anxieties and doubts.
There's a feeling
This experience prompts an emotion, an internal sensation or reaction to an external event.
That lingers in the afterwards
The feeling persists after the event has occurred, potentially affecting one's future behavior or outlook.
Will you ever return
The swan's ascent prompts a sense of longing or nostalgia, the question of whether or not it will return representing the absence of beauty and peace in the observer's life.
Twilight
Repeating the first line, perhaps signifying the cyclical, recurring nature of twilight or the feeling of uncertainty and transition that it evokes.
I sit at all tables
I am present everywhere, engaged in all aspects of life or experiencing a range of circumstances.
With my candles
Candles represent light or illumination, a source of warmth and comfort in the darkness.
And angels besides
Angels are supernatural beings associated with divine protection or guidance, while their presence here also suggests a sense of transcendence or otherworldliness.
And I shall wait forever
Denoting patience or fortitude in the face of adversity or difficult circumstances, enduring for an extended period of time.
As the day turns to night
The cycle of day transitioning into night, suggesting the progression of time, the inevitability of change, or the passage of life.
Swallowed in the shadows that glow
Engulfed in the darkness that is illuminated by something else, potentially representing a faint glimmer of light in the midst of darkness.
When I sought out a light
The singer was searching for something that would bring them out of their darkness or illuminate a path forward, perhaps representing a turning point in their life.
And I knew darkness swallowed
Recognizing the overpowering and consuming nature of the darkness that they were surrounded by, potentially feeling hopeless or lost.
I beseech, come to me
The singer makes a request or plea for help or guidance, possibly directed towards a higher power or an external force that can provide support.
All alone, come to me
Emphasizing the loneliness or isolation of the singer, expressing a desire for connection or comfort from someone or something that is not there.
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Twilight
I fall in the Harbor
Twilight
I fall in the hills
But here in the city
That never sleeps
I can fall
Through one's fingers
When the swan
Flies to heaven
Soaring through
The utmost fear
There's a feeling
That lingers in the afterwards
Will you ever return
Will you ever return
Will you ever return
Twilight
Twilight
Twilight
Twilight
I sit at all tables
With my candles
And angels besides
And I shall wait forever
As the day turns to night
Swallowed in the shadows that glow
Swallowed in the shadows that glow
Swallowed in the shadows that glow
When I sought out a light
And I knew darkness swallowed
I beseech, come to me
All alone, come t
@dickeymckay8289
I've been listening to this for years and years now, and no matter how long I let it be, I ALWAYS come back. I used to think I Am A bird now was far superior, but now that so much time has passed, i now see that they're near equal.
@HortusMedia
I always thought the debut album is far superior to I Am A Bird Now :)
@aliceestradagarcia8246
Stunning voice!!!!!
@jen24272
This song and This voice rip my heart apart...
@tillyvickers2721
Gorgeous singing soul..
@Molandria
returns bringing yet more here wow only 11 comments, only 95,947 views.... such a missed great song.
@lamdag2804
Pure masterpiece!
@larslovelot1784
Holy...fucking...shit...
Amazing....
@noahstylinson4578
This song is so beautiful 🙌🙈
@vanessaives1725
Pure Poesie