FRIENDS
Anxiety Attacks! Lyrics


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My friends tell me that I think too much
I'm in the back of the room feeling out of touch
This ain't my best right now but I'm still adjusting
Cuz after all this time I'm sick of feeling nothing
In the dirt I lay
So far away
Blood on my wrist
I'll never let them see me like this
You see me down and pick me up, I say I'm alright
Been blowing smoke and choking on my SSRI's
Another day just means another set of long nights
It's been a long time, I'm getting so tired
But I didn't come this far for nothing
And I Know I'm meant for something better
Before I throw it all away, tell me this won't last forever
My friends tell me that I think too much
I'm in the back of the room feeling out of touch
This ain't my best right now but I'm still adjusting
Cuz after all this time I'm sick of feeling nothing
In the dirt I lay
So far away
Blood on my wrist,
I'll never let them see me like this
My friends tell me that I think too much
I'm in the back of the room feeling out of touch
This ain't my best right now but I'm still adjusting
Cuz after all this time I'm sick of feeling nothing
In the dirt I lay
So far away
Blood on my wrist
I'll never let them see me like this
My friends tell me that I think too much
I'm in the back of the room feeling out of touch




This ain't my best right now but I'm still adjusting
Cuz after all this time I'm sick of feeling nothing

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "FRIENDS" by Anxiety Attacks! depict the struggles of the artist with overthinking, feeling disconnected from others, and the search for purpose and meaning in life. The song starts with the confession that the artist's friends often tell them they think too much, which suggests that the artist might be prone to overanalyzing situations and thoughts. This habit causes the artist to feel out of touch and distant, as if they are in the background or invisible to others.


The artist acknowledges that they are not at their best in the present moment but are still trying to adapt and find their place. However, they express frustration and weariness from constantly feeling numb or empty, as if they are going through the motions without truly experiencing anything. This feeling is represented by the line "I'm sick of feeling nothing." The reference to laying in the dirt and having blood on their wrist suggests a sense of despair or self-harm, but also shows the artist's determination to hide their pain from others.


Despite the struggles, the artist finds some solace in the support of their friends who are willing to lift them up when they are down. However, the artist also acknowledges the unhealthy coping mechanisms they have resorted to, such as smoking and relying on SSRI medication. They express a longing for change, stating that they are getting tired of the constant struggle but are determined not to let their efforts go to waste. The repetition of the chorus emphasizes the ongoing battle with their thoughts and emotions, while questioning whether this state of mind will last forever.


Overall, "FRIENDS" by Anxiety Attacks! explores themes of overthinking, disconnection, and the search for meaning in the face of emotional struggles. It highlights the importance of support from friends, while acknowledging the need for personal growth and a desire for change.


Line by Line Meaning

My friends tell me that I think too much
People close to me often comment on my tendency to overthink


I'm in the back of the room feeling out of touch
I feel disconnected and distant from others, as if I am separate from them


This ain't my best right now but I'm still adjusting
I'm not at my peak performance currently, but I'm working on making changes and adapting


Cuz after all this time I'm sick of feeling nothing
Because I've been feeling empty and numb for such a long time, I'm fed up with it


In the dirt I lay
I find myself in a low and difficult place


So far away
Feeling distant, both physically and emotionally


Blood on my wrist
I've self-harmed and have visible wounds on my wrist


I'll never let them see me like this
I will do whatever it takes to hide my pain and struggles from others


You see me down and pick me up, I say I'm alright
When you witness me feeling down, you offer support, but I assure you that I'm okay


Been blowing smoke and choking on my SSRI's
I've been using smoking as a coping mechanism and struggling with the side effects of antidepressant medication


Another day just means another set of long nights
Each new day only brings more prolonged periods of darkness and difficulty


It's been a long time, I'm getting so tired
It's been a significant amount of time, and I'm becoming exhausted


But I didn't come this far for nothing
I've faced many challenges and endured hardships, and I believe there's a purpose to it all


And I Know I'm meant for something better
Deep down, I have faith that I am destined for a brighter future


Before I throw it all away, tell me this won't last forever
Before I give up completely, please assure me that this pain and suffering won't be eternal




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Aaron Jackson, Francois Perez

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