12-Wie Weit
Apocalyptica Lyrics


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Mein Leben dreht sich
So monoton und still
Und zeichnet dabei einen Kreis
Kreis der Ewigkeit

Ich kann dem Gefühl nicht entgehen
Ich sei ein dauerhafter Gast.
Das Gold dieser Welt
Ist nichts wert.
Verbrennt meine Haut.

Wie weit muss ich gehen
Um zu sehen
Dass die Nacht ein Ende sucht
Wie viel muss ich geben
Um zu fühlen?
Bin ich denn verflucht?
Will ich wagen
Ist es gut
Oder bin ich doch verflucht?

Why am I sad?
Why am I sad?
When I have more than I ever had?

Mein Leben ist einsam
Ich bin zu schwach, um aufzustehen
Gestreckt auf dem Boden, wie gelähmt
Der Himmel ist zu schwer

Meine eigenen Regeln sind mein Feind
Wie die Trägheit in mir
Und etwas zu ändern ist so schwer
Ein Krieg den ich verlier

Wie weit muss ich gehen
Um zu sehen
Dass die Nacht ein Ende sucht
Wie viel muss ich geben
Um zu fühlen?
Bin ich denn verflucht?

Wie groß ist die Sehnsucht,
die mich treibt - verlier ich meinen Mut?
Soll ich mich ergeben oder leben?
Das Leben nach der Flut

Will ich wagen




Ist es gut
Oder bin ich doch verflucht?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Apocalyptica's song "12 - Wie Weit" (which translates to "12 - How Far") speak to the feeling of being trapped in a monotonous and stagnant life, unable to break free from the endless circle of routine. The lyrics use imagery of a never-ending circle, labeled as the circle of eternity, to represent the feeling of being stuck in the same place for all time. The opening lines describe just how mundane and routine the singer's life has become. The following lines suggest that despite being aware of this monotony and feeling like they are trapped in it, they can't help but feel like they're a constant guest in this existence. Continuing on, the lyrics suggest that material possessions such as the gold of the world hold no value, as they do not fill the emptiness and longing the singer feels within themselves.


The chorus asks the question of how much the singer must undergo to finally see an end to their despair, to feel something beyond hopelessness. The second verse of "12 - Wie Weit" delves more deeply into the singer's feelings of helplessness, loneliness, and despair. The imagery of being "stretched out on the floor like paralyzed" gives a picture of someone who cannot muster the strength to get up and make a change. The idea that something so simple as their own rules can be their worst enemy speaks to the conflict and struggle that comes with wanting to break free of the cycle while being unable to do so. The chorus is repeated, with the questions of the second half asking how great the singer's longing is and whether they should give up or continue on despite feeling cursed.


As for the interesting facts about "12 - Wie Weit," the song was released in 2015 as part of Apocalyptica's album "Shadowmaker." The band originated in Finland and is known for their unique style that includes cellos heavily featuring in their music. The band had occasionally included vocals on their previous albums but not to the extent that they did on "Shadowmaker." Franky Perez, an American singer, partnered with Apocalyptica to provide his voice for several of the tracks on the album, including "12 - Wie Weit." The lyrics were written by Eicca Toppinen, who is one of the founder members of the band.


Another interesting fact about the making of "12 - Wie Weit" is that there are multiple versions of the lyrics in circulation. While the version analyzed in this interpretation is the official one provided in the album's booklet, there is at least one recorded instance of Perez singing slightly different lyrics than those written by Toppinen. The song's music video features an unknown actress performing a dance piece alone in a vast space, mirroring the sense of feeling alone and distanced that the lyrics suggest. The music video was directed by the director known for another Finnish band's music video, HIM's Ville Juurikkala.


Additionally, "Shadowmaker" marks the first time in the band's career that an outside producer was brought in to help shape the album's sound. Nick Raskulinecz, an American record producer, was chosen for the role and worked with the band to create their vision for the album. "Shadowmaker" also represented Apocalyptica's first fully instrumental track in a number of years, as they had been featuring more vocal-heavy songs in their recent output.


As for the chords of the song, the instrumental parts are largely in the key of A minor, with a relatively straightforward progression throughout. The chorus features a shift between chords of Fmajor and Eminor, giving the listener a sense of a push and pull, a sense of tension that gives life to the desperation found in the lyrics. The combination of uniquely created music with relatable lyrics in "12 - Wie Weit" allowed it to become another memorable song for Apocalyptica.


Chords:
Intro/Verse/Chorus: Am, G, Dm
Bridge: F, G, Am, F, G, Am


Line by Line Meaning

Mein Leben dreht sich
My life revolves


So monoton und still
So monotonous and still


Und zeichnet dabei einen Kreis
And draws a circle while doing so


Kreis der Ewigkeit
Circle of eternity


Ich kann dem Gefühl nicht entgehen
I can't escape the feeling


Ich sei ein dauerhafter Gast.
That I am a permanent guest.


Das Gold dieser Welt
The gold of this world


Ist nichts wert.
Is worth nothing.


Verbrennt meine Haut.
Burning my skin.


Wie weit muss ich gehen
How far do I have to go


Um zu sehen
To see


Dass die Nacht ein Ende sucht
That the night seeks an end


Wie viel muss ich geben
How much do I have to give


Um zu fühlen?
To feel?


Bin ich denn verflucht?
Am I cursed?


Will ich wagen
Do I dare


Ist es gut
Is it good


Oder bin ich doch verflucht?
Or am I cursed?


Why am I sad?
Why am I sad?


When I have more than I ever had?
When I have more than I ever had?


Mein Leben ist einsam
My life is lonely


Ich bin zu schwach, um aufzustehen
I'm too weak to stand up


Gestreckt auf dem Boden, wie gelähmt
Stretched on the ground, as if paralyzed


Der Himmel ist zu schwer
The sky is too heavy


Meine eigenen Regeln sind mein Feind
My own rules are my enemy


Wie die Trägheit in mir
Like the lethargy in me


Und etwas zu ändern ist so schwer
And changing something is so hard


Ein Krieg den ich verlier
A war that I lose


Wie groß ist die Sehnsucht,
How strong is the longing,


die mich treibt - verlier ich meinen Mut?
That drives me forward - will I lose my courage?


Soll ich mich ergeben oder leben?
Should I surrender or live?


Das Leben nach der Flut
The life after the flood


Will ich wagen
Do I dare


Ist es gut
Is it good


Oder bin ich doch verflucht?
Or am I cursed?




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: EICCA TOPPINEN, MARTA JANDOVA

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Comments from YouTube:

Emiliano Herner

No comments on this masterpiece? My favourite among the three versions with vocals

Ewelina Woniakowska

Love every version

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