Never Wanted This (ft Justine
Armin van Buuren Lyrics


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Leave me on the outside
Where I can feel the rain fill off my shoes
Cover me with kisses
And I will soon forget what I've been through

Run away forever
Leave me with no forwarding address
Find another lover
And leave me in the motion of undress

[Chorus: Repeat 2X]
I never wanted this
I never asked you for anything
I never wanted this

Bitter sweet reception
Take my hand and look into my eyes
Father of invention
Only you could make a truth from lies

[Chorus:]
I never wanted this




I never asked you for anything
I never wanted this

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Never Wanted This" by Armin van Buuren address a sense of pain and loss after a relationship comes to an end. From the first verse onwards, the singer makes it clear that he would prefer to be left alone, outside, where he can feel the rain pouring on his shoes. He acknowledges the possibility that kisses might comfort him, but soon admits that this would only serve as a distraction from what he's been through. The chorus features the lines "I never wanted this, I never asked you for anything," which can be seen as a way of expressing the singer's frustration and hurt at being left alone, without having wanted it.


The second verse introduces a note of bitterness, as the singer speaks of a "bitter sweet reception" and the need for someone else to take his hand and look into his eyes. However, he also recognizes that the person he's referring to is likely the "father of invention," that is, the one responsible for making things happen or for creating the new situations and experiences that rendered the relationship impossible. The chorus repeats, emphasizing the sense of futility and sadness.


Overall, the lyrics of "Never Wanted This" convey a sense of resignation as well as a certain degree of hopelessness. The singer accepts that he never wanted the end of his relationship, and yet, he feels powerless to change the situation. The rain pouring on his shoes and the undress he finds himself in all seem to symbolize the bleakness and despair of the situation.


Line by Line Meaning

Leave me on the outside
Let me be alone and isolated, away from everyone and everything else


Where I can feel the rain fill off my shoes
In a place where I can let the rain dissolve my pain and wash away my sorrows


Cover me with kisses
Shower me with affection and love, put me in a state of ecstasy


And I will soon forget what I've been through
An offer to escape from memories and past hurt that now seems bearable with love and passion


Run away forever
Permanently distance yourself from me


Leave me with no forwarding address
Disappear without any trace or explanation


Find another lover
Move on with someone else and forget about what we had together


And leave me in the motion of undress
Leave me in a vulnerable and exposed state where emotions can run freely


Bitter sweet reception
Despite receiving mixed feelings, there’s still some semblance of happiness present


Take my hand and look into my eyes
Human contact that brings feelings of warmth and acceptance


Father of invention
The one who was my guide, my source of inspiration, the only one who could make me feel some sense of accomplishment


Only you could make a truth from lies
Only the one who hurt me could provide some form of honest insight for closure


I never wanted this
This was never what I desired or asked for


I never asked you for anything
You provided all these things even though I never requested or needed them


I never wanted this
This was never what I desired or asked for




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: ARMIN VAN BUUREN, JUSTINE SUISSA

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