Hey Rachel
As It Is Lyrics


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A decade's worth of damage done in unsaid words
We both know that's not what you deserved
There was always love, it was there but never spoken of
You held on when I was not enough

It's a shame, this has taken me so long to say

Hey Rachel, I'm sorry
I was younger and scared when you needed me
I was selfish and stubborn, a terrible brother
You don't have to forgive me
Hey Rachel, I'm sorry

I always knew that I was responsible to guide you through
But I was blind when looking out for you
I was self-absorbed but I try not to be anymore
I put your diary back in your drawer

It's a shame, this has taken me so long to say

Hey Rachel, I'm sorry
I was younger and scared when you needed me
I was selfish and stubborn, a terrible brother




You don't have to forgive me
Hey Rachel, I'm sorry

Overall Meaning

The song "Hey Rachel" by As It Is is a heartfelt apology from the singer to his sister. In the first verse, he acknowledges that they had an unspoken love between them, but he failed to express it. Over time, this lack of communication caused damage to their relationship. He admits that she deserved better and that she held on even when he wasn't enough. The second verse continues the theme of remorse for his behavior as a brother. He was aware that he was responsible for guiding her but admits that he was self-absorbed and wasn't looking out for her. He acknowledges that he was young and scared, selfish, and stubborn, but that he is trying to be better now. He ends the song with a sincere apology, acknowledging that she doesn't have to forgive him but that he wants her to know how sorry he is.


Line by Line Meaning

A decade's worth of damage done in unsaid words
Our relationship has been damaged for years due to things left unspoken between us


We both know that's not what you deserved
We both know that you deserved better than how I treated you


There was always love, it was there but never spoken of
Despite our issues, love was always present in our relationship, but we failed to express it to each other


You held on when I was not enough
You were there for me even when I wasn't able to meet your needs


It's a shame, this has taken me so long to say
I regret that it has taken me so long to apologize and express these feelings


Hey Rachel, I'm sorry
I am apologizing to Rachel


I was younger and scared when you needed me
I was young and afraid when you required my support


I was selfish and stubborn, a terrible brother
I was selfish and inflexible, a bad sibling


You don't have to forgive me
I don't expect you to forgive me, but I wanted to express my remorse


I always knew that I was responsible to guide you through
I recognized that it was my responsibility to help you navigate life


But I was blind when looking out for you
Although I knew my duty, I was unable to see what you truly needed


I was self-absorbed but I try not to be anymore
In the past, I was focused solely on myself, but now I am making an effort to change


I put your diary back in your drawer
As a gesture of my apology, I returned your private diary to its rightful place




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I have never been so emotional over a music video to a song that's so upbeat in my entire life.

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Agreed. I'va always liked and supported them, but like this album, this song is incredible. Same, but May. SO long to wait!!

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