Equilibrium
As Paradise Falls Lyrics


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I can feel it now, 

There’s a fire growing within my very chest, 

Slowly it begins to spread and inside I know, 

That this is all that I will feel, 

This is all that I can see, 

There is a darkness inside of me.
For where there torment there is hate, 

Where there is love there is also pain, 

I have been clawing at these walls to try and make an escape,
Am I insane or the only one who truly sees, 

What has now come to pass, 

And what is still to be?
For years these visions and images have been in my nightmares,

But now I see them as a guide as I remain, 

Vigilant,
My pulse is quickening, 

As I see my entire life flickering, 

Hold my heart in your hands and feel it beat, 

As my body convulses and my world begins to shake.
I won’t call these white walls a home anymore, 

I’ll rip the ceiling from the rafters,

I’ll burn this prison down,
The visions are flooding in, 

Now they are all that I see, 

You can’t tell me different, 

There is nothing you can do, 

To save me now,
There is a cancer, 

That is consuming, 

My entire body,
And should my visions start to shake, 

Will I remain, 

All I was born to be,
You can't,
Save me,
Clearly,
I am barely alive,
It seems my body harbours the darkness within me,




I've let it fester and grow,
I have given fear all control.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of As Paradise Falls's song Equilibrium describe a person who is struggling to manage the darkness and turmoil within them. The first stanza describes a feeling of growing fire within the person's chest that is spreading and consuming them. They acknowledge that darkness has taken over them and that it is all they can see or feel.


The second stanza speaks of the duality of human emotions- where there is love, there is also pain and where there is torment, there is hate. The person feels trapped and has been trying to escape from the torment by clawing at the walls. They question their sanity and whether they are the only one who can see what is happening to them.


The third stanza reveals that the person has had visions and nightmares of this darkness for years, and now they feel that the visions are a guide. Their pulse quickens, and they feel their entire life flickering. They speak of the cancer that is consuming them and how they have let fear take control of their life.


Overall, the song Equilibrium is about a person who is struggling with their inner demons and trying to find balance within themselves. The lyrics describe the pain and darkness within, the struggle to escape it, and the hopelessness of the situation.


Line by Line Meaning

I can feel it now,
I'm sensing something growing inside of me


There’s a fire growing within my very chest,
Something unsettling is happening inside


Slowly it begins to spread and inside I know,
I feel it taking over me gradually


That this is all that I will feel,
This will end up being the only thing I experience


This is all that I can see,
I can't envision anything else


There is a darkness inside of me.
I'm struggling with inner demons


For where there torment there is hate,
Pain leads to resentment


Where there is love there is also pain,
Love can also be a source of hurt


I have been clawing at these walls to try and make an escape,
I've been trying to find a way out


Am I insane or the only one who truly sees,
I'm questioning my sanity


What has now come to pass,
What's happening now


And what is still to be?
What's yet to come


For years these visions and images have been in my nightmares,
I've been haunted by these thoughts for a long time


But now I see them as a guide as I remain,
Now I'm trying to make sense of them


Vigilant,
I'm alert and watchful


My pulse is quickening,
I'm starting to panic


As I see my entire life flickering,
I feel like my life is flashing before my eyes


Hold my heart in your hands and feel it beat,
You can feel how scared I am


As my body convulses and my world begins to shake.
I'm going through a physical reaction


I won’t call these white walls a home anymore,
I don't feel comfortable here anymore


I’ll rip the ceiling from the rafters,
I'll destroy this place


I’ll burn this prison down,
I'll take extreme measures to escape


The visions are flooding in,
I'm overwhelmed with thoughts


Now they are all that I see,
That's all I can think about


You can’t tell me different,
I won't listen to anything else


There is nothing you can do,
I'm beyond help


To save me now,
There's no way to rescue me


There is a cancer,
I'm being consumed by something


That is consuming,
It's slowly taking over


My entire body,
I'm being completely affected


And should my visions start to shake,
If I lose control


Will I remain,
Will I still be who I was


All I was born to be,
The person I was meant to become


You can't,
It's impossible


Save me,
I need saving from myself


Clearly,
It's obvious


I am barely alive,
I'm not doing well


It seems my body harbours the darkness within me,
It feels like there's something sinister inside me


I've let it fester and grow,
I've allowed it to develop


I have given fear all control.
I've let fear take over.




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Kurt Tanner

well guys... that was fucken sick. 

Darcy Mahady

I'm digging this guys

Judge Shred

Happy birthday my big brother, my favourite guitarists and just one of my biggest idols and inspirations in general. I miss you so much homie. Hope you’re watching over us in that interstellar galaxy you now call home. #Glenny420forever

This video rules, sooo good

John Frogman

His vocal cords are gonna fucking rip in two, epic song and band though

Scott Pedersen

As soon as I saw Austin Dickey on the mic, it was a instant favorite from me. Keep shredding, lads. Seeing you at The Kings Arms in New Zealand was fucking mint! \m/

Dan Rob

Right! xD

Scott Pedersen

I'm aware, lol. I went on to their website and found out how truly wrong I was xD But shit, they could pass for twins, I swear.

Dan Rob

+Scott Pedersen Thats not Austin Dickey but it sure does sound and look like him lol. It's Danny Kenneally

666DARKTOBI

Holy shit! This shit was brutal and sick!! \m/

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