Lost My Mind
As Tall As Lions Lyrics


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Close to home
Far from me
I thought I lost my goddamn mind trying to be all that you want me to be
And now you're gone, gone, gone
You won't look at me

Kodachrome is how I see
All the world's in black and white, red, blue, and green
The moment's locked up in our machine
And now they're gone, gone, gone




Oh, they're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
From my memory

Overall Meaning

In "Lost My Mind" by As Tall As Lions, the lyrics depict a feeling of confusion and frustration towards a relationship. The first verse talks about being physically close to home but emotionally far from the person the singer is addressing. The singer admits to losing their mind while trying to meet the expectations and demands of the other person, which ultimately results in their departure. The chorus emphasizes the aftermath of their departure, with the person avoiding eye contact and leaving the singer feeling lost and alone.


The second verse brings up the concept of how we remember moments in our life. The singer mentions the colors of Kodachrome film as a metaphor for how they remember the world. In contrast, they state that the memories are locked up in our machine, hinting at the idea of how technology and social media affect the way we remember moments in our lives. The chorus repeats itself, highlighting how these memories are now gone from the singer's memory.


Overall, the song conveys a sense of disconnection and loss brought about by a failed relationship. It also touches on the idea of how technology and social media have changed the way we remember and document important moments in our lives.


Line by Line Meaning

Close to home
I am physically near my house


Far from me
Yet emotionally separated from myself


I thought I lost my goddamn mind trying to be all that you want me to be
I felt like I was going insane attempting to live up to your expectations


And now you're gone, gone, gone
You are no longer present in my life


You won't look at me
You refuse to acknowledge my existence


Kodachrome is how I see
I view the world through the lens of Kodachrome film


All the world's in black and white, red, blue, and green
The colors of the world are limited to these few hues


The moment's locked up in our machine
Our memories are captured and preserved by technology


And now they're gone, gone, gone
But these captured moments are now lost


Oh, they're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
Completely vanished from my memory


From my memory
These treasured memories are no longer retrievable




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Joshua Ramírez R.

Lyrics:
Close to home
Far from me
I thought I lost my goddamn mind
Trying to be all that you want me to be
And now you're gone, gone, gone
You won't look at me


Kodachrome is how I see
All the world's in black and white, red, blue, and green
The moment's locked up in our machine
And now they're gone, gone, gone
Oh, they're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
From my memory

Wake up in his
We rose a toast to the rest
But nobody cares
If I let it in
Who knows what's staying under my skin



All comments from YouTube:

steve pobst

My son introduced me to this song. About a year later my wife had an affair and left me. I remember sitting with my son, putting together a jigsaw puzzle and listening to TAL songs including this one. I thought "Surely I'm going to die. My heart is going to just stop or I'm going to explode or something. Because surely a human body can't go on hurting this badly." This song brings back that memory, but it's ok now. That was nearly ten years ago. I've been happily remarried for two years now and nearly all the pain from that memory is gone now.

JoBeth Jones

our saw gunner in afgainistan showed me this album when we were overseas it was cool... then we got back and he got out of the army and wrecked his bike killing himself after only being out for about 2 weeks... i was destroyed. I remember going back to the barracks and just listening to this song and whole album on repeat. - ryan manuel

Shant Kouyoumdjian

Beautiful songs like these can't never ever die out. I was 16 when I first started listening to ATAL. It helped me get through anxiety and bullying when i was over weight. This song help me come alive and it just glistens my life. I hate that they don't play anymore. Ten years later guys I'm still here holding on to those memories your songs have made me. Thank you for you talents and what you have given me. I will forever love this band.

Joshua Ramírez R.

Lyrics:
Close to home
Far from me
I thought I lost my goddamn mind
Trying to be all that you want me to be
And now you're gone, gone, gone
You won't look at me


Kodachrome is how I see
All the world's in black and white, red, blue, and green
The moment's locked up in our machine
And now they're gone, gone, gone
Oh, they're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
From my memory

Wake up in his
We rose a toast to the rest
But nobody cares
If I let it in
Who knows what's staying under my skin

Gonzalo Ortega

This song takes me to such a serene state

Christo

The most classy sad song ever.

della

this song sums up my life right now

Vincent Poprocky

@CarmineMacLean "Asleep in the Sea" - A collaboration with Kimbra Johnson. Her voice elsewhere on the record as well, albeit in the background.

Sabrina Valenzuela

This song makes me sad.

Romance

@vincentpoprocky Thxs. I've been listening to this forever and never did find out who it was.

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