Decent Cancer
Ashbury Heights Lyrics


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There's a plague that goes on and on
It's lethal in size and it hurts like a thorn in my side
It's renowned far and wide as the name of our downfall
The name that will bury us all
It's a God among gods
It's a cancer within
It's the father of sin and of love and desire and jealousy
It's the sum of all parts and we call it the human heart

It doesn't know how I take my coffee
It doesn't care how I play my part
It doesn't care about truth or lies
And it never gives any good advice
It doesn't care if I'm suicidal
No consideration for my precious hind
Doesn't give a damn if I stand or fall
And it's got a beat that says it all

Still it's a decent cancer
That's keeping me alive
Eating me alive

There's a kindred of flames
A secret society of one
A spawn of the sun that burns like a candle behind my eyes
A searing light from which I cannot run
It's a thing of beauty and flesh and of stone
Like a castle
A throne
Where kings and queens were crowned to rot
It's the heart of it all and it's the only heart we've got

It doesn't know how I take my coffee
It doesn't care how I play my part
It doesn't care about truth or lies
And it never gives any good advice
It doesn't care if I'm suicidal
No consideration for my precious hind
Doesn't give a damn if I stand or fall
And it's got a beat that says it all

Still it's a decent cancer




That's keeping me alive
Eating me alive

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Ashbury Heights’ “Decent Cancer” tackle the complicated and sometimes detrimental nature of the human heart. The song presents the heart as a kind of plague, a God among gods and a cancer within, that is both the source of our desire and love, as well as our downfall. It is a sum of all parts that is indifferent to the individual: it neither cares about the truth or lies, nor about our ups and downs. Despite its destructive tendencies, however, the heart is also presented as a necessary force that keeps us alive, which the singer describes as a “decent cancer”.


The song continues to explore the idea of the heart as a kind of fire that burns bright and is both beautiful and destructive. The heart is a secret society of one, a place where kings and queens are crowned to rot. It is a vital part of our being, but it is also an unsympathetic force that can devour us from the inside out. The song suggests that there is a paradox at the heart of the human experience: we need the heart to live, but it can also lead to our ruin.


Ashbury Heights’ “Decent Cancer” is a complex meditation on the human heart that balances the positive and negative aspects of this vital organ. It suggests that, despite its often destructive tendencies, the heart is a necessary force in our lives that we cannot live without.


Line by Line Meaning

There's a plague that goes on and on
A never-ending epidemic exists


It's lethal in size and it hurts like a thorn in my side
The disease is deadly and causes immense pain


It's renowned far and wide as the name of our downfall
This disease is recognized worldwide as the cause of our downfall


The name that will bury us all
This disease will eventually destroy us all


It's a God among gods
This disease is powerful and all-consuming


It's a cancer within
It's a disease that infiltrates and corrupts from the inside


It's the father of sin and of love and desire and jealousy
This disease is the origin of all sins and emotions


It's the sum of all parts and we call it the human heart
The human heart is the culmination of all these things


It doesn't know how I take my coffee
The human heart is indifferent to personal preferences


It doesn't care how I play my part
The human heart doesn't consider individual roles or actions


It doesn't care about truth or lies
The human heart is unconcerned with honesty or deceit


And it never gives any good advice
The human heart is not a reliable source of guidance


It doesn't care if I'm suicidal
The human heart isn't affected by suicidal thoughts or actions


No consideration for my precious hind
It doesn't factor in personal attachments or affections


Doesn't give a damn if I stand or fall
The human heart is indifferent to success or failure


And it's got a beat that says it all
The human heart's rhythm is a testament to its power


Still it's a decent cancer
Despite its destructive nature, the human heart is a force for survival


That's keeping me alive
Our human heart, flawed as it may be, is essential to our survival


Eating me alive
But it's simultaneously consuming and corrupting us from within




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