House On Fire
Assemblage Lyrics
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With unsteady hands
Searching for the remnants
Of a broken man
A history of hollow lives
And low ideals
A backlog of wrongdoing
I stand up
And walk away from the dross
Towards the doorway
Of our mutual and harrowing loss
The only way I know
To shake myself of this curse
Is to bring myself to something
That is measurably worse
I sought refuge in a house on fire
I took shelter in a wall of flame
I built a prison in my own subconscious
There's nothing else left
Nothing else left to blame
Nothing else left
Emerging from the wreckage
Of a life that once was
Confounded by the damage
My own psyche does
I bear the scars
Of an insufferable will
And the tyrannical reign
It threatens to instill
Some seek control
By grabbing hold of their lives
In a futile attempt
To help themselves survive
I dig myself
Into a much deeper hole
Running from a fate
That I can never control
I sought refuge in a house on fire
I took shelter in a wall of flame
I built a prison in my own subconscious
There's nothing else left
Nothing else left to blame
Nothing else left
I woke up
In a column of ash
While the world came down
In a horrible crash
I was naive
For ever wanting this much
Using self-deception
As my only crutch
Footsteps diverge
From the path they once walked
Words are eclipsed
By the language they talked
Actions betrayed
By promises broken
Flames consume intentions
Best left unspoken
I sought refuge in a house on fire
I took shelter in a wall of flame
I built a prison in my own subconscious
There's nothing else left
Nothing else left to blame
Nothing else left to blame
The lyrics to Assemblage's song House on Fire depict a person who is deeply wounded and attempting to navigate through the aftermath of their own destructive behavior. The first verse describes the process of sifting through the ashes, trying to find something salvageable from the wreckage of what was once a life. The second verse delves deeper into the root of the problem, describing a "history of hollow lives and low ideals" and a "backlog of wrongdoing" that cannot be concealed.
The chorus reveals the singer's coping mechanism: seeking refuge in a house on fire, taking shelter in a wall of flame, and building a prison in their own subconscious. The repetition of the phrase "nothing else left to blame" emphasizes the singer's sense of hopelessness and resignation.
The third verse offers a glimmer of hope as the singer emerges from the wreckage and confronts their own psyche. The scars they bear are difficult to overcome, but they are determined to try. However, the fourth verse suggests that this attempt may be futile as the singer realizes the extent of their own self-deception and the impossibility of controlling their fate.
Overall, the lyrics of House on Fire offer a poignant portrayal of the pain and self-destructiveness that can result from personal turmoil and the desperate attempts to cope with it.
Line by Line Meaning
Sifting through the ashes
Trying to find something meaningful in the ruins
With unsteady hands
Feeling nervous and anxious while going through the ashes
Searching for the remnants
Looking for any remaining evidence of what once was
Of a broken man
Trying to uncover what went wrong with the person who used to inhabit this life
A history of hollow lives
A past filled with emptiness and unfulfillment
And low ideals
With standards and morals that are not very high
A backlog of wrongdoing
A long history of doing bad things
We can never conceal
These things cannot be hidden or erased
I stand up
Making a decision to do something different
And walk away from the dross
Leaving behind the negative and worthless things
Towards the doorway
Moving towards a new direction
Of our mutual and harrowing loss
Of the painful experience that we both share
The only way I know
This is the only method I have found
To shake myself of this curse
To break free from the bad luck that has been following me
Is to bring myself to something
To make myself face something that is difficult or uncertain
That is measurably worse
That is clearly and definitely worse than what I am dealing with now
I sought refuge in a house on fire
I looked for safety in something that was bound to hurt me
I took shelter in a wall of flame
I tried to protect myself from danger by putting myself in more danger
I built a prison in my own subconscious
I trapped myself in my own negative thoughts and feelings
There's nothing else left
Everything I had or could have had is gone
Emerging from the wreckage
Coming out of the disaster
Of a life that once was
Of the life that I used to have
Confounded by the damage
Confused and overwhelmed by the harm that has been caused
My own psyche does
The damage has mostly been caused by my own thoughts and feelings
I bear the scars
I have physical and emotional evidence of the harm that has been done
Of an insufferable will
Of a stubborn and difficult-to-deal-with mindset
And the tyrannical reign
And the negative influence that this mindset has had over my life
It threatens to instill
It has the potential to cause even more harm
Some seek control
Some people try to take charge of their lives
By grabbing hold of their lives
By taking decisive action
In a futile attempt
In an unsuccessful effort
To help themselves survive
To try to make things better for themselves
I dig myself
I make things worse for myself
Into a much deeper hole
I put myself into an even worse situation
Running from a fate
Trying to avoid something bad that could happen
That I can never control
That is beyond my ability to influence or manage
I woke up
I became aware
In a column of ash
In the middle of destruction and waste
While the world came down
While everything fell apart
In a horrible crash
In a terrible disaster
I was naive
I was too innocent or inexperienced
For ever wanting this much
For wanting something so badly that it blinded me to reality
Using self-deception
Lying to myself in order to believe something that isn't true
As my only crutch
Relying on this lie to support my mental and emotional well-being
Footsteps diverge
Paths start to separate
From the path they once walked
From the direction they used to take in their lives
Words are eclipsed
Words are becoming less important
By the language they talked
By the wider context of what they're expressing
Actions betrayed
Actions reveal something that was hidden
By promises broken
By commitments that were not kept
Flames consume intentions
Bad or destructive actions overshadow and overpower good intentions
Best left unspoken
Things that are better off not discussed or shared
Nothing else left to blame
There is no one and nothing else I can point the finger at for what has happened
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