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8th Grade Crush
At Will Lyrics
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Back when there was reason to feel the hype
Somethin' bout it makes it difficult to describe
Just been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
Lately I- Lately I've been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
Back when there was reason to feel the hype
Somethin' bout it makes it difficult to describe
Just been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
Days start out as depressing
But by the end they're an actual blessing
As I listen to songs I used to repeat
And every single time I hear their beat
My mind flashes back to 8th grade
Back when I was still very afraid
Reminded of all the friends that I have lost
As I sat at home just feelin' lost
Now everything is warped and twisted
But I didn't give up, and instead persisted
When all I wanted was to feel found
But no one took time to look around
Lately I- Lately I've been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
Back when there was reason to feel the hype
Somethin' bout it makes it difficult to describe
Just been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
Lately I- Lately I've been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
Back when there was reason to feel the hype
Somethin' bout it makes it difficult to describe
Just been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
Within these songs, I relive two years
I melt into music pain disappears
These memories remind me of when nothing mattered
But when I turn the music off my mind is scattered
My mind flashes back to the 8th grade
I remember all the new friends I have made
I just wanted close friends and I found some
I'll still remember those where I came from
I'd lay awake at night with my head hurtin'
I'd think back then realize life is uncertain
Now I realize that there is limited time
To live my life through my prime
Lately I- Lately I've been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
Back when there was reason to feel the hype
Somethin' bout it makes it difficult to describe
Just been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
Lately I- Lately I've been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
Back when there was reason to feel the hype
Somethin' bout it makes it difficult to describe
Just been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
The lyrics to At Will's 8th Grade Crush delve into the complex emotions of nostalgia and the longing to return to a simpler time. The opening lines, "Lately I've been feelin' this 8th grade vibe," sets the nostalgic tone of the song. The singer is reflecting back on his younger self, specifically the time in 8th grade when everything seemed more exciting and meaningful. The energy and excitement of that time was something he could feel, but has trouble putting into words, with the lines "Somethin' bout it makes it difficult to describe."
The lyrics also explore the bittersweet nature of reminiscing about the past. The singer reflects on the friendships he had in 8th grade and the struggles he faced, such as feeling lost and not being seen by others. He uses music as a way to retreat into those memories and relive the excitement of those times. However, when he turns off the music, he is left with the realization that time has passed, friends have been lost or moved on, and life is uncertain.
Ultimately, the song is a reflection on the fleeting nature of time and the longing to return to a time that was more exciting and meaningful. The singer recognizes that he cannot actually turn back time, but he can use his memories to stay connected to his past and find beauty in the present.
Line by Line Meaning
Lately I've been feelin' this 8th grade vibe
I've been experiencing a certain feeling or nostalgia similar to what I felt in 8th grade
Back when there was reason to feel the hype
In 8th grade, there was a reason to feel excited and enthusiastic about things.
Somethin' bout it makes it difficult to describe
The feeling is hard to articulate or explain.
Days start out as depressing
The mornings are often difficult and upsetting.
But by the end they're an actual blessing
However, as the day transitions to evening, it starts to feel better and more positive.
As I listen to songs I used to repeat
Listening to music I loved in 8th grade brings back memories and emotions.
And every single time I hear their beat
Each time I listen to these songs, I feel transported back in time to 8th grade.
My mind flashes back to 8th grade
My thoughts and emotions are brought back to that specific time in my life.
Back when I was still very afraid
I was still dealing with a lot of fear and insecurity during that time.
Reminded of all the friends that I have lost
The music reminds me of friends I may have lost touch with since 8th grade.
As I sat at home just feelin' lost
Sometimes I feel lost and alone when I think about those old memories.
Now everything is warped and twisted
Things are different now and not always in a positive way.
But I didn't give up, and instead persisted
Despite the challenges, I've stayed strong and persevered.
When all I wanted was to feel found
In 8th grade, I was searching for a sense of belonging and friendship.
But no one took time to look around
Unfortunately, I didn't always feel seen or heard by others during that time.
Within these songs, I relive two years
These particular songs bring me back to a specific time period in my life.
I melt into music pain disappears
The music has a powerful effect on me and can help me forget about painful emotions.
These memories remind me of when nothing mattered
In 8th grade, things felt simpler and less complicated.
But when I turn the music off my mind is scattered
When the music stops, my thoughts can become jumbled and chaotic.
I remember all the new friends I have made
Looking back on that time, I can remember the joy of making new friends.
I just wanted close friends and I found some
Finding close friends was important to me and I'm grateful to have found them.
I'd lay awake at night with my head hurtin'
At times during 8th grade, I struggled with insomnia and headaches.
I'd think back then realize life is uncertain
In those moments, I would reflect on the uncertain nature of life.
Now I realize that there is limited time
As I look back on 8th grade and beyond, I am aware that time is precious.
To live my life through my prime
I want to make the most of my life and live it to the fullest.
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: William Collier
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
sad little lady
Kylee Harrigan
Girl: Do you even want to be with me forever?
Boy: No
Girl: do you even like me ?
Boy: No
Girl: would you cry if I walked away?
Boy: No
She heard enough and was hurt.....She walked away with tears in her eyes
The boy grabbed her arm
Boy: I wouldn't want to be with you forever....I need to be with you forever
Boy: I dont like you.... I love you
Boy: I wouldn't cry if you walked away
Boy whispers : Plz stay with me
Girl : i will
*tonight your true love will realize they love you
*something good will happen to you between 1-4 pm
*tomarrow it could be anywhere
*get ready for the shock of your life
*if you dont passthis video to five more videos you'll have bad luck in relationship for the next years
LanaJade Adkins
OH MY GOSH MY CRUSH DID SOME OF THESE TO ME...
he asked me if he wanted me to sit with him even though I sit with my friends everyday
He stared at me for like a full 10 seconds and then patted his face and said "snap out of it!"
And when he asked me for a pencil, he dropped it and then I gave it to him and we touched hands and we both dropped the pencil and we laughed together..
DOES HE LIKE ME?!?!?
Also... he said I was perfect 😇😇
Elle :3
I have a kind of crush story.
so, I have a crush that has gone to my school for 3 years.
in 4th grade, I liked him. a lot. I told my friend at the time, who was fake, and told my crush I liked him(we r not friends anymore).
at lunch that day, he rejected me, and we didn't talk for like 2 years.
it wasn't that bad, because my crush was kind of stupid.
now I like him AGAIN and he is one of my best friends. I told some GOOD friends and guess what? they didn't tell him! what a coincidence that GOOD FRIENDS didn't tell!!!
but yeah, he lives literally down the street from me, and it's summer now, and my parents are strict, so I haven't seen him, in like, a month, and it has felt like literally the longest month ever.
so yeah, hope u enjoyed that short-ish story.
Rosabelle Raymundo
Girl : do you ever want to be with me forever
Boy: no
Girl: do you even like me?
Boy: no
Girl: would you cry if I walked away?
Boy:no
She heard enough and was hurt..... she walked away with tears in her eyes
The boy grabbed her arm
Boy: you are not pretty... you are beautiful
Boy: I don’t want to be with you forever...I would die if you walked away
Boy whispers: plz stay with me
Girl: I will
*tonight your true love will realize they love you
*something good will happen to you between 1-4pm
*tomorrow it can be anywhere
*get ready for the shock of your life
*if you don’t pass this to five more videos...you’ll have better luck in relations for the next ten years
Tanvir Khanuja
Okay im in 8th grade
Its the first day of school
And i am sitting alone at a table at lunch
And my crush just called to sit with him
So let me get this straight
Is this a damn coincidence??? I'd rather not say
kali
ok ya'll, im boutta do one in the comments
The first day of the new semester.
You searched for your bestfriend, who wasn't replying to your texts, or voicemails. The halls were crowded with the other students, and even new ones. You couldn't find her anywhere, it was like she disappeared. You ended up giving up, and sat down to eat something to fill your empty stomach.
Soon after, you receive a text from your bestfriend (Aria).
{Aria} > [ Sorry I wasn't there this morning, slept in. ]
[ That's not like you, are you alright? ] < {You}
{Aria} > [ Of course! Just tired.. ]
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Something felt wrong, but you shrugged it off. You had to get to class anyway, it would suck if you were to be late on the first day of the new semester.
As you walk into the room, there were so many unfamiliar faces that you couldn't tell if you were in the correct homeroom or not. You sat down anyway, but was well aware that you might've had to move.
"Welcome to my homeroom, if you're new, welcome! I'm Mr. Nygaard, however if you know me already, it's good to see you."
Nope, you were definitely in the right homegroup.
The teacher did some explaining, introduced some new kids, but then.. A student you couldn't recognize walked in. He/she was perfect, he/she looked exactly like a guy/girl you could dream about.
His/Her voice snapped you back into reality, as you watched the student and Mr. Nygaard discuss while she/he was late. You began to daydream again, looking at him/her.
You were once again, snapped back into reality as something touched your shoulder. You shook your head and looked up as the same boy/girl who was late hovering over you.
"Did you say something?" You asked, slightly dazed into their good looks.
"Yeah, can I sit here?" He/she says, impatiently.
You were completely oblivious that the seat next to you was empty, usually sitting on a double desk sucked, but you were over the moon that he/she actually came over.
After class, this was your chance to talk to him/her.
"So, what is your name?" You ask them, whilst pretending to be packing up stuff.
(Let's say your crush's name is Cole, and if it's a female then they can be Colle)
"Cole/Colle Evans." he/she replies, his/her beautiful eyes staring right into yours.
The amount of time you spent losing yourself in them, the quicker they said
"Gotta blast."
You were totally into Cole/Colle
{LIKE & COMMENT FOR PART 2}
Kinoko Draws A Lot
Awesome! I have a story too. I don't want to sound like I'm just trying to get attention, but I have the link to the website in any of my videos's description if anybody wants to read more. I write a book series called "The Journal of Emma Edwards". Here's the first chapter.
Monday August 31
BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. What better way to start eighth grade when you just moved to Los Angeles, California than to wake up to a loud, horrible sound and notice that you’re late?
I quickly sat up, put my glasses and slippers on, and ran down the stairs into the kitchen. “Good morning, Emma.”. My mom was making pancakes and my sister, Mia was quietly sitting at the table, waiting for one. “Are da pancakes awmost done, mommy?”, she asked and pulled a plate toward her.
Mia’s only 5 years old, so she has trouble pronouncing some sounds and words.
That’s when Drew came stomping in. He was opening cupboards and drawers and throwing everything out of them. “What are you looking for, Drew?”, my mom asked. “My IPod.”, he muttered. “Where is it?”. “Drew! You don’t need to take your IPod to school!”, my mom scolded. “Just sit down and eat your breakfast.”. Drew sat down next to me and spilt orange juice all over me when he tried to put it in his cup. “DREW!”, I shouted. “Do you know what, Mom? I’ll just eat breakfast later. I need to take shower.”. I ran up the stairs and took a shower. Once I was done, I went back downstairs to FINALLY get my breakfast. “Emma Esmeralda Edwards! The bus is here! Get your shoes on before it leaves!”, my mom shouted. As I was getting my shoes on, my mom ran into the kitchen and came back with a pop tart. She it gave to me, opened the door, and jokingly said, “Go! Get out of here!”.
Then, she pushed me out of the house and closed the door. But just as I got outside, the bus slowly began to move. It was leaving without me! I ran down the sidewalk, running after the bus. “WAIT!”, I shouted. “WAIT FOR ME!”. But the bus driver didn’t hear me and he kept on driving. Finally, the bus stopped at the end of the road and I quickly got on the back of it and HELD ON FOR MY DEAR LIFE.
Then, a girl in the back noticed me. I waved at her to tell the bus to stop. She nodded at me and the bus did what I wanted it to do. The doors opened up and I got in and went toward the back. “A pop tart? Really?”, another girl scoffed. “Only babies eat pop tarts.”. “Excuse me? Who are you to judge me?”, I asked. “I’m Debbie and this is Riley.”. Debbie pointed at the girl next to her. “I’m Emma.”, I said. Riley laughed. “You mean Dilemma.”, she corrected and put in her ear buds. I just glared at them and listened to the loud rock music that Riley was playing until the girl that stopped the bus came over. “Ignore her, Emma.”, she said. "I’m Amy.”, Amy said. “Do you want to sit with me?”. “Sure!”, I exclaimed. Then, we walked away from Debbie and Riley, sat down, gave each other our phone numbers, and talked until we got to school.
Once we got to school, everybody was excited to get off of the bus. “Slow your rolls, losers!”. Debbie stood up with Riley. “Since Bishop Middle School is MY mom’s school, we get to get off of the bus first.”. I stood up too. “Says who?”, I asked. “Says ME.”, Debbie replied. Then, she walked toward the front of the bus. “Stop!”. I blocked her from the door. “You don’t make the rules around here!”. “Yes. I can.”, Debbie argued. “I can sue people if they don’t listen to me.”. She pushed me to the side and got off of the bus. “Also, why don’t you try wearing contacts and using a clear retainer instead of glasses and braces! And get new clothes!”. Then, she walked away. “I like my glasses.”, I muttered to myself.
Once I got into school, I went to my locker to find my books for my first class, reading and writing, but I didn’t know where the class room was. “You new here?”. A boy came over and opened the locker next to me. “Uhhh...yeah.”, I replied. “Actually, I was hoping that somebody could show me to the ELA class room if you don’t mind.”. “Sure. I’m going there anyway.”, the boy said. We started walking. “I’m Tony. You?”. “Emma.”, I muttered. “I’m new here.”. Tony gave me a weird look. “I know.”, he said. “You already told me that.”. “Oh. I’m sorry.”. I pushed my glasses up. There was an awkward silence. I looked down at his arm, which had a cast on it. “So, what happened to your arm?”, I asked. “Oh. Well, I tried doing a backflip on a trampoline...and obviously failed.”, Tony replied. “That’s why everybody calls me ‘Danger’, but I'm actually getting this off on Wednesday.”.
Once we finally got to the ELA class room, Tony and I sat next to each other in the back row.
My ELA teacher, Mrs. Wright, came in and wrote a name on the board...except it wasn’t ANY name. It was MY name!
“Students, we have somebody new today.”, Mrs. Wright announced. “Emma, come up and introduce yourself.”. I stood up and walked to the front of the class room. “Hey, guys.”, I said. I sighed, not knowing what else to say. I looked over at Debbie and Riley. That’s when I had a complete panic attack and said that my name was Dilemma Edwards. Just great! Just when I thought that my first day of school was going AWESOME, I embarrassed myself in front of everybody. Everybody started to laugh, so I covered my face and ran back to my desk. “Quiet, everybody!”, Mrs. Wright shouted. “Let’s start our class now.”. Then, she began to blab off and I couldn’t pay attention, so I pulled out a notebook to draw. I looked around the class room to get an idea and I looked at Tony. He looked really fun to draw, but I couldn’t let him see my notebook or he might think I would have a crush on him or something.
10 minutes later, I finished drawing Tony. “Cool drawing.”, Tony complemented. “Is that me?”. “Uh...no! Of course not!”, I sputtered. “It’s...you.”. Tony gave me another weird look. “Well, whether it’s me or not, you’re still really talented.”.
After school was over, Amy texted me.
Amy: Hey emma can u meet me at ur locker real quick
Me: Ok im on my way
Once I got to my locker, I saw Amy standing there, waiting for me. “What’s wrong?”, I asked. “Nothing.”, Amy replied. “I was just going to the mall and I thought that you might want to come.”. “Sure!”, I said. “Just let me text my mom.”.
Me: mom is it ok if i go with my friend to the mall
My mom: who
Me: my new friend amy so can i go with her
My mom: sure just be home by dinner which is in 2 hours
Me: ok
Then, Tony walked by and caught my attention. “Bye, Emma! I’ll see you tomorrow!”, he said and left. Amy gave me the same strange look that Tony gave me and smirked. “We have to get to Starbucks as quick as we can!”, she exclaimed. “We have things to talk about!”.
Once we got to the mall, we went to Starbucks, got 2 unicorn frappuccinos, and sat down. “So? How do you know that Danger kid?”, Amy asked. “Well, he has a locker next to mine and we have all of the same classes together.”, I replied. “He actually thinks I’m good at drawing, but I’m not the best.”. I dug in my backpack and pulled out the drawing of him to show Amy. “YOU DREW DANGER?”, Amy shrieked. “DO YOU LIKE HIM OR SOMETHING?”. “Well, no. Yes. Maybe!”, I sputtered. “I mean...he kind of makes me nervous.”. “SO, YOU DO LIKE HIM!”, Amy shouted. All of the sudden, everybody in Starbucks went quiet and looked at us. “Ssshhh!”, I scolded. “I don’t want anybody to know!”. “He SOOO likes you back!.”, Amy said. “I didn’t say that I liked him!”, I whisper-shouted. “Yes. You did. You said, ‘Yes.’ and then, ‘Maybe.’.”. I stood up. “How about we bring these with us and shop now?”, I suggested. “I only have 2 hours.”.
Then, we went to a few different stores and shopped. Since I had a lot of money saved up for a shopping spree, I was able to buy a lot of things. Tomorrow, I was going to look like a whole new person. I bought new clothes, new makeup, a mini backpack, contacts, and (just because it was cheap) a journal. Plus, I’m going to get my braces off in a week AND I thought I wasn’t going to use the journal very much, but look what you’re reading right now!
So, my first day of school wasn’t that bad. I have 2 new friends and that’s all that really matters. Although, for the one friend, I took some time and thought about and I DO like him, but I probably don’t stand a CHANCE being with him! But miracles happen, you know!
Do you like it?
Random Person
My crush bullies my best friend.
He is popular and is a player.
He did bad things to almost every girl in the school.
Including all of my friends.
After some days I realised that I had feelings for my friend(who is a boy) now.
I confessed to him yesterday or should I say I was going to when I found out that he has a girlfriend.
His girlfriend loves him a lot and maybe more than me.
I have given up on love!
💔🖤🖤🖤💔💔💔💔
#singleteam
It's Me Chickadee
“It’s your first day or 8th grade at a new school”
“You were so excited to see your friends”
Ummm, what friends
Dharshini Shiv
MY ONE LIKE IS GON MAKE THIS COMMENT 1K LOL....LOLOLOL
Jack The PBS Kid
Yep i don't Have Any Friends Because I'm the only quiet kid
Bella
Paige Dalton maybe like she’s going to the same district but a new building ??
Laila Byles
it could've been a school in a district, my school is in one, and every three years we go to a new school but with the same superintendent and all the same kids (plus some new kids)
Ava Aguilar
Ikr
Alana somera
Omg i was dying when it said "you finally finished crying and went to lunch"
Edit: oh wow thanks for the likes
Obama [Last Name]
Alana somera I feel you
Mary Solario
Alana somera same
Kai Zee
bruhhh i wheezin like omg mood😂