Next to You
Atmosphere Lyrics


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Darlin' you don't even know
I'm layin' right next to you
Sometime I feel so alone
That I don't know what to do
I don't know why, I don't know why
(I said) I don't know why, I don't know why

I was out with my crew tonight
We were all gettin' super nice
I had so much to drink that you'd think
I'm 'bout to go and paint the bathroom sink, pink
Rule number one, always puke alone
The second rule is always puke at home
I guess it's time to go
Didn't see nobody from my family around
So I went outside to flag a taxi down
I told a cab to take thirty-five south and let the windows down
I got to air myself out
I put a new piece of gum in my mouth
As the car pulled up right in front of the house
And all that I can think about is how much I love fucking you
I can't wait to get inside
But I never considered that you'd be fast to sleep
And now I'm masturbating with some Vaseline
And

Darlin' you don't even know
I'm layin' right next to you
Sometime I feel so alone
That I don't know what to do
I don't know why, I don't know why
(I said) I don't know why, I don't know why

I'd love to press my face into the flesh
In between your pregnant breasts
I'd love to squeeze your butt and make you horny
But I know you gotta wake up in the morning
So I'mma just lay next to you
And think about when I make sex to you
It probably sound kinda perverted, I imagine
But that ain't enough to make me wanna curb my enthusiasm
It feels so right in my left
And I don't think she protest if I don't leave a mess
I disappear into the smell of your hair
And it's becoming apparent that I'm becoming coherent
With my mind on my business, fist full of carnal
Blurry with the vision I'm spinnin' like a marble
Fade to black way under the shellac
Can't fap, too wasted
If you was awake you'd laugh
And

Darlin' you don't even know
I'm layin' right next to you
Sometime I feel so alone
That I don't know what to do
I don't know why, I don't know why
(I said) I don't know why, I don't know why

Darlin' you don't even know
I'm layin' right next to you
Sometime I feel so alone
That I don't know what to do




I don't know why, I don't know why
(I said) I don't know why, I don't know why

Overall Meaning

Atmosphere's song "Next To You" is a melancholic and introspective piece revolving around loneliness, alcoholism, and the human longing for physical and emotional connection. The song begins with Slug, the lead vocalist, confessing his feelings of isolation even though he is laying right next to the person he loves. He is overwhelmed by the distance that he perceives between himself and his loved one, and this feeling heightens his loneliness. The lyrics hint at the problematic tension between intimacy and disconnection, highlight the frustrations of alcoholism, and demonstrate a yearning for affection and sexual fulfilment.


As the song progresses, Slug narrates a drunken night out with his friends, where he drinks so much that he throws up and has to call a cab to go home. When he arrives home, he is eager to spend time with his partner, but she has already fallen asleep. The song takes a self-deprecating turn when he says, "And now I'm masturbating with some Vaseline," emphasising his disappointment and the idea that he is alone in his desires. The song ends with Slug lying next to his partner, not engaging in any sexual activity, but merely fantasising about it while pondering on his feelings of emptiness.


Overall, the song is a prime example of rap music's emotive power to display vulnerability and to address issues that are often deemed taboo. It's a poignant account of loneliness, addiction, and the internal struggles that come with intimacy.


Line by Line Meaning

Darlin' you don't even know
The person addressed in the song is unaware of the singer's presence, laying next to them.


I'm layin' right next to you
The singer is physically present and laying beside the addressee.


Sometime I feel so alone
Despite being next to the addressee, the singer often feels lonely.


That I don't know what to do
The singer is unsure how to cope with their feelings of loneliness in this situation.


I was out with my crew tonight
The singer was out drinking with their friends.


We were all gettin' super nice
They were all getting drunk.


I had so much to drink that you'd think
The singer drank a lot and is very intoxicated.


I'm 'bout to go and paint the bathroom sink, pink
The singer is so drunk that they feel nauseous and may throw up.


Rule number one, always puke alone
The singer knows from experience that it is best to vomit alone to avoid embarrassment.


The second rule is always puke at home
It is also better to be at home when throwing up for comfort and privacy reasons.


I guess it's time to go
The singer decides that it is time to leave their friend's house and go home.


Didn't see nobody from my family around
The singer did not see any of their family members at the party.


So I went outside to flag a taxi down
The singer goes outside to try to hail a taxi.


I told a cab to take thirty-five south and let the windows down
The singer tells the cab driver their destination and requests fresh air.


I got to air myself out
The singer needs to cool off after feeling nauseous from drinking.


I put a new piece of gum in my mouth
The singer freshens their breath with gum.


And all that I can think about is how much I love fucking you
The singer thinks about having sex with the addressee.


I can't wait to get inside
The singer is excited to be with the addressee and continue thinking about sex.


But I never considered that you'd be fast to sleep
The addressee is asleep and the singer did not anticipate this.


And now I'm masturbating with some Vaseline
The singer is pleasuring themselves with lubricant because they cannot have sex with the sleeping addressee.


I'd love to press my face into the flesh
The singer is physically attracted to the addressee's body.


In between your pregnant breasts
The addressee is pregnant and the singer is turned on by this.


I'd love to squeeze your butt and make you horny
The singer wants to touch the addressee's body and arouse them sexually.


But I know you gotta wake up in the morning
The singer is considerate of the addressee's schedule and responsibilities.


So I'mma just lay next to you
The singer decides to stay next to the addressee and not disturb them.


And think about when I make sex to you
The singer continues to fantasize about having sex with the addressee.


It probably sound kinda perverted, I imagine
The singer acknowledges that their thoughts may seem inappropriate or perverse.


But that ain't enough to make me wanna curb my enthusiasm
Despite the possibly inappropriate nature of their thoughts, the singer is still enthusiastic about their attraction to the addressee.


It feels so right in my left
The singer's masturbation feels pleasurable and natural to them.


And I don't think she protest if I don't leave a mess
The singer believes the addressee would be okay with their actions as long as they are discreet and do not make a mess.


I disappear into the smell of your hair
The singer is comforted by the scent of the addressee's hair and is able to fully immerse themselves in their fantasy.


And it's becoming apparent that I'm becoming coherent
The singer is starting to become more aware and alert as the effects of their drunkenness wear off.


With my mind on my business, fist full of carnal
The singer's mind is occupied with sexual thoughts and desires.


Blurry with the vision I'm spinnin' like a marble
The singer's vision is distorted and they feel dizzy.


Fade to black way under the shellac
The singer's vision becomes completely black and unresponsive.


Can't fap, too wasted
The singer is too drunk to continue masturbating.


If you was awake you'd laugh
The singer imagines the addressee would find their situation amusing if they were awake to witness it.


Darlin' you don't even know
The addressee is still unaware of the singer's presence next to them.


Sometime I feel so alone
Despite the singer's attraction to the addressee, they often feel isolated and lonely in their relationship.


That I don't know what to do
The singer is unsure how to address their feelings of loneliness or how to improve their relationship with the addressee.


I don't know why, I don't know why
The singer is confused and does not understand why they feel this way.


(I said) I don't know why, I don't know why
The singer repeats their confusion and frustration with their situation.




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