Demonology And Heartache
Atreyu Lyrics


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So unaffectionate, so insecure
You claim to know
A thing or two about heartache
And what it's like
To have your insides torn out
And I believe you
I see it every time
Your pallbearer's palor is obscured by the darkness
By the darkness
Dancing across your face
And when the blackness veils
Your eyes in pain
I know what it's like
When memories make you wince
And love letters read like obituaries
And photo albums
Are the books of the dead
I need no reminders (no more reminders)
I'll forget the past and lay it to rest

If I had my way I'd cut
The calluses off your
Off your breaking heart
If I could get past the sternum
Cauterize those wounds with
Every kiss I could give to you
I'm holding your heart in my hands
The reason it still beats

Am I being too cryptic?
Am I being too obscure?
Am I being too cryptic?
Am I being too obscure?

Love kills, romance is dead
And I don't even trust myself
But I love you
And you can pull my wings apart
And pin me down under glass
Until the end of days
If it can help you
Discover that we share the same pain
I just hope you write your thesis before
Your subject is dead
No life after death

If I had my way I'd cut
The calluses off your
Off your breaking heart
If I could get past the sternum
Cauterize those wounds with
Every kiss I could give to you
I'm holding your heart in my hands
The reason it still beats

If I had my way I'd cut
The calluses off your
Off your breaking heart
If I could get past the sternum
Cauterize those wounds with
Every kiss I could give to you




I'm holding your heart in my hands
The reason it still beats

Overall Meaning

Atreyu's song Demonology And Heartache is a dark and emotionally-charged track about a person who is deeply hurt and broken. The lyrics describe someone who is unaffectionate and insecure, and claims to know what heartache feels like. The singer believes this person's pain because they can see it in the way their face is obscured by darkness and blackness veils their eyes. They understand what it's like to have memories that make you wince, love letters that read like obituaries, and photo albums that feel like books of the dead.


The singer wants to help this person heal, and would do anything to cut the calluses off their breaking heart and cauterize their wounds with every kiss they could give. They are holding this person's heart in their hands, and the reason it still beats. Even though love kills and romance is dead, they still love this person and would let them pull their wings apart and pin them down under glass if it could help them discover that they share the same pain. The final line is a plea for this person to write their thesis before their subject is dead, suggesting that they need to confront their pain and heal before it's too late.


This song is a powerful example of Atreyu's ability to explore complex emotions with honesty and depth. The lyrics are raw and visceral, with a sense of urgency and desperation that is mirrored in the intense guitar riffs and thundering drums. It's a song that speaks to anyone who has experienced heartbreak and loss, and it's impossible not to be moved by its haunting melody and passionate vocals.


Line by Line Meaning

So unaffectionate, so insecure
You come across as closed off and lacking confidence in yourself and your relationships


You claim to know
You say that you have experienced heartache and understand what it feels like


A thing or two about heartache
You think you have a good understanding of the pain and suffering that comes with heartbreak


And what it's like
You believe you have a clear picture of the emotions and physical sensations involved in heartache


To have your insides torn out
The pain you feel in your heart is so intense it feels like your insides are being ripped apart


And I believe you
I trust that you have gone through a lot of pain and are being genuine


I see it every time
I can tell that the pain you carry with you is always present


Your pallbearer's palor is obscured by the darkness
The paleness of your face, like that of a person carrying a casket, is hidden by the darkness surrounding you


By the darkness
The darkness is so thick that it is shielding you from view


Dancing across your face
The darkness is moving in a way that looks like it's dancing all over your face and features


And when the blackness veils
And when the darkness completely covers


Your eyes in pain
Your eyes show the physical pain you're in


I know what it's like
I understand the pain you're feeling


When memories make you wince
When past experiences elicit a physical and emotional reaction from you


And love letters read like obituaries
When messages of love and affection read like death notices or funerary speeches


And photo albums
Albums with photographs of memories made before the heartache


Are the books of the dead
Are like books of people that are no longer with us


I need no reminders (no more reminders)
I don't need any more triggers from the past to remind me of my pain and sadness


I'll forget the past and lay it to rest
I'll learn to move on and put my past behind me


If I had my way I'd cut
If I could do something to ease your pain,


The calluses off your
I would remove the hardened pain that's protecting your breaking heart


Off your breaking heart
I would take away the burden of a heart that's tired of hurting


If I could get past the sternum
If I could go beyond the boney structures of your chest and reach into the depths of your heart


Cauterize those wounds with
I would use the heat of my love to heal the emotional wounds you carry with you


Every kiss I could give to you
Each kiss would be a reminder of the love and affection I have for you


I'm holding your heart in my hands
I'm taking care of your heart and treating it delicately


The reason it still beats
It's still beating because of the love and care I'm providing




Lyrics © Peermusic Publishing
Written by: Brandon Saller, Daniel Jacobs, Ektor Varkatzas, Travis Miguel

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Comments from YouTube:

ejayman

Man, I'm in my early 30s but this song bring out the angsty 16 year old that clearly still lies inside. A mix of joyful memories and crippling nostalgia.

Matthew Argyros

35 here. Just obsessed with this song and album lately!

Anthony B

34 and still makes me amped up lol

n r

Turning 30 this year. Dying to go back.

Wr3ck 1t

what, are you me?!

Angel Cedeno

32 here and still feeling these lyrics like I was in my teens when I found out atreyu.

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Daniel Ritchie

Dan and Travis are really killing it in this song btw. The guitar work in the back during the last 2 choruses is fantastic.

7TOPCHANNEL

Daniel Ritchie just amazing! I swear... i thought i was the only person that noticed it..

Nacho Normal Sports Talk

2:40 to the end is so incredible. The guitar work and the vocals are so amazing. I really feel like the guitar is singing along with the vocals. I feel it in my bones. This is what music is made for 🤘

K P

havent heard this song in years but i can still sing along to it

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