VIII
Au-Dessus Lyrics


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With every dawn comes chaos.
Head filled with demons waiting to get out.
All of them wants a piece of what's left sane.
Lead me to abyss and drown me in my own pain.
Take what's bright and turn it into darkness
When you look at me, what do you see? What those eyes tells you when you search them through?
Is this smile good enough for you, or I should put my other one?
Look, I am smiling, I act like you want me to,
Can I bow down and start another show?
Can I go on and perform my other role?
I can't distinguish what is real or what is not
Lost in perception of when I am conscious or when I am a fraud
Self-deluded darkness dictates what I feel today
I'm running from reasoning just to remain myself
Who am I? Which one is myself?
Which role is the main one?
Which act is the one that I can call it ""this is who I am"".
There is no one to blame than just yourself, who told you that you are here with reason and purpose?




Or that you matter in any way?
Who filled your head with nonsense that you're welcomed here no matter what?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Au-Dessus’s song VIII are both haunting and thought-provoking, as they delve into the inner struggle and chaos that exists within the psyche of the singer. The opening lines set the tone for the entire song, painting a picture of the singer’s constant battle with their own demons, the ones that want to destroy the last bit of sanity they have left. The singer’s plea to be led to the abyss and drowned in their own pain speaks volumes about their inner turmoil and their desire to be free of it.


The next few lines explore the singer’s struggle with identity and the roles they play in the world. The chorus paints a picture of a person who is constantly pretending, putting on masks and performing in accordance with what society wants them to be. The singer’s confusion and uncertainty about their true self is palpable, as they question which role is the main one and which act is the one that truly represents who they are. The final lines ask the listener to consider the absurdity of existence and the reasons we believe we are here, raising questions about the purpose and meaning of our lives.


Overall, the lyrics to VIII are a deep exploration of the inner self, exposing the chaos and confusion that can exist within us all.


Line by Line Meaning

With every dawn comes chaos.
As each new day begins, so does the turmoil and disorder within me.


Head filled with demons waiting to get out.
My mind is haunted by my inner demons, always ready to surface and wreak havoc.


All of them wants a piece of what's left sane.
These demons each desire to claim a part of what little sanity I have remaining.


Lead me to abyss and drown me in my own pain.
I am asking to be taken to a place of darkness and consumed by my own agony.


Take what's bright and turn it into darkness
Anything positive or hopeful in my life is quickly shrouded in darkness and negativity.


When you look at me, what do you see? What those eyes tells you when you search them through?
I wonder what people perceive when they look at me, and whether they can see the turmoil within my eyes.


Is this smile good enough for you, or I should put my other one?
I question whether the mask I am wearing is convincing enough, or if I need to present a different facade to please others.


Look, I am smiling, I act like you want me to,
I am pretending to be happy and accommodating to meet others' expectations.


Can I bow down and start another show?
I wonder if I can keep up this act and put on another performance for others to see.


Can I go on and perform my other role?
I question whether I can handle yet another identity, complete with its own performance and facade.


I can't distinguish what is real or what is not
I cannot tell what parts of myself are genuine and what parts are just facades I put on for others.


Lost in perception of when I am conscious or when I am a fraud
I am unsure whether my true self is when I am authentically present or just putting on a show for others.


Self-deluded darkness dictates what I feel today
I am being ruled by the negative thoughts and beliefs I hold about myself.


I'm running from reasoning just to remain myself
I am avoiding logic and reason to avoid facing the truth about who I really am.


Who am I? Which one is myself?
I am questioning my true identity and which version of myself is genuine.


Which role is the main one?
I am unsure which of my many identities is my true self.


Which act is the one that I can call it ""this is who I am"".
I long to find an authentic version of myself that I can truly claim as my own.


There is no one to blame than just yourself, who told you that you are here with reason and purpose?
I cannot blame anyone else for my struggles with identity and purpose; who convinced me that I have a reason for existing?


Or that you matter in any way?
Why should I believe that my existence has any significance or impact?


Who filled your head with nonsense that you're welcomed here no matter what?
I question the idea that I am inherently valued and welcome in the world, regardless of what I have to offer or who I am.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Mantas Gurksnys

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