Identity
August Burns Red Lyrics


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Do you know how it feels to hide
with thoughts repressed deep down inside?
I guess you just loved the lie
Truth is, you can't decide where my heart resides

You want to cure me of this epidemic, you call me sick
I wish I had said it, the words to admit to you who I am
My entire life, I was dealt the wrong hand
And cast aside from the man that I am

I've never felt so free
It kills me to hear you say you choose to love me
I was hoping that would be a given, given our history
I've never felt so free, so free

You think I'm wrong, you think I'm wrong
But I never felt better

Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie
I thought blood was thicker than water
You think I'm wrong but I never felt better

Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie
I thought blood was thicker than water
You think I'm wrong but I never felt better

I know I disappointed you
But I've got nothing to prove

You want to cure me of this epidemic, you call me sick
I wish I had said it, the words to admit to you who I am
My entire life I was dealt the wrong hand
But now I've realized this is who I am
I've made my decision, you're either with or against me

You're either with or against me
You're either with or against me

Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie
I thought blood was thicker than water
You think I'm wrong but I never felt better

Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie

I'm standing firm, it's who I am
You can't keep me, you can't keep me down
Iʼm moving on I'm living free
You canʼt stop me, you canʼt stop me now

I'm standing firm, it's who I am
You can't keep me, you can't keep me down




Iʼm moving on I'm living free
You canʼt stop me, you canʼt stop me now

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of August Burns Red's song Identity are powerful and thought-provoking. The song delves into the topic of identity and acceptance, particularly in the face of opposition and rejection. The first verse expresses the feeling of hiding and repressing thoughts and feelings, and the struggle of dealing with others' love for a lie rather than acceptance of who they really are. The chorus speaks of the liberating feeling of being true to oneself, even in the face of disagreement and disappointment. The second verse expresses the feeling of disappointment and the desire for acceptance and support from others, particularly family. The final chorus reiterates the resolve to stand firm in one's true identity and move on in freedom.


The lyrics of Identity are particularly personal and poignant as the band's lead guitarist, JB Brubaker, has openly discussed his experience of coming out as gay in 2019. He has mentioned how difficult it was to reconcile his identity with being a Christian and his fear of rejection from the Christian metalcore community. The song Identity reflects the struggle and the eventual realization of accepting oneself and standing firm in one's true identity despite opposition.


Line by Line Meaning

Do you know how it feels to hide
The singer is asking if the listener knows what it is like to keep a secret.


with thoughts repressed deep down inside?
The singer is admitting to having kept deep thoughts to themselves.


I guess you just loved the lie
The singer suspects that the listener preferred things to remain as they were, instead of dealing with the truth.


Truth is, you can't decide where my heart resides
The singer is saying that only they know where their heart truly lies, and it is not up to the listener to decide.


You want to cure me of this epidemic, you call me sick
The listener thinks there is something wrong with the singer, and wants to fix them like a disease.


I wish I had said it, the words to admit to you who I am
The singer regrets not having spoken up sooner about who they truly are.


My entire life, I was dealt the wrong hand
The singer feels that they have always been at a disadvantage in life.


And cast aside from the man that I am
The singer feels like others have dismissed the person they truly are.


I've never felt so free
After admitting their true identity, the singer feels liberated and free.


It kills me to hear you say you choose to love me
The singer is hurt that the listener implies that their love is conditional based on the singer's identity.


I was hoping that would be a given, given our history
The singer thought that the listener's love would be unconditional based on their shared past.


You think I'm wrong, you think I'm wrong
The listener disagrees with the singer's identity and actions.


But I never felt better
Despite the disagreement, the singer has never felt better about themselves.


Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie
The singer is urging the listener to stop denying their true identity and to stop pretending things are different.


I thought blood was thicker than water
The singer thought that family bonds were stronger than anything else.


I know I disappointed you
The singer acknowledges that their true identity may have disappointed the listener.


But I've got nothing to prove
The singer does not feel the need to prove anything to anyone about their identity.


But now I've realized this is who I am
The singer has come to accept and embrace their true identity.


I've made my decision, you're either with or against me
The singer has decided to live authentically and chooses for others to either support them or not.


You're either with or against me
The singer is asserting that the listener must choose to support their true identity or not.


I'm standing firm, it's who I am
The singer is confident in their true identity and is standing firm in their decision to live authentically.


You can't keep me, you can't keep me down
The singer is asserting that no one can prevent them from living as their true self.


Iʼm moving on I'm living free
The singer is embracing their newfound freedom and is moving forward with their life.


You canʼt stop me, you canʼt stop me now
The singer is confident that no one can prevent them from living as their true self, and is moving forward with their life despite any opposition.




Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: DUSTIN CHAD DAVIDSON, JOHN BENJAMIN BRUBAKER, MATTHEW WILSON GREINER, RAMBLER BRENT GERALD, WILLLIAM JACOB LUHRS

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

Ivan Kostadinov

Do you know how it feels to hide
with thoughts repressed deep down inside?
I guess you just loved the lie
Truth is, you can't decide where my heart resides
You want to cure me of this epidemic, you call me sick
I wish I had said it, the words to admit to you who I am
My entire life, I was dealt the wrong hand
And cast aside from the man that I am
I've never felt so free
It kills me to hear you say you choose to love me
I was hoping that would be a given, given our history
I've never felt so free, so free
You think I'm wrong, you think I'm wrong
But I never felt better
Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie
I thought blood was thicker than water
You think I'm wrong but I never felt better
Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie
I thought blood was thicker than water
You think I'm wrong but I never felt better
I know I disappointed you
But I've got nothing to prove
You want to cure me of this epidemic, you call me sick
I wish I had said it, the words to admit to you who I am
My entire life I was dealt the wrong hand
But now I've realized this is who I am
I've made my decision, you're either with or against me
You're either with or against me
You're either with or against me
Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie
I thought blood was thicker than water
You think I'm wrong but I never felt better
Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie
I'm standing firm, it's who I am
You can't keep me, you can't keep me down
Iʼm moving on I'm living free
You canʼt stop me, you canʼt stop me now
I'm standing firm, it's who I am
You can't keep me, you can't keep me down
Iʼm moving on I'm living free
You canʼt stop me, you canʼt stop me now.



Fenix Frenix

[Intro]
Do you know how it feels to hide?
With thoughts repressed deep down inside?
I guess you just loved the lie
Truth is, you can’t decide where my heart resides

[Verse 1]
You want to cure me of this epidemic
You call me sick, I wish I had said it
The words to admit to you who I am
My entire life, I was dealt the wrong hand
And cast aside (Cast aside) from the man that I am!
[Hook]
I’ve never felt so free
And it kills me, to hear you say; "you choose to love me”
I was hoping that would be a given, given our history
I’ve never felt so free (So free)
You think I’m wrong, you think I’m wrong
But I never felt better

[Chorus]
Stop living in denial. Stop loving the lie
I thought blood was thicker than water
You think I’m wrong but I never felt better
Stop living in denial
Stop loving the lie
I thought blood was thicker than water
You think I’m wrong but I never felt better

[Breakdown]
I know I disappointed you
But I’ve got nothing to prove

[Verse 2]
You want to cure me of this epidemic
You call me sick, I wish I had said it
The words to admit to you who I am
My entire life, I was dealt the wrong hand
Now I’ve realized this is who I am, I am
I’ve made my decision
You’re either with or against me
You’re either with or against me
You’re either with or against me!



All comments from YouTube:

Chris R

Honestly can't describe how much this song means to me... You guys are simply amazing idk how else to put it <3

AuroraPhoenixJ612

I see you Chris. 9942 12 likes. Wait it's me😊

Andrew Baillargeon

I was not expecting that Surf Rock breakdown in the middle. These guys have really stepped up there game.

Mateus Leal

Their

boredtodeath

+Fangbanger yeah,but it's quite nice.JB can really throw in that good variety.

Matias Morales

this has to be by far my most favorite solo and breakdown ive heard so far

Čičazz

Don't know why that intro to solo and solo itself sounds familiar, but it does.. Is that like beach boys vibe or something? Very cool anyway

Ohio Bass Angler

my favorite band of all time. I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for these guys. their music has given me hope and strength to move on.

Jeffery Meredith

It is so freaking amazing that ABR got grammy nominated for this freaking amazing song!!!!!!!!!!!!

Auerra K

5 years later. Abr. The type of metal core band that will make a grown man cry

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