My Story
Austin Gray Lyrics

With no destination
I'm lost and have no goal.

in this situation
I'm stuck in this position and have no way out.

i know not what i'm asking for
I don't know what I want or need.

or what i'm looking for
I don't know what I'm searching for in life.

anymore
I'm losing my sense of purpose.

Will i find my lover
I wonder if I'll find love.

will she find another
I'm afraid my lover will find someone else.

and will i see her face again
I miss my lover and hope to see her again.

or has our light grown dim
I fear our love has lost its spark.

is this the end
I'm uncertain if our relationship is over.

of us my friend
I hope we can still be friends even if our relationship ends.

and it feels like i've been here before
I'm stuck in a repetitive cycle that I can't break.

it's like a never ending cycle, i don't think i can take much more
I feel like I'm stuck in an endless loop that's exhausting me.

but my voice falls short across the void
I feel like I can't communicate effectively with my lover anymore.

i wish that she could know my story, that i am not the same old stupid boy
I want my lover to understand that I've grown and changed as a person.

am i just a loser
I feel like I'm a failure and not good enough.

a wreckless abuser
I worry that I've made mistakes and hurt others.

have i put my good name to shame
I'm concerned that my actions have damaged my reputation.

am i the one to blame
I'm questioning if I'm responsible for my problems.

i've lost the game
I feel like I've failed in life.

i hate this game
I'm frustrated with the struggles of life.

i have no connections
I feel isolated and alone.

i have no direction
I'm not sure where I'm headed in life.

i don't think i can reach the top
I doubt my ability to succeed in life.

and still i just can't stop
But I know I can't give up.

i must go on
I need to keep moving forward in life.

the beat goes on
Life goes on, even when it feels difficult.

and if i only had a second chance
If I could have a do-over, I'd make things right.

i would treat her like a goddess
I would treasure my lover and show her how much she means to me.

i would build her paradise with my two hands
I'd create a perfect world where she could be happy.

but i don't think she would take me in
I fear my lover has moved on and won't accept me back.

i wish that i could kill these feelings
I wish I could forget about my lover and move on.

wish that all these nightmares that i get would end
I'm tired of having troubling thoughts and emotions.

wish they would end
I desperately hope to find peace.

wish they would end
I need to escape from the pain and suffering.

wish they would end
I want to find happiness and contentment in my life.