In an interview with Our Generation Music, Autumn! spoke about his stage name and how he obtained the name:
"I ain’t gon' lie, I wish I had a deep one. I wish I had like a deeper story or like a cool story. So you know, Summrs!, you know that’s my brother and shit. He was rapping before me. When he was rapping, I would just produce it for him, you feel me? And I just noticed like he was catching up to me so fast and he passed me up and I was like ‘Damn, maybe I should start rapping.’ He was like ‘Bro, just start rapping.’ And I was like fuck it, I'ma just be Autumn! I ain’t even think about it, I was like shit, Autumn! come after Summer, so I started rapping after you, so I'ma just be Autumn!. I was joking but it just stuck, so I was like fuck it."
In that same interview, Autumn! had also spoke about his producer name TwinUzis and how he obtained the producer name:
"I kind of just took that as my producer name because I always thought it was still like a hard name. I dont want to leave it behind. I didn’t wanna just be Autumn! and be like ‘Oh, produced by Autumn!,’ like nah."
At the age of 11, Autumn! started producing after he taught himself using the recording program MixCraft, and has since continued to make beats after his brother moved away. Autumn! released his debut project, Happy Birthday, in June 2017 while working exclusively as a producer. His November 2018 mixtape, ##R3 ##R3, would gain traction on multiple platforms— particularly “Nina!” becoming one of his breakout songs. The Louisiana native would drop fourteen projects over three years, ending with September 2021’s Not Much Left.
Some of his affiliates include the likes of Summrs, Lil Candypaint and Izaya Tiji among others. The Houston resident would also become close with the New York artist, Lil Tecca, who would feature on the remix of one of his most streamed songs, "Still The Same!".
On December 3, 2021, he released his highly anticipated single, "One Way!” The track’s leak was heavily pushed by TikTok, gaining the artist newfound, mainstream attraction. Thanks to the huge success of "One Way!,” he would land himself a deal with Victor Victor. Autumn! would continue to release a slew of singles under the label, which led up to the release of his debut major-label album Antagonist!, released on April 29, 2022.
Following the release of Antagonist!, Autumn! released two new projects in 2022, one being the ##B4GC2 ##B4GC2 EP on July 28, 2022, which led up to his second major-label project, Golden Child, Chapter 2, released on August 26, 2022. The mixtape would be his last project with Victor Victor, as Autumn! soon left the label to become an independent artist again. Ending off 2022, Autumn! released the song “You > Them (Hate It!),” which also saw a heavy push through TikTok thanks to a snippet leak, further boosting Autumn!’s career.
Outta My Mind!
Autumn! Lyrics
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(It's Surreal Gang, lil' bitch, haha)
(Eddie Gianni)
Richard Mille, boy, you out of that time
Feel like Tony Hawk, I'm on my grind
They say I'm a god, they got a shrine
I be sippin' lean, girl, this not wine
Obeyin' my rules, boy, you better abide
I just took a Perc', if I run, I could fly
I just took a Xan', if I run, I could glide
If he talking down, he get the (Buh buh)
Feel like I'm Rambo, like, what-what?
I'm a young king, I feel like I'm Tut Tut
I got the lean, put it in my truck-truck
You're all sons
You could call me Forrest Gump
In the Wraith, tell lil' buddy, "Floor it
Bruh"
I just spilled the Act' on the floor, bruh
Round two, I see it's the score now
Finna be on MTV (yeah)
Nigga, I don't even do no shows (yeah, woah)
I just count up and fuck hoes (Woah)
Really livin' life off Repost (Woah)
That's a broke lil' nigga over there (Ha)
Nah, I don't really fuck with those (No)
Finna shoot a video, Like Ye!
Lemme go and hit up Melrose let's ride
Nigga want smoke? Tell him we outside
Turn his block to a playground, we gon' slide
Kicking shit out in public, nigga
We don't hide
Got them sticks out and we on live
Nigga try his luck, we gon' kill him on live
(yeah) call up lil' Rino, let's go to VLive
(yeah yeah)
Seen the clout, now she wanna be mine
Kick the bitch out, she outta her mind
Tramadols got me outta my mind
(Outta my mind)
Perkies got me outta my mind (Outta my mind)
Good drank got me outta my mind
(Outta my mind)
It's a whole lotta shit I gotta
Get off of my mind (Off of my mind)
Talkin' that money? Then hit my line
(Hit my line)
Finna hit a jugg? Then hit my line
(Hit my line)
I've been way ahead of my time (Of my time)
It was hard to stay up when I was down
(I was down) all this money got me thinkin'
"Who really gonna be with me when I go down?"
I done came a long way
I don't really give a fuck what
They say when I'm not around
Used to be a average nigga
Now hella bitches wanna fuck me
When I'm in town (yeah)
It was so many people used
To talk down on me
Now they really tryna steal my sound (yeah)
Ha, real good denim, Watanabe (yeah, yeah)
I'm the nigga that they wanna be
I walk in Met Gala, they follow me (Woah)
Walk up at Saks, they say, "Hi" to me (Woah)
Bend them Balencis
You know that ain't shit to me (Woah)
Leave a nigga in the history
(Take a nigga right out of his misery, yeah)
(It's Surreal Gang, lil' bitch, woah, woah)
I'm gone off the drugs, they killin' me
Bitch say she in love, is you kidding me?
45 gon' take him outta his misery, yeah
Pop me a Perc' and hit a note like Whitney
RIP auntie Pam, I know she with me
Sippin' the lean, my cup too filthy, yeah
Chanel no 9, Chanel no 5
I just dripped my bitch in designer
When we hit another jugg, I'ma
Buy that ho some tit's
Make that lil' bitch a lil' finer
Sippin' on lean, make me lean back like I'm
In a motherfuckin' recliner
Hop on the mic, hop in the stu'
'cause that's what the fuck I desire
Light up a 'Wood, pop me a Perc'
Just tryna get a lil' higher (yeah)
(Just tryna get a lil' higher)
(Light up a 'Wood, pop me a Perc'
Just tryna get a lil' higher)
('Cause that's what the fuck I desire)
The lyrics to "Outta My Mind!" by Autumn! express the singer's deep longing for her lost love. She would do anything to have her partner back in her arms for just one night. She says that she would turn the whole world back to rewind and have more time with her love. However, despite feeling that she needs to move on, she cannot seem to let go of the feelings that she has for this person. She refuses to let these feelings bring her down and is determined not to show them.
The singer feels that everything has gone wrong ever since her love has been gone. She is losing her mind and hopes that every word she ever said to her love was true - that she will love them for all her life. She pleads with them to come back and promises that she would do anything to see their smile one more time. The lyrics speak of a heartbreak that is difficult to get over and the longing for a love that is lost.
Line by Line Meaning
I'd do anything
The singer is willing to go to great lengths to see their love interest again.
Just to have you in my arms for one more night
The singer deeply misses their love interest and longs to hold them again.
I'd spin the whole world backward just to rewind
The singer wishes they could go back in time and relive their past moments with their love interest.
And have the time spent between you and I
The artist cherishes the memories they shared with their love interest.
Deep in my heart there's a part of me that need to move on
While the artist misses their love interest, they know they need to let go and move on from the past.
I just can't seem to let it go
Despite their best intentions, the singer is struggling to let go of their feelings for their love interest.
But I know, in my soul, I refuse to let it bring me down
The singer is determined not to let their past experiences negatively affect their future.
I just won't let it show
The artist is putting on a brave face and not showing how much they are struggling to move on.
Why do things always end up going wrong
The artist is questioning why life often seems to deal them a bad hand.
Nothing's ever right when since you've been gone
Since their love interest left, everything in the artist's life feels off.
'Cause I'm losing my mind
The singer is feeling overwhelmed and like they are losing control of their emotions.
I'm hoping that every word I ever said was that "I'll love you all my life"
The artist is holding onto the hope that their love interest knows how deeply they cared for them.
So, won't you please come back to me
The singer is pleading for their love interest to return to them.
'Cause I'd do anything to see your smile
The singer would go to great lengths just to see their love interest happy again.
I've been broken
The singer feels emotionally broken since their love interest left.
Ripped apart and torn wide open
The artist feels like they have been deeply hurt by their love interest's departure.
Nothing left but a heart on my sleeve
The artist feels vulnerable and exposed since their emotions are written all over their face.
If only I were stronger
The singer wishes they were stronger and more capable of moving on from their past relationship.
I could get my head straight on my shoulders
The singer wants to get their emotions in check so they can move on.
But it's hard when you're only in my dreams
The artist is having a difficult time moving on because they can't stop thinking about their love interest.
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