The first time the two founding members Arisjel and Eldron discussed about a new band combining the strength of black metal with the melancholy and melody of Katatonia was sometime around 1994 when the two young death/black metal fans travelled through Sweden. It was a great and important journey with some challenging experiences the soulbrothers will never forget. After two more years Eldron asked Arisjel to form Autumnblaze. Together they rehearsed the fastest songs they ever written in their young career. Most likely this was the purest and most fulfilling time in their history - a time with unforgettable moments, for example the flush when they played “Flamedoves”.
After their first demo, “Dreaming Moonspark Fairylands”, the German label Prophecy Productions released the first EP “Every Silent Moment I Weep” and the debut album “DämmerElbenTragödie”. All that happened between 1997 and 1999.
Then the story of Autumnblaze turned into an epic drama of selfishness, self-fulling prophecies and twisting social agony. The beginning of the dark years was staged by a ridiculous accident but it was the first test of something bigger and both Eldron and Arisjel failed.
Between 2000 and 2005 Autumnblaze fell deeper and deeper and finally turned into a self-inflikted chaos with the the climax november 2005 when Eldron (Arisjel was not a member since “Mute Boy, Sad Girl”) disbanded Autumnblaze in hopeless frustration. The deep friendship between Eldron and Arisjel was more than broken but there was a tiny little thread between the two that never was lost and so, after years of desolation and despair, they build up their soulspawn brotherhood again, step by step with patience, respect and a children’s miracle.
In 2008 finally Eldron and Arisjel are back in their old strength and ready for the best Autumnblaze the world ever had.
Official site: http://www.autumnblaze-kingdom.com
Bleak
Autumnblaze Lyrics
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Moments are passing by like trains that never stop
I think without a thought but somehow I think after all
The breath of nightly calm would cure my tumbling heart
You'd be frightened if you were here
To embrace my life - has to sear
The shore remains unmoved
By those rousing cries that are flirting with sleep
But still, still I'm not there
A journey so infinite
And still, still I'm not there
You'd be frightened if you were here
To encourage - life has to sear
The lyrics of Autumnblaze's song Bleak delve into the depths of mental and emotional turmoil that seem to have no end in sight. The opening lines, "My mind is bleak and toneless are these walls/Moments are passing by like trains that never stop" paints a vivid picture of a desolate and hopeless state of mind. The singer states that he thinks without thoughts, and it's somehow working. However, he feels that the nightly calm could cure his tumbling heart.
Despite this desperate desire for calmness and clarity, the singer admits that anyone who tries to embrace his life and encourage him would need to sear it. He feels lost and disillusioned, even as he wanders to find something or someone. The journey seems infinite, and there is no clear end in sight. The shore remains unmoved, impervious to his rousing cries that flirt with sleep. The last lines, "To encourage - life has to sear" suggest that the journey might be painful or difficult, but it's necessary to move forward.
Overall, Bleak is a haunting and melancholy song that deals with the complexities of depression and anxiety. The lyrics evoke a sense of hopelessness, yet there is a quiet resilience that runs through it. The singer acknowledges his struggles, but he's still willing to embark on a journey that might be infinitely long and challenging.
Line by Line Meaning
My mind is bleak and toneless are these walls
My thoughts are dark and gloomy, and the atmosphere around me is just as bleak.
Moments are passing by like trains that never stop
Time is moving forward relentlessly, just like a never-ending train ride.
I think without a thought but somehow I think after all
My mind is blank, and yet I'm still able to think abstractly.
The breath of nightly calm would cure my tumbling heart
If only I could find peace and quiet, my restless heart would finally calm down.
You'd be frightened if you were here
To embrace my life - has to sear
If you were to experience my life, you would be scared; embracing it means accepting pain and suffering.
The shore remains unmoved
By those rousing cries that are flirting with sleep
The ocean may hear our cries, but it remains unaffected by our troubles as it is always peacefully resting.
I've wandered to find
But still, still I'm not there
I have searched high and low, but I'm still lost and unable to find what I'm looking for.
A journey so infinite
And still, still I'm not there
This path seems endless, and I still have not found what I'm looking for.
You'd be frightened if you were here
To encourage - life has to sear
If you were to try to motivate me, you would be scared; because to push forward in life, one must first withstand intense pain and hardship.
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Дмитрий Калашников
Извините, но это просто охуенный альбом моей молодости. Спасибо вам.