Having always been a lover of stories and made-up worlds, she has fed her passion for self-expression with a healthy lifestyle of creativity and writing. Since breaking into the music world in 2017, she has explored the themes of control and isolation and this can be seen in the themes explored in her writing as well. AViVA has said her music is about a 'Outsider's perspective and she is on a quest to help people feel a sense of strength around their identity and feel empowered to be themselves. AViVA once said she was always the "quirky" kid at school which was where she first felt like an Outsider herself. Her passion for performing arts and writing meant she often spent time in the library reading and writing or in the music classrooms.
AViVA grew up in a musical family. She started violin lessons when was 4 years old, and then studied piano before beginning classical vocal training and teaching herself guitar. AViVA attended high school at Mercy College in Chatswood, New South Wales, Australia and studied theatre and secondary education at the University of Notre Dame Australia eventually becoming a full time author and musician in 2018.
AViVA's debut novel SELF/LESS was released in October 2021 and the sequel RELENTLESS is due for release in August 2022. She has toured with artists such as Poppy and YUNGBLUD. She is also playing at MADCOOL festival in Madrid in 2022 and Riot Fest in Chicago in September 2022.
Melancholy
Aviva Lyrics
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Time is running out
We both felt it throughout
Tell me what's running through your head
Caught, stuck in all of this spider's web
But I know I'm just mislead
So I'll say it once again, you've got me
When you're seeing all the sides
But my vision's blurred, won't ever stop me
Melancholy, you've got me, you've got me
Now you've got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, you've got me, you've got me
Feels like I've got some blood on the brain
Hear me scream and shout
Caught in this roundabout
Tangled thoughts wrapped up in cotton thread
Didn't wanna leave my bed
Once again I've been mislead on my knees
Caught, stuck in all of this spider's web
But I know I'm just mislead
So I'll say it once again, you've got me
Now it's easier to compromise
When you're seeing all the sides
But my vision's blurred, won't ever stop me
Melancholy, you've got me, you've got me
Now you've got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, you've got me, you've got me
Feels like I've got some blood on the brain
One, two, three, four
Vicious, knocking at my door
Seven, eight, nine, ten
Burn the candle at both ends
One, two, three, four
Vicious, knocking at my door
Seven, eight, nine, ten
Burn the candle at both ends
Melancholy, you've got me, you've got me
Now you've got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, you've got me, you've got me
Feels like I've got some blood on the brain
Melancholy, you've got me, you've got me
It will never be the same
Avivaโs song โMelancholyโ explores the feelings of being trapped in a complex and tangled web of emotions. The song seems to be about a relationship that has encountered some issues and is on the verge of ending. The first verse starts with the lyrics โMelancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me, Time is running out.โ These lines are suggestive of the fact that the relationship is nearing its end, and both the partners are feeling a sense of urgency to resolve their issues. However, theyโre not quite sure how to go about it, as the lines โTell me what's running through your headโ also indicate.
The second verse paints a picture of the internal struggle that often accompanies a troubled relationship. The singer of the song feels trapped and lost, as evidenced by the lyrics, โTangled thoughts wrapped up in cotton thread, Didnโt wanna leave my bedโ. The use of the metaphorical spiderโs web represents the negative emotions that are holding the singer back in this situation, making it difficult for them to see things clearly.
The chorus is the main hook of the song, where Aviva repeats the line โMelancholy, youโve got me, youโve got meโ multiple times. The repetition emphasizes the overwhelming emotion that is the central focus of the song. The continuous use of the descending melody in the chorus line gives it a sense of sadness and resignation, which is befitting of the theme of the song.
Line by Line Meaning
Melancholy, you've got me, you've got me
The singer is feeling very down and melancholic, and they feel as though their mood has completely taken over them.
Time is running out
They feel as though they are running out of time and that time is slipping through their fingers.
We both felt it throughout
Both the singer and the person they are addressing have been feeling a sense of melancholy and despair for a while now.
Tell me what's running through your head
The artist is asking the other person to open up and share their thoughts and feelings.
Caught, stuck in all of this spider's web
The artist feels trapped and tangled up in their emotions, like a spider caught in a web.
But I know I'm just mislead
However, the singer understands that their perspective may be skewed or biased so what they feel may not be entirely accurate.
So I'll say it once again, you've got me
The melancholic feelings the singer is experiencing are all-consuming and they feel helpless to change it.
Now it's easier to compromise
The artist finds it easier to compromise and make concessions when they are not feeling so emotionally drained.
When you're seeing all the side
It's easier to compromise and solve problem when you have a clear understanding of all the factors surrounding it.
But my vision's blurred, won't ever stop me
Even though the artist's emotions currently cloud their judgment, they feel that they are strong and will be able to get through this tough period.
Now you've got me dragging the chain
The singer feels like their melancholic state is weighing them down and keeping them from moving on and growing.
Feels like I've got some blood on the brain
The artist is overwhelmed with their emotions to a point of feeling physically burdened by them.
Hear me scream and shout
The singer is expressing their frustration and turmoil through their words and actions.
Caught in this roundabout
The singer feels stuck in a never-ending cycle of emotions from which they can't seem to escape.
Tangled thoughts wrapped up in cotton thread
The singer's thoughts and emotions are interwoven and confused, making it hard for them to make sense of anything.
Didn't wanna leave my bed
The artist didn't want to face the day or deal with their feelings, so they stayed in bed.
Once again I've been mislead on my knees
The artist feels deceived by their emotions yet again, and they feel powerless to change the situation.
One, two, three, four, Vicious, knocking at my door
The singer describes a visceral sense of intrusiveness by their emotions as if they are knocking on the door to their thoughts and feelings, uninvited.
Seven, eight, nine, ten, Burn the candle at both ends
The singer feels like they are constantly pushing themselves to their limits, using up every last ounce of energy in their attempts to deal with their emotions.
It will never be the same
The artist feels like their life has been irrevocably altered by their emotional state and it will never go back to the way it was before.
Writer(s): Matthew Coulter, John Clark, Aviva Payne, Phil Cook
Contributed by Skyler G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
AViVA
LYRICS
Intro
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Verse 1
Time is running out
We both felt it throughout
Tell me whatโs running through your head
Caught, stuck in all of this spiders web but
I know Iโm just mislead, so Iโll say
it once again โ youโve got me
Now itโs easier to compromise when youโre seeing all the sides
But my visions blurred โ wonโt ever stop me
Chorus
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Now youโve got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Feels Iโve got some blood on the brain
Verse 2
Hear me scream and shout
Caught in this roundabout
Tang - gled thoughts wrapped up in cotton thread
Didnโt want to leave my bed, once again Iโve been mislead โ on my knees
Caught, stuck in all of this spiders web but
I know Iโm just mislead, so Iโll say
it once again โ youโve got me
Now itโs easier to compromise when youโre seeing all the sides
But my visions blurred โ wonโt ever stop me
Chorus
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Now youโve got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Feels Iโve got some blood on the brain
Bridge
One two three four
Vicious, knocking at my door
Seven eight nine ten
Burn the candle at both ends
One two three four
Vicious, knocking at my door
Seven eight nine ten
Burn the candle at both ends
Chorus
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Now youโve got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Feels Iโve got some blood on the brain
Post
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
It will never be the same
แฆ Cassandra แฆ
This song is so awesome! Like all of your other songs, and Iโm so happy to hear it (I was a bit late since I had to go out somewhere lol), but Iโm glad to be here now. :D And the video is so perfect! I love the music videos you make since I feel as of they have an ambiguous meaning and theyโre very mysteriousโฆ
I wouldnโt normally comment on videos, but I just wanted to get this out. You probably wonโt even see this since the comments are flooded with lovely people saying such wonderful things (which you deserve)! But itโs worth a try. :>
As someone who struggles with bad mental health, your music really helps me when Iโm stressed or struggling. I feel as though I can relate to your songs and listening to them gives me a warm, happy feeling inside.
I also love the things you post on instagram. I find your posts so motivating and they help me when Iโm struggling most. They also inspire me to be myself, and to stop hating the fact that I feel โdifferentโ.
Basically, I just wanted to thank you for being there for me (and so many other people) even though you donโt know me in person. You have helped me through so much without realising it, and I donโt know how to thank you.
Iโm happy to say Iโve been an outsider for just over a year now :D with the first of your songs I heard being GRRRLS, and my current favourite songs of yours being QUEEN OF THE FREAKS & TWISTED.
You just wonโt have seen me anywhere before (on Instagram or here) since I tend to be too nervous to communicate with people (itโs one of the things I struggle withโฆ)
But anyway, sorry for the long comment lol! I hope you have a wonderful day, you totally deserve it, and have some love: ๐ค๐๐ค๐๐ค๐๐ค๐
P.S. I just wanna say that Iโm in love with your clothing style, and I love your hair colour lol.
Josuep8hw
Lyrics : Sing Along Outsiders ๐๐ค๐ค
AVIVA - Melancholy
(Intro)
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
(Verse 1)
Time is running out
We both felt it throughout
Tell me whatโs running through your head
Caught, stuck in all of this spiders web but
I know Iโm just mislead, so Iโll say
It once again โ youโve got me
Now itโs easier to compromise when youโre seeing all the sides
But my visions blurred โ wonโt ever stop me
(Chorus)
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Now youโve got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Feels Iโve got some blood on the brain
(Verse 2)
Hear me scream and shout
Caught in this roundabout
Tang - gled thoughts wrapped up in cotton thread
Didnโt want to leave my bed, once again Iโve been mislead โ on my knees
Caught, stuck in all of this spiders web but
I know Iโm just mislead, so Iโll say
It once again โ youโve got me
Now itโs easier to compromise when youโre seeing all the sides
But my visions blurred โ wonโt ever stop me
(Chorus)
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Now youโve got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Feels like Iโve got some blood on the brain
(Bridge)
One two three four
Vicious, knocking at my door
Seven eight nine ten
Burn the candle at both ends
One two three four
Vicious, knocking at my door
Seven eight nine ten
Burn the candle at both ends
(Chorus)
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Now youโve got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Feels Iโve got some blood on the brain
(Outro)
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
It will never be the same
AViVA
LYRICS
Intro
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Verse 1
Time is running out
We both felt it throughout
Tell me whatโs running through your head
Caught, stuck in all of this spiders web but
I know Iโm just mislead, so Iโll say
it once again โ youโve got me
Now itโs easier to compromise when youโre seeing all the sides
But my visions blurred โ wonโt ever stop me
Chorus
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Now youโve got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Feels Iโve got some blood on the brain
Verse 2
Hear me scream and shout
Caught in this roundabout
Tang - gled thoughts wrapped up in cotton thread
Didnโt want to leave my bed, once again Iโve been mislead โ on my knees
Caught, stuck in all of this spiders web but
I know Iโm just mislead, so Iโll say
it once again โ youโve got me
Now itโs easier to compromise when youโre seeing all the sides
But my visions blurred โ wonโt ever stop me
Chorus
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Now youโve got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Feels Iโve got some blood on the brain
Bridge
One two three four
Vicious, knocking at my door
Seven eight nine ten
Burn the candle at both ends
One two three four
Vicious, knocking at my door
Seven eight nine ten
Burn the candle at both ends
Chorus
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Now youโve got me dragging the chain
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
Feels Iโve got some blood on the brain
Post
Melancholy, youโve got me, youโve got me
It will never be the same
Saturn
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Alydia Hug-Hafer
Lyrics leak! ๐ค๐
Srahas
This was awesome ๐ค๐๐ค๐
riti
Girl you are so AMAZING๐๐ค๐๐ค๐๐ค๐๐ค
ํฐ์กฑ์ ๋น
Perfect ๐๐ค๐๐ค
โกโขWolfieโขโก
Probably won't see this, but you are a great artist! You are such an inspiration, I love your edgy style and your confidence. Thanks for being such a great singer/songwriter, ๐ค๐๐ค๐
AViVA
Thank you for sharing ๐๐ค
โกโขWolfieโขโก
@AViVA Tysm for responding ๐๐ค๐๐ค
purple urkle
@AViVA black and yellow lol๐