Ayah’s new single ‘My Spy’ (out July 6th) is already enjoying lots of airplay on MTV Arabia and on playlists across the Middle East, and should spark off her rich, soulful vocals just in time for the UK summer season. Counting everything from Sam Cooke and Rage Against The Machine to Prince and Peter Tosh as influences, Ayah clearly knows her music and isn’t afraid to add her own raunchy, assertive magic to the mix. She isn’t just an amazing voice though – she’s a personality, complete with informed opinions, honest critiques, cracking humour and excellent taste in early ’80s cartoons.
Beg Borrow Steal
Ayah Marar Lyrics
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Wasn’t sure but how was I to know?
Coz I see red, when I should chill instead
Coz I’m not the only one sleeping in this bed
I ain’t ready for love
I’m not ready to feel
If I could give it all, I’d Beg Borrow and Steal
I ain’t ready, I, I ain’t ready for love
I’d Beg Borrow and Steal
You said that I should just forget
That I shouldn’t say things I’ll regret
Never told you I’m the safest bet
Coz I see red, when I should chill instead
Coz I’m not the only one sleeping in this bed
I ain’t ready for love
I’m not ready to feel
If I could give it all, I’d Beg Borrow and Steal
I ain’t ready for love …
I ain’t ready, I, I ain’t ready for love
I’d Beg Borrow and Steal
Love …
It went from whispers in my head to my waking thoughts the things I said
Wasn’t sure but how was I to know?
I ain’t ready for love
I’m not ready to feel
If I could give it all, I’d Beg Borrow and Steal
I ain’t ready for love …
I ain’t ready, I, I ain’t ready for love
I’d Beg Borrow and Steal
Oooooohs (background)
Ad libs (No, no no etc)
I ain’t ready for love
The lyrics in Ayah Marar's song Beg Borrow Steal seem to be about someone who is not ready to fall in love. The singer has said things they may regret and see red instead of calming down, which might indicate that they are not in control of their emotions. There is also a hint of infidelity, as the singer acknowledges that they are not the only one sleeping in their bed. Despite all this, they crave the experience of love, even if it means they have to beg, borrow, or steal it.
The repetition of "I ain't ready for love" throughout the song shows how reluctant the singer is to let themselves fall for someone. They feel like they are not emotionally prepared for a serious relationship, but at the same time, they long for the experience of being in love. The lyrics could be interpreted as a reflection of someone who has been hurt before and is reluctant to put themselves in a vulnerable position again. Ultimately, the song seems to be about the struggle of wanting something but being afraid to go for it.
Line by Line Meaning
It went from whispers in my head to my waking thoughts the things I said
My thoughts about love went from being just ideas in my head to consuming my daily thoughts and actions.
Wasn’t sure but how was I to know?
I was uncertain about my feelings, but I didn't know what to do about it.
Coz I see red, when I should chill instead
I get overwhelmed with emotions and respond angrily instead of staying calm and rational.
Coz I’m not the only one sleeping in this bed
I am not the only one affected by my emotional behaviors with regards to love, and it could cause issues in my relationship.
I ain’t ready for love
I do not feel prepared or willing to enter into a romantic relationship.
I’m not ready to feel
I am not yet willing to allow myself to experience the intense emotions that can come with being in love.
If I could give it all, I’d Beg Borrow and Steal
If I were ready for love, I would do anything to have it, even if it means taking risks or going beyond my means.
You said that I should just forget
You told me to let go of my feelings and move on from them.
That I shouldn’t say things I’ll regret
You advised me not to express my emotions when I'm not sure I mean them, or when they could cause harm.
Never told you I’m the safest bet
I never claimed to be a safe or reliable choice for a romantic relationship.
Love …
The theme of this song is love, and how I am not yet ready for it.
Oooooohs (background)
Background vocals, with no actual meaning conveyed through them.
Ad libs (No, no no etc)
Ad-libbed vocals, with no actual meaning conveyed through them.
Contributed by Madison D. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Reem Sughayer
What a beautiful voice Ayah and a lovely song!!! Well done!!
james shelley
This has been on one of my no1 playlists from the 1st day I heard it when it came out.
You guys need to team up for another whopper like this. That voice. Them beats. ♥️x
Esther
Such awesome music! I need more of Ayah Marar's music! Hah :D Rock on girl! Ayah's music should reach much more than just the electronica fan base. She can totally rock in the mainstream music scene too; she can write and sing across a broad range of genres.
Joseph Aranov
this record is banging, what a great hook. i saw ayah perform at atlantic city at the summer sessions concert and when i heard this it touched me. 2013 shit for sure.
Punky Unicorn
Got to love her voice 💕
Cheryl Baker
🇯🇴 🇬🇧
Ana Flores
love this! she needs more views!
Harry Name
EXCELENTE VIDEO Y HISTORIAS, GOOD VOICE AYAH
Abdulrahman
very proud to be Arabic , Love you Ayah from Saudi Arabia
Tâm Thanh
I love her voice, love this song so much ❤
New fan from #Vietnam