Ayesha started using the Ayesha Erotica name around April 2015 and would go on to produce Miss Prada's debut album, Queen of Pop, released in June of that year. She also put out her own singles via SoundCloud throughout 2015 including songs such as "Can I Get a Bump?" and "That's Hot" followed by the Sick at Home mixtape in January 2016. Following this, Ayesha released 2 albums (Big Juicy and Barely Legal) and 1 EP (Cumshot) along with various songs throughout 2016. She had planned a third album, Gangbang, for an October release but it was ultimately scrapped for unknown reasons.
Production for Ayesha's new third album, Fresh Meat, began in late 2016 shortly after the shelving of Gangbang. In April 2017, Ayesha released the title track from the album on her SoundCloud page. Later that fall, a new single, Literal Legend was released alongside promises of a music video of the song premiering within the coming weeks. In the song's upload description, it was confirmed the album was set to be released on October 25, 2017 and would be available for streaming on iTunes as well as physical CD's available for purchase, however this never came to be. After the release of the www.FuckMe.com EP in November 2017, it was speculated by fans that the tracks on the EP were originally intended for the shelved album.
In 2018, Ayesha announced that she was working on another third studio album, horny.4u. The album was teased via Ayesha's Instagram with the back cover and tracklist posted around July 16, 2018 containing 8 standard tracks, alongside several "exclusive MySpace bonus tracks". On August 28, 2018, she teased five confirmed tracks for the album, including newly revealed bonus track – a finished version of Control, which was previously posted to her SoundCloud account in demo form in early 2016. After some delay, Ayesha took to Twitter to clear up misunderstandings about the album and where her career was headed, officially confirming a planned December 2018 release for the album and two versions of the project: a standard 8 track version for Spotify and iTunes, and an "xxxtra dirty" deluxe version with 6 bonus tracks planned for SoundCloud. Around the same time, Ayesha expressed discomfort with her online presence and stated that the album would be her farewell from music.
Ayesha announced her retirement in late 2018, stating that she would not be releasing any more music under the Ayesha Erotica alias but would still be working as a producer and songwriter for others as a source of income. Sometime in December 2018, Ayesha surprised fans with a quickly deleted Instagram story claiming new music was coming, however that never came to be. On February 11, 2019, Ayesha teased the release of Delicious, the highly anticipated bonus track from horny.4u, on her Instagram as the official final single of her career, but it was never released.
In July 2019, collaborators Petey Plastic and That Kid posted selfies with Ayesha on Twitter, which sparked rumours that she may be coming out of retirement and that her long-awaited comeback could possibly be in the works. This was later debunked by Ayesha herself, when she posted on her Instagram story that she was not returning to music and that related theories were false.
Hard
Ayesha Erotica Lyrics
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Coyote Ugly on the TV extra loud
You said you'd come after you showered
But I can′t wait, I've got to see and sex you now
Then you walk in, and we'll get to talkin′
You′ll flash me that sexy smile and we'll get it poppin′
I know you've been wantin′ to come over more often
Give it to me
Hard
Harder than before, boy
I like it when you treat me like a whore
Give it to me hard
Harder than the last time
Fuckin' with you is my favorite pastime
Give it to me
Hard, so hard
I don't wanna stop
Give it to me
Hard, so hard
Give it to me hard
Take it from the top now
I like the rhythm that you′re goin′
You turn me on enough to do whatever now
I'm takin′ all of what you're throwin′
But all you wanna do is do me in the mouth
Then you hold me, want you to control me
I know that you're feelin′ me bad
'Cause that's what you′ve told me
I know you get lonely, and that′s why you phone me
Yeah, I let you play with my heart, I'll let you own me
Give it to me
Hard
Harder than before, boy
I like it when you treat me like a whore
Give it to me hard
Harder than the last time
Fuckin′ with you is my favorite pastime
Give it to me
Hard, so hard
Give it to me hard
I don't wanna stop
Give it to me
Hard, so hard
Give it to me hard
Take it from the top now
(Hard, hard, hard, hard, hard)
Give it to me hard
Harder than before, boy
I like it when you treat me like a whore
Give it to me hard
Harder than the last time
Fuckin′ with you is my favorite pastime
Give it to me
Hard, so hard
Give it to me hard
I don't wanna stop
Give it to me
Hard, so hard
Give it to me hard
Take it from the top now
Hard
Give it to me hard
I don′t wanna stop
Give it to me hard
Give it to me hard
Take it from the top now
Hard, hard, (hard) hard
Give it to me
The song "Hard" by Ayesha Erotica talks about a sexual encounter between the singer and her partner. The lyrics reveal her desire to be treated roughly and to have rough sex. She sings about waiting for her partner to come over, and once he's there, they get into the act. The singer likes the rhythm her partner is maintaining, and she likes to be controlled by him. In return, she lets him play with her heart and "own" her.
The chorus is a repeated plea for her partner to give it to her "hard" - she likes it when he treats her like a "whore." The song is explicit in its depiction of sex, focusing on the physical act and the pleasure derived from it. Overall, the song is about two consenting adults engaging in an intense sexual encounter.
Line by Line Meaning
Yeah, I've been waiting for an hour
I've been waiting for you to arrive for an hour
Coyote Ugly on the TV extra loud
The movie Coyote Ugly is playing on the TV, with the volume turned up high
You said you'd come after you showered
You promised to come over after taking a shower
But I can't wait, I've got to see and sex you now
I'm too excited to wait, I need to have sex with you right away
Then you walk in, and we'll get to talkin'
When you arrive, we will have a conversation
You'll flash me that sexy smile and we'll get it poppin'
You'll smile at me in a seductive way and we'll start having sex
I know you've been wantin' to come over more often
I know you've been wanting to visit me more frequently
I'll give you this chance, boy, just don't let it soften
I'm giving you an opportunity, just don't disappoint me
Give it to me
Have sex with me
Hard
Do it aggressively and with force
Harder than before, boy
Be more rough and intense than last time
I like it when you treat me like a whore
I enjoy when you degrade me and treat me poorly
Fuckin' with you is my favorite pastime
Having sex with you is my favorite hobby
Hard, so hard
Do it aggressively and with force
I don't wanna stop
I don't want the sexual activity to end
Take it from the top now
Let's start over and do it again from the beginning
I like the rhythm that you're goin'
I enjoy the way you're moving and performing during sex
You turn me on enough to do whatever now
You've aroused me enough that I'm willing to do anything
I'm takin' all of what you're throwin'
I'm accepting and receiving everything you're doing
But all you wanna do is do me in the mouth
All you seem to want to do is oral sex
Then you hold me, want you to control me
You embrace me and want to take control of the sexual activity
I know that you're feelin' me bad
I know that you're attracted to me and want me badly
'Cause that's what you've told me
Because you've expressed your desires to me verbally
I know you get lonely, and that's why you phone me
I know you feel lonely and that's why you call me for sex
Yeah, I let you play with my heart, I'll let you own me
I'm allowing you to manipulate and control my emotions for your own pleasure
Contributed by Nathan B. Suggest a correction in the comments below.